I AM GOING TO FUCKING VOMIT FOR REAL I FEEL SO VIOLATED
CW: fetish farming, gaslighting
i've been completely and utterly betrayed and dehumanized by someone i considered a friend and now i'm going to be sick...
so i had this "friend," we'll call them "D."
"D" never really struck me as hostile or predatory. however, they did commission me a lot to draw genderbent verisons of my own fursona.
and at the time i didn't say anything because he wasn't requesting anything pornographic, or like a "transformation" sequence or anything.
but i still felt... kinda weird? like... this felt like something vaguely fetishy, but i didn't want to assume. after all, i know what it's like to have a weird special interest that could be misinterpreted as a fetish/kink (non-erotic hypnosis).
but i obliged with their requests. i just assumed i'd been overthinking things.
today i got a message from a long-time friend of mine, who we'll call "A."
"A" told me that "D" had been acting really weird towards them and their partner (i'll call them "J")
"A" sent me this screenshot of a message "D" had sent to "J"
my response:
now i'm thoroughly pissed at this point and decided to confront "D" about this myself.
"D" started trying to gaslight me and claim that the screenshot was "faked." like... their condescending and defensive tone says it all.
naturally, i blocked him. i was so done.
i went back to "A" and told them about "D's" response.
God just...
i feel so dehumanized. like who the fuck can i even trust anymore?
i'm so sick...
needless to say i'm gonna be a lot more discerning when vetting commission requests from now on. if i get the feeling this might be fuelling a fetish for the requester, i reserve the right to decline... ESPECIALLY if it involves my sona or one of my OCs.
AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T FUCKING COMMISSION ART OF OTHER PEOPLES' OCS WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION, UNLESS YOU'RE A FRIEND OF THEIRS AND YOU'RE SPECIFICALLY REQUESTING A GIFT FOR THEM!!!!
UGHHHHHH
UPDATE: OH WOW COOL THEY'RE STILL TRYING TO HARRASS AND GASLIGHT ME ON TUMBLR!!!
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