🧸Samy Diaries 💞

A blog dedicated to the girl I love most Elle et moi contre le monde <3

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WELCOME TO...

SAMY DIARIES (A blog for my bsf) For those interested, the whole point of this blog is supposed to be a "diary" about me and my long-distance bsf. On her bday (03/26) I will be revealing this blog to her as a surprise gift. Blog by @neoculturereads (check me out if you like fan fictions!)

A bit more in-depth!! Samy is the duo name set for me and my bsf. It's our personalized nicknames and names put together in one. You will probably see me use the name Jemy a lot throughout this blog, which is the nickname I gave my bsf!

As said, I plan to show her this blog on her birthday. I can't do much for her since I'm so far away, so we both like to make each other meaningful gifts that will last. The whole idea is that this blog would be considered as a diary, just something she can look back on whenever she wants to smile or laugh, maybe even cry, who knows (ofc I don't want her to cry tho). SO TO FUTURE FOLLOWERS!! Bear with me as I try my best to keep this a surprise till then!

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Dear Jemy (9)

so don’t be alarmed when you open your text to many messages ok?…

yet I’m giving you more to read with a letter.. but it’s ok, you love me.

well today- aujourd'hui, je voulais parler de beaucoup? I’m trying not to use Google Translate.. gotta remember my French skills right? If I still have them that is.. oof

oui oui that baguette avec fromage am I right? 🫪💗

Ok to the point, encore une soirée riche en émotions, et je tiens à vous remercier une fois de plus. Je sais que je l'ai déjà dit plusieurs fois, mais j'espère toujours que mes mots vous font sentir aimés et chéris. C'est si agréable de savoir que vous m'écoutez. Des oreilles d'ange. Mon ange 🪽

and I say this tonight because once again, I just want you to know how much I love you. Je t’aime beaucoup mon ange teehee. Ok back to the point, I am scared shitless, like yes, I meant it I WILL shart my pants. Gosh next year it set to be hell. And I still rlly want to go to that cortis concert bro.. I cannot stop thinking about it. I am literally all over the place today. Any shit going on or that’s gon happen and is scaring me shitless makes me so greatful for you. Gosh really, what would I do without you? I’d likely be dead but yeaaa!! (Sorry, being honest)..

Je veux juste me rappeler de ne jamais considérer des amis comme toi comme acquis. Mon retour à l'école me fait réaliser à quel point ça va être difficile, car je n'ai pas de vie sociale et les professeurs seront plus exigeants – du moins, c'est ce que je pense. Parfois, j'aimerais avoir plus de motivation pour me faire des amis, mais ta présence me suffit amplement. La qualité prime sur la quantité, après tout.

ANYWYAS, thank you again for everything, sorry for ranting your head off today. I love ya the most, mwah!!

-xoxo, sakyu

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Dear Jemy, (8)

Ce soir, je t'écris cette lettre pour apaiser ma peine et t'exprimer toute ma gratitude. Je sais que tu sais déjà que je suis souvent triste, que j'ai des regrets et des aspirations pour ma vie, et je suis désolée de m'en plaindre autant auprès de toi. C'est pourquoi je voulais te remercier. Tu me fais sentir comprise comme personne ne l'a jamais fait. Tu es un véritable trésor pour qui je ferais n'importe quoi et que je ne veux jamais perdre. On dit qu'on vit et qu'on perd, et j'ai souvent connu ça, mais je ne veux jamais que ça arrive avec toi. J'espère être toujours quelqu'un sur qui tu peux compter, autant que je compte sur toi. Tu es l'une des rares personnes qui illuminent ma vie et lui donnent un sens. Avec toi, c'est plus facile, et je suis tellement reconnaissante que j'en ai les larmes aux yeux en écrivant ces mots. Merci infiniment d'être ma meilleure amie. La seule et unique personne qui se soucie vraiment de moi. Je t'aimerai pour toujours.

-xoxo, sakyu

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Dear Jemy, (7)

Today you asked me 4 things that remind me of you. My first thought was an angel. You're so pretty and pure. It suits you perfectly. You practically flew into my life like one. It's every detail that counts, though—wings just feel like ur thing yknow? And there's definitely a yellow halo over you with fades of pink. Yellow cause ur bright and pink cause ur souls as pretty as ur face. and yellow and pink just because you like them! I also think of the twin stars—it just screams "JEMY"! Stars and moons rlly remind me too of you. Why? Because every star I see, I wish upon you—my thoughts are consumed by you, and I make a lot of wishes dedicated to you. The moon, though, just reminds me how far we might be physically but mentally close. If we can both see the moon, then something's right, right? ofc i also think about ships too- sakuryo always first- duh! And winwin and jisung just cause u like them. But to be honest, there are so many things that remind me of you. Everywhere I look, im thinking about you. Every morning I wash my face and say a prayer—most times I ask for someone to watch over you. On other days, I ask for good grades and clear skin because I am in need. But trust, without a doubt, I WILL drop caring about clear skin and good grades in a heartbeat for you. Why? Because, the number one thing that rlly does remind me of you is myself- i cant picture a future without you in it. You're a huge part of me because my heart lies with you, and it always will.

-xoxo, sakyu <3

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HAPPY 16 TO MY SWEET GIRL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY JEMY!!!

