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Some people neglects having their seatbelts on because they simply doesn't want it or either, they thought that they can handle themselves properly. - When we like a person, we don't just jump into relationship and urge ourselves to have them. Stop jumping into something you just want and eventually settle for less. It's not that bad to have those standards. P.S. Note to self. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnqzSGdArkR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kmxfz7231yac

Me showing off my insecurities

Malungkot Ako Ngayon

9 – January 2018

Bakit may mga punto sa buhay natin na malulungkot tayo ng walang dahilan?

Yung tipong biglaan lang.

Yung tipong maiiyak ka na lang.

Minsan napapaisip ako kung may sira ba ulo ko o malakas lang talaga tama ko.

Minsan pati ako naaaning na sa sarili ko kaya bilib ako sa mga taong nanatili pa rin sa tabi ko.

Hindi ko alam kung anong meron ako ba't may nagtitiyaga pa rin sakin.

Hindi ko alam kung nararapat ba talaga ko sa mga atensyong binibigay sa akin.

Napapatanong ako kung bakit kahit kailan hindi nakuntento ang tao...

Ang taong tulad ko.

Napapatanong ako kung bakit palaging ko na lang napapansin 'yong kulang...

'Yong kulang sa pagkatao ko.

A Hopeful Heart

8 – January 2018

You are his friend,

But for you he is not just a friend.

You are waiting for him,

But he is waiting for someone else.

You are with him,

But he felt so distant.

You miss him everyday,

But he is thinking of someone else.

You keep on telling yourself,

"If I know he's happy, I will be too."

But the truth is,

You want him to be happy...

... to be happy spending his time with you.

Behind these bars is a rainbow.

Take time to observe. (at Albino Beach)

Can you figure it out?

There's peace beyond the sky. (at STI College Ortigas-Cainta)

Holes on the atmosphere.

We're just midway of our journey. (at Enchanted Kingdom)

You Can Only Wish

1 – June 2017

Have you ever wished to be a child again? Have you ever wished that those fantasies you had were real? Have you ever felt really upset that you pity yourself for being not good enough and being unable to do anything about it? Have you ever felt useless because your opinion doesn’t really matter at all?

When I was young, small things gave me happiness. I used to play and do what I want in my own world. I used to believe that if I would be good, I wouldn’t make it to Santa’s naughty list. I used to ask “so called adult things” that was often answered with, “You’ll understand when you grow up.”

But now, I don’t know if I should be happy that I grew up; that I began to understand what life is, how hard living is, the pressure that the society is giving you, the people who judge you for being yourself, those hypocrites who told you not to change yourself but wants you to be this and that.

I thought being a teenager would make a change but it made things worse.

Small things aren’t enough because my needs are getting bigger.

I can’t play like I did and do what I want because my life depends on every action I make and this is the real world.

Naughty list doesn’t really matter because Santa is no real.

I should’ve not asked about those adult things and should’ve chosen to be innocent.

But now, I’m not Avril who thinks that innocence is brilliance. This is life and I can’t always go crying to my mama ‘cause I’m on my own now in this real world like what Haley said and also, growing up is destined to happen. Innocence will be taken away and I wouldn’t be safe from worries anymore. I can only wish like Tyler to turn back time to the good ol’ days.

I know once in your life you’ve wished to be a child again. You’ve wished that your fantasies were real. You’ve felt really upset for being not good enough and for being unable to do anything about it. You’ve felt useless because you thought your opinions doesn’t matter but it does. Maybe you just uttered the right word at the wrong time. You are enough and believe me, you’ll be able to do what you want if you have the courage. Of course, people always has something to say and you can listen to them but only absorb things that matter.

It is your fault if you let their mean comments get into your nerves. Always remember that you are the only person who is accountable of the things that happened, happen and will happen to you. Of course, you have made regretful decisions and unfortunately you can’t restore every opportunities you’ve lost yet we’re just on our way to being mature while living the real world and you can still create another satisfying memories to cherish. You have your freedom, your choice and your limitations. Learn how to balance it and you’ll have a better life.

#reminsce #prose #expressing #childhood

If you know how to accept corrections from God, you are blessed.

My Daily Devotion

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Sonnet 1

11 – October 2016

Unfair it is, a life we have in love We gave all we had yet aren’t enough Though we are free to love, free as a dove All we can do is to make ourselves tough

We are being hurt more than we deserve But still, we keep on pushing ourselves To someone who used us as a reserve Like they’re just collecting books on their shelves

But there are things that we can also do Warn ourselves to prevent from falling through Check your thoughts and the things you should undo Because there are things we thought that is true

Be patient, don’t seek love let love seek you It is not that bad to wait for a few

The road that leads to success isn’t really a smooth way. Yet it’ll teach us to be more patient and persistent. Just trust God and everything will be just fine.

My Daily Devotion

#devotion

Devils are there to temp us in our vulnerability because God allowed it to happen in order for Him to test our faith.

My Daily Devotion

#devotion

A righteous man would never allow himself to disgrace anyone.

My Daily Devotion

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"We were created by God and only He can maximize our potential. He gave us the Bible as our manual on how to make the most of our lives. So I believe that if you let God do His work on you, you will reach your full potential."

Dear Alex, Break na kami. Paano? Love. Catherine

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