Well, Hello There.

Name's Samantha, from London UK, very gay, fan of good music, film, books, songwriting and my acoustic guitar is my best friend.

[stressvul-deactivated20200822]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* reblog or like if you ever felt like this*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

follow for relatbale original sad shit! i feel like im already dead, i hate everything about myself!

[le-insomni-e]

[rip-myselfesteem]

With cards and flowers on your window, Your friends all plead for you to stay. Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

Shadow of the Day // Linkin Park (via rip-myselfesteem)

[br0ken-mentality]

I hope you laugh today!

[thedevilsadvocatte-deactivated2]

[paganpunk]

Who else wanna die but is terrified of such a permenant and irreversible decision yet cant stop thinking about it despite that fear

[shawngaryspencer]

[whatsernamephoto]

Are you scared to death to live?

Green Day, Still Breathing

(via whatsernamephoto)

[mysharona1987]

I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.

Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls. (via mysharona1987)

[quotemadness]

I remained too much inside my head and ended up losing my mind.

Edgar Allan Poe (via quotemadness)

[himari-takakura-deactivated2016]

Just abuse things

- “IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!” - “you arent mad at me right? Oh my god you are! IM SORRY” - “is this my for me? Can I use this? Can I drink this? Can I-” - “pls help me make this decision for me” - “do what you please!!!” “What if that makes everyone mad at me” -studying people intensely because you are afraid you might do something that will make them mad - Saying something in a tone louder than usual and feeling like this is your last day alive - low self stem - feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted after expressing any sort of feeling and crying right after that - when someone talks or does something in an attitude thats not usual from them and Knowing That It’s Your Fault - “i dont deserve this why are you doing this for me” - not knowing the difference between a joke, sarcasm, and passive aggressive speech - unhealthily clinging to anyone who’s remotely nice to you - not knowing what to say NEVER - not knowing how to react to compliments, nice words, genuine care or anything like that and feeling incredibly sick at the thought of someone genuinely loving you - Crying. - having to explain every single movement and word you do and say to literally anyone - being really good at lying and pretending as a survival strategy - Not living, surviving. - calculating and overthinking everything you do and say, the time you say it, how you say it, the expression you have when you say it, your voice tone…everything - getting panic attacks over the tiniest things - unhealthily clinging to fictional characters and shows - lack of energy to do anything because you use a lot of effort in every single movement you do - “im useless” - when someone compliments you on something and you needing to be Perfect at it because then you dont have any reason to live - intrusive thoughts - Perfectionism - Over sensitiveness - “It’s my fault.” - not knowing how to react about criticism - Isolation - getting startled when someone touches you - being hyperaware of your surroundings and at the same time having no time and space perception - believing everything everyone says - Feeling like any day is your last day

[dyiinginside]

[escapewithmeforeverbabe]

[sincerely-mh]

Imagine… the wind flowing through your hair, the crisp feeling on your cheeks, arms spread open wide - is this what it feels like to fly?

[offlcialgreenday]

Billie “Dad Joke” Armstrong

[l0stin-translati0n]

[mallory-hopes-so]