Hi, um, I’m Patton, I don’t have very many memories, but I used to get homesick a lot without realizing what I was feeling. I (the human person) went through a really bad breakup, and during the recovery I got really into sanders sides.
A few months passed and I started wishing I was Patton, wishing I had a caring boyfriend like Logan who would comfort me, or just wishing the other sides were my friends and would love me- even though I was okay with where I was in life as a human.
Time went on and these feelings weren’t as strong, but my thoughts turned more into “I’m attracted to Logan” and i thought it was just a normal fangirl thing. Logan reminