Feminine hipster all the way

Sam. 21. Philippines. Masscom grad. This girl Sam, sarcasm, and all her emotional excavation

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go through things. grow through things.

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i just wish someone would be afraid to lose me too

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this and that

there will be times when i feel that he loves me a lot like how old couples believe in the spark that they have, there will be times when i feel that he does not. sometimes i wish there would be someone that will love me ecstatically with all their power, with all their might but sometimes i wish i can become more contented of what he has to give. we all crave for love so crazy that we forget that we can give that to ourselves too. but how does someone make you feel so so good and suddenly make you feel uneasy. and momentarily sad. and unloved?

what am i feeling !!!! im so down rn and i just want to shet ayoko na im feeling sad again bakit kasi masyado ako mapaghanap and clingy and maramdamin and minsan insecure gusto ko lang naman maramdaman na someone's out there who's 100 percent into me kahit di ako chix kahit annoying ako and shit someone who will stick to me sa mga panahong re-assurance lang ang cnecrave ko alam kong masaya ako and i feel so loved and that mahal ko siya but why do i have to feel this way wala ako mng outlet and masabihan kasi i feel so pathetic and shit and i know im just over reacting. all i want is yung maramdaman talagang totoong loved ako is that too much to ask for omg my heart rn 💔

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HAYAAN NA NATIN.

we always kiss the wrong person and we just try to shrug off the idea that we failed again. we keep trying and it keeps falling apart

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BLOSSOM

BUBBLES

AND BUTTERCUP

HAVE DEDICATED THEIR LIVES TO FIGHTING CRIME 

AND THE

FORCES

OF

EVIL

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March 7, 2016 2:07am

Kasi darating ka sa point na pati yung “pag-asa” na pinanghahawakan mo sumuko na…. na masasabi mo nalang sa sarili mo na…”Wala g pag-asa to.” Siguro yun yung magiging pinakamasakit na masasabi mo sa sarili mo. Kasi mismo yung pag asa na nagbibigay ng dahla sayo para wag sumuko eh, smuko na. dadating ka sa point na nakakapagod, sobra na yung nadulot na sakit. Minsan iniisip ko, bakit kaya? Bakit kaya kailangan natin mahulog sa taong hindi pwede. Pwede naman sa iba. Diba. Malungkot na kailangan mong sukuan yung taong napakatagal mong pinusuan. Para talaga akong sumuntok sa buwan. Sa mga panahong inisip ko na “baka pwede naman”, “malay mo”, “sana”. Malungkot kasi pati yung sarili mo sumuko na. pero alam mo, kahit sumusuko na yung isip at sarili ko…. May isang hindi. Yung puso’t kaluluwa ko. Habang binubulungan ko yung sarili ko na “Sam, tama na. tapos na, ang tagal na, tangina ka.” Sila yung pilit nagsusumigaw na “gago gusto mo eh, mahal mo eh.” Grabe. Kelan kaya ko matatapos sayo. Kelan ka kaya aalis sa storya g buhay ko? Kelan kaya darating yung panahong magiging masaya na ko di na dahil sayo. Grabe ka No, ang hirap mo alisin sa sistema ko. Sobrang sinusuka ka na ng sarili ko kasi awang awa na siya sa sarili niya. Gusto niya na makalaya, gusto niya na sumaya. Sana matulungan  mo ko sa problema ko.

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what is sad is lying in bed and getting sad at 9pm... because u feel so empty. what is sad is feeling so alone for a very long time when you know that youre something more. it is when u try to be productive but end up so useless just because u feel less love. i know that there are a lot of thing to be thankful for, that makes me so blessed, that I’m should be happy for, but it just really feel sad. really. it’s true, they say the person who makes everyone laugh has the loudest cries at night, they are the ones who have shattered heart and broken souls. 

gusto ko lang naman maramdaman yung minamahal, yung pinapakialaman, yung kailangan din ako. di naman ako naghahangad ng perfect, gusto ko lang meron yung nandyan kasi mahal nila ako. minsan inisip ko sobra ba yun hingin? gusto ko lang kiligin ulit. gusto ko lang may kinikilig dahil sakin. yun lang naman. alam ko namang di nmana talaga hinahanp un pero pafeel naman minsan. kasi ayokong isipin na kahit kailan di ko namararanasan yun. natatakot ako sa napakaraming bagay natatakot ako na baka mamatay ako na ganto kalungkot