SANATORIUM

interactions from herr-doktorr

[sanatoriumee]

‎ LET IT SPILL.

PATIENT , PART. he , hym , it — TRAUMA HOLDER . bodily19 + sys25 , tris-emotionally and mentally stunted DEPERSONALISATION + DEREALISATION + DISASSOCIATION

PRONE TO PARANOIA + SEPARATION ANXIETY + PROLONGED DISTRESS + MISANTHROPY

FILED ; ids + orientation , doktor’s note ^_^

NO DNI, ALWAYS INTERACT AT YOUR OWN RISK.

[cutesx4]

i just want to be held

[dorotype]

hello can I please request a flag for having an iv pole permanently ?

.　⟢　PERMA — IV — DRIP / PERMA — IV — POLE　　˘

✦ requests open ◞ a term for anyone who identifies as permanently having an IV drip / IV pole .

☆.「 THERE IS NO WRONG WAY TO USE MY TERMS! ARCHIVAL IS ENCOURAGED! CREDIT IF USING ELSEWHERE / REPOSTING! 」.☆

[sanatoriumee]

Oftentimes I do not feel like myself. There is no real me. I am a concept, I am the embodiment of a concept. I am multiple fragmented ideals in one.

I am akin to a broken, shattered mirror that reflects as one.

[sanatoriumee]

Never grow tired of me. Never leave me. Don’t forget me. Be there for me. Take care of me. Feed me, clothe me, brush my hair. Beat me, bruise me, make me bleed. Just don’t leave me. Never leave me. Be there for me.

[sanatoriumee]

Oftentimes I forgot that it isn’t the norm to be parasocial, or a stalker-type. I like watching others go about. Mainly it’s those who interest me. Whenever I find myself realising I am parasocial, a wave of disgust floods over me. How dare I. I am above it, but I am so deprived of affection and so desperate for connection I am willing to delude myself to one-sided friendship.

[sanatoriumee]

I want to be saved. I want to be seen. I want to be free. Though, when it is offered to me, I sneer. I take and take and never give. I don’t need anyone for anything.

[grove-of-finches]

TenoDPD

TenoDPD

TenoDPD (teno-DPD): a tenoID for when one wishes to be/leans towards being nullDPD, but one is unable to part with the identity. One may or may not still connect to the identity.

Coined by @grove-of-finches

Flag made by @grove-of-finches

Requested by anon

[mournfulroses]

Georgia O’Keeffe, from a letter to Alfred Stieglitz featured in My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz: Volume One, 1915-1933

[strawberryguns]

reminded me of u @sanatoriumee

[sanatoriumee]

How sweet of you. It resonates with me well. Thank you.

[sanatoriumee]

He is making us eat beans and toast. I am furious. Why me? Why me of all? Why beans? Why toast? Why? I hate that doctor.

[sanatoriumee]

relatable ass blog/pos

Thank you! I enjoy your blog as well. I quite enjoy Strawberry Shortcake and media relating to it. Very nice.

[sanatoriumee]

It is not allowing me to respond to your ask. But hello there Patient, it’s nice to see more medical blogs in the radqueer community. Delicious Aesthetic.

- @doktrmurkoff

Thank you for your kind remark. I like seeing medical themes become more widespread. We are infectious.

[sanatoriumee]

I’m tired. I want to go back and rest. I want to be cared for and fed. I want to lay down and have my knees to my chest. I want to feel warm for once.

[sanatoriumee]

I do wish to be taken care of. To be coddled and held close. I think these two things are my deepest wishes, my most personal ones. Mayhaps it’s from the lack of affection, or neglect. Maybe.

[babylamb1]

[decay-of-flesh]

★ˎˊ˗ Perma-bloody-bandaged .ᐟ.ᐟ

a term for one who feels like they should be permanently covered in bloody bandages !

already coined? consider this an alternative flag!

[sanatoriumee]

‎ HERR DOKTOR’S NOTE

hello ! ! i am Patient’s internal handler ^_^ . it is incredibly important that you(?) keep in mind that hy is very sensitive to opinionated remarks ! i highly recommend clarifying the tone beforehand , whether through a tone tag or a simple saying !

please be patient with Patient ! ! ( ha ha ) ,, hy is a very dear friend and part of mine. he is sensitive to a multitude of things, so please always interact with caution when around or speaking to it !

Thank you !

, the Doktor