Bon anniversaire de 16 ans, bébé !! On dit que c'est l'année la plus importante de ta vie, alors vis-la pleinement et chéris tous les moments et souvenirs que tu construis. Fais en sorte que chaque instant en vaille la peine — ne te retiens pas ; fais toutes les choses que tu veux faire ! Mon doux ange déploie ses ailes et est prête à voler. Vole haut et atteins chacun de tes objectifs et désirs. Tu ne devrais jamais te contenter de moins – tu dois obtenir ce que tu mérites. Ne regarde pas en arrière, vis simplement ta vie.

Je le dis souvent, mais je t'aime vraiment plus que tout et je le pense à chaque fois que je le dis. Tu mérites le monde et je me battrai chaque jour pour te le donner. Tu es mon tout. Sans toi, ma vie n'a aucun sens. Je veux toujours le meilleur pour toi et je veux que tu sois toujours heureux.

You've been so amazing to me – I can never thank you enough for everything you've done for me. I love you to the moon and back. I hope this year brings you joy and all your wishes come true. Happy birthday Jemy.

-xoxo, sakyu

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I love making preppy cards :3

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So make a wish .

. I'll make it like your birthday everyday

COUNTDOWN: 1 DAY TILL JEMY DAY

Make a wish love <3

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COUNTDOWN: 2 DAYS TILL JEMY DAY

Bro istg I’m more excited than the birthday girl herself

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COUNTDOWN: 3 DAYS TILL JEMY DAY

Dans un message précédent, j'ai dit que chaque fois qu'il pleut, je pense à toi. Mais en réalité, je pense à toi à chaque instant. J'écrirai ton nom sur ma fenêtre, dans la neige, je regarderai la lune et les étoiles et je dirai « tu es belle ».

Ce sont ces petites choses qui me rappellent simplement que je t'aime.

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COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS TILL JEMY DAY

(this picture will forever scream us)

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COUNTDOWN: 5 DAYS TILL JEMY DAY

Dear Jemy, (6)

we have many good memories together that I cherish dearly, it's hard to just choose one. I think about how we celebrate holidays together, how much you make me smile and laugh, and your words of affirmation—even in my worst times, just hearing from you makes everything better.

But one that will always come to my mind is when I first met you. The girl that was shy but sweet—didn't even know me yet bothered to give me her kindness. You had the Renjun pfp too, so I automatically knew you were cool. There was never anything to dislike about you. Your whole vibe and style are something I love. A lot.

When you left the gc, I knew I had to reach out to you. Despite us not having many words with each other, I knew I wanted you around. And I'm so glad i did reach out. It was one of the best decisions I ever made in my life. Thank you for being you, Jemy.

-xoxo, Sakyu

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Oh, how I absolutely love her

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Dear Jemy, (5)

Le temps passe vite quand on s'amuse. Il me semble encore que c'était hier que nous étions dans le groupe NCT, encore timide mais sachant déjà que je t'aime. Tu ne sais pas à quel point tu illumines mon monde. Tu es comme mon étoile brillante, et je te cherche chaque nuit. Ce sont toutes les petites choses que tu fais qui me font sourire. J'aime voir tes textos, tes photos, j'aime savoir que tu m'aimes autant que je t'aime. Dire que je t'aime est même un euphémisme. Tu es tout mon putain d'univers. Dans chaque vie, je te choisis. Je ne voudrais pas que ce soit autrement. Je ne comprendrai jamais comment j'ai eu autant de chance de t'avoir, mais je te chérirai et prendrai soin de toi pour toujours. Ces 2 années avec toi ont compté tellement pour moi, et j'ai hâte de voir ce que l'avenir nous réserve. Je t'aime tellement Jemy, joyeux anniversaire

-xoxo, Sakyu <3

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That's my girl 𖹭 That's my girl 𖹭 That's my girl 𖹭

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ⓘ s'il vous plaît?..

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I wanna get her a riize album for christmas but SHE WONT GIVE ME HER SHIPPING INFO GRRR

Jemy its waiting for you...

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SHE FINALLY GAVE ME THE ADDRESS BUT MY CARD'S NOT WORKING FML. AND SHE DARED TO TELL ME SHE DOESN'T LIKE ALBUMS OR ANYTHING LIKE GIRL DON'T LIE NOW...

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OK HOLD UP- THIS GIFT IS COMING BACK!!! GONNA GET IT FOR HER BDAY HOPEFULLY!!

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Im actually gonna throw hands. I ordered it for her but the next day she already bought one. So i was like ok imma pray its not wonbin cause thats the one she already got. Ofc the one i got had to be wonbin. IRGEPIGIFGBHDXIBEXYIOUGWFPDEGUF(R{E

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Dear Jemy (4)

I wanted to write on valentines day, but I got a bit busy, but better late than never! Happly valentines day ml! I enjoyed celebrating with you by playing games again, LOL. valentines with you is always such a fun memory.

You also told me you didn't know if you could have other galentines, but ofc you can, cause at the end of the day, no matter how many gals we have, you're always my #1, and im forever greater im your #1 too!

Souviens-toi toujours à quel point je t'aime ! Tu es mon préféré dans le monde entier !

-xoxo, Sakyu <3