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side blog

[4vomitt]

“I am harassed more than ever by life and am disgusted with everything…”

— George Sand, from a letter to Gustave Flaubert featured in The George Sand & Gustave Flaubert Letters (via violentwavesofemotion)

[3rabbit]

daughter (non-practicing)

[3rabbit]

sister (deadbeat)

[yaybadluck]

I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I'm waiting for something that doesn't exist and won't ever happen, and I don't even know what it is. Probably nothing at all. All that's certain is that it just ends in death and erasure

[lettersfromadreamgirl]

“I did not know how to get out of the world, or how to stay—”

— One Secret Thing; Easter 1960, Sharon Olds (via salemwitchtrials)

[twinsfawn]

anyone else feel like there will always be a veil of separation between them and the rest of the world and that they’ll never actually be understood or is that just me

[cdnsongbirdme]

“I feel the pull of being alone, of answering to no one, the safety of being unknown and far away.”

― Evie Wyld, All the Birds, Singing (Jonathan Cape, 2013)

[handweavers]

need to find more characters who avoid sex/dating not because they're asexual or because of sexual trauma but due to entirely unrelated lifelong psychological problems that have made them uninterested in acting upon desire or have a hard time feeling anything at all that isn't unrelenting grief. uh for a friend, not for me of course

[jodie-whittakers-suspenders]

(girl who has never told anyone anything) i must just be doing it for attention

[sodiumfreak]

FIRST step to enjoying any media is getting attached to the character whose suicidal tendencies are the most obvious

[twinsfawn]

baby i could treat you so good you just have to get past my strange and off-putting demeanor and my kubrick stare and my inability to behave like a human and the 40 layers of icy fortress walls i have up and answer my riddles three

[twinsfawn]

[waltzingbi]

the epic highs and tragic lows of literally just being in my head on a perfectly normal day

[thememedaddy]

[petaltexturedskies]

Ingeborg Bachmann, from "Eyes to Wonder" in Three Paths to the Lake

[lakevida]

a lot of life can be persevered thru by secretly playing pretend in your mind the whole time

[thoughtkick]

“I can’t make you understand. I can’t make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I can’t even explain it to myself.”

— Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

[leofwines-deactivated20250831]

there’s nothing wrong with me plus i don’t have any wants or needs plus i don’t feel or think at all

[achillesinhighheels]