Major Project Log - Christmas Track: âItâs Christmas Time, Itâs All Fineâ
I began the process of writing this song by researching past Christmas songs to try and identify some distinct timbre that would be vital in the composition. It became apparent that some in particular such as sleigh bells, tubular bells and brass instruments would be vital in the instrumentation of a conventional Christmas song. From this I began jotting down an initial idea for a composition. Taking inspiration from the âcutenessâ of Christmas songs such as Lily Allens version of Somewhere Only We Know (As made famous by the 2013 John Lewis Christmas advert), I focussed on using sustained strings, and soft percussion such as glockenspiel and xylophone synthesised sounds. Other inspirations include Badly Drawn Boyâs Donna and Blitzen and The Pogues Fairytale Of New York for a more âmelancholicâ Christmas song approach. Completely opinionated but Donna and Blitzen in particular always somehow brings me to tears right from the beginning and this feeling really resonated with me and this emotional expressiveness was something I knew I wanted to implement in my song.Â
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As I mentioned, I wanted to create a Christmas song that was more touching and sentimental than celebratory, I feel that there is enough of those and doesnât really have the impact that heart-felt seasonal songs convey. On my way to University to begin writing the first draft (above), I found my lyrical inspiration in seeing several homeless people along the way looking cold and alone on a particularly freezing day, and it really made me think about the concept of âgivingâ at Christmas and how many people (myself and family included) really only tend to focus our intent of âgivingâ to our family and friends, and how redirecting this wealth around the season would impact the lives of the less fortunate so much more beneficially.Â
In my opinion, Christmas has become a completely consumerist-driven holiday, with advertisement in all media, even in the celebratory songs I mentioned earlier feeding a gluttonous western society. In a modern day society, it seems that the âBand Aidâ approach of awareness at Christmas is in short supply and seemed like a perfect opportunity and vital time to write a song that brings pressing matters around the season back into light. After all, given the cold weather and exclusion from this consumer-based demographic at Christmas, it is probably one of the worst times of the year for people outside of society.Â
I began working on variations of the lyrics and melody for the chorus. I wanted something that would, something that would summarise the message of the song and be âcatchyâ enough that it stays in peoples heads. I settled on these lyrics:
Iâm alone in this world,
I just need someone to hold me,
and say Iâm not the only one,
like this at Christmas time,
walking past like youâre all blind,
Iâm alive and Iâm breathing,
but my life has no meaning.
I thought that writing from the first-person perspective would have much more impact than an a third-person observation. I feel that it is the general position of most people in society unfortunately to try and avoid the issue, to avoid eye contact and even in cases to purposefully ignore homeless people in the street. Obviously this is not everyone, itâs just an observation of many instances I have seen since living in the middle of a town centre for the last few years. However I thought that this chorus might capture the thoughts and feelings of a homeless person and to put it into a perspective that really speaks to people and hopefully recognises them as human beings and individuals who each have a story, which led me to writing the rest of the lyrics.
Originally I wanted to tell a very specific story about a homeless person who had fallen down a dark path in their adolescence in rebellion to a loving and sheltered childhood, ie.
I was a baby boy in my mothers arms,
always sang a song to try and keep me calm,
donât worry, donât stress, your mother she knows best.
When I was 17 I didnât want the love,
I had the drink and drugs, the tools to self-destruct,
donât worry, donât stress, just take a hit of this.
Inspired by reflecting a lot about my upbringing, Iâve come from a family where Iâve been privileged to have been always supported by unconditional love from my family, and at a period in my teenage years, bitterly rejecting it and going down my own dark path which I felt to an extent I can relate to some degree how easily things can slip and descend into something irreversible. Iâm fortunate enough to have perpetual support that I am now so grateful for but I wanted to convey the message that less fortunate people should not be judged for their circumstances and everybody has their own story and reasons for their situation.Â
Considering the broad context and time constraints of a conventional Christmas/pop song I felt it would be better to expand the message to a more general nature as the song progressed ie.
Just remember the people struggling in December,
to get to bed at night, to get to bed at night.
Cold and alone, doing what it takes, whatever,
to make sure you survive, to make sure you survive.
As I stated earlier, I recorded the whole track using synthesised instruments in Logic Pro X, then recording the vocals on top of this. When asking various people for criticism of the first draft of the full track, they suggested that only the expression of live instruments could match the passion that I was trying to convey with the lyrics and message. From this feedback I set about sourcing some live instruments in the strict time constraint I had, (I had a week before I had to submit the track to the competition I had been writing it for) by desperately emailing any other students I could find that would play suitable instruments for the track. Fortunately I managed to find performers to play trombone, trumpet, violin and viola which I managed to arrange recording sessions (in my bedroom with a microphone and my laptop) one at a time over the course of the week. I then managed to get a studio booking the day before to record double bass on top of this. I found that this hugely improved the timbre and dynamic of the piece, and after several mixes later after an up all night session night of caffeine and hearing fatigue I eventually had the final mix. I then took this to the mastering room the next day and experimented with some higher quality plug-ins including a master tape recorder plug in which really complimented the overall dynamic of the piece.
My favourite part of the piece was the finishing touch at 4:10, where a young girl says âAll I want for Christmas, in the whole wide world, is for everyone to be as happy as meâ. Inspired by Declan Mckennaâs spoken word outro in Brazil which is based on a YouTube video where a kid is playing Call Of Duty. Seemingly nonsensical and unrelated to the song, itâs a nice touch to the end of the track nonetheless and I thought that a child talking about what they wanted for Christmas would finish the song off perfectly. I wanted to link this back to the idea of consumerism at Christmas and have the child contrast the expectation of what they would want at Christmas ie. presents, material items etc., with something that showed that displayed a greater understanding of altruism and the âtrueâ meaning of Christmas. I managed to record this on a voice memo on my phone recording my housemates younger sister through FaceTime performing the line.
Listen to the track on Spotify here -
https://open.spotify.com/track/7kRb0MRIGGx7MNJUfDrgRb?si=HJcAB59vQ_GRvqVPy8XZ6w