Peter Solarz
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Jody or Joe or Jode or Jo IDGAF
He/him
Schizoid
queer/trans positive due to extreme not giving a shit
Old as fuck (40+)
Dead wife
If you're nice to me I will act like I like you
If you like me I am so, so sorry
the things I mostly do:
solitude
video games
habs
music
wank
sometimes there are cats
nausea is a feeling you get in your stomach. I get the same thing but in my head
It's all so very safe and unfrightening.
I want to get better, in the sense that I wish this life wasn't a meaningless slog punctuated by death. But there are reasons why this is what I am, and those reasons aren't going to disappear. So "getting better" means ignoring reality. Like forcing myself to believe that the easter bunny is real.
You were really kind and you tried very hard to be nice to me and be a friend to me, and I alienated you because I had to and that's just what I do. Oh well time for lunch
I'm completely fake and everything I've ever done is a lie
I want to talk but all my words are razor blades hidden in cotton balls
How many times this week did you remind yourself that bad things happen when you talk
I just had to spend time with my brother's family and they are all good people and I want to split my head open by repeatedly slamming it into the corner of a concrete wall
i borrowed a friends eyeliner 3 days ago
it hasn’t come off
the amount of cotton balls and micellar i’ve wasted is unreal. i’ve taken two showers, making extra care to try getting it off. i’ve full up sobbed and it’s still stuck
i think i have permanent smokey eyes now
trust me it's fine
the worst person you know thinks they're super empathetic. the kindest person you know thinks they're fucked up and evil
You actually share things in common with someone who seems sort of cool. But you really can't talk to them or anyone else in any truthful or meaningful way. And so they think you don't want to talk to them which is true but you wish it wasn't
It's easier to make posts about yourself sometimes when you replace the word "I" or "me" with "you"
Is it only me that when "people with schizoid personality disorder" is researched on Google the first link that appears is a Wikipedia page with people who apparently have SzPD but about 80% of them are criminals (mostly serial killers)?
I think it might be because most people with szpd don't generally make themselves known to the public at all, unless they get caught committing some fame-inducing crime. So maybe not necessarily ableist per se, though I think they should include a note to avoid this mis-characterization of schizoids as murderers and criminals.
Or maybe I'm just dumb and don't know about all the famous non-criminal schizoids. Henry Cavendish does come to mind.
Whoops, looks like you expected something from me. Oh well, you fucked up
Ah, to be a brain in a jar
Will I make a filthy and disgustingly awful horny blog? Probably not but it's fun to think about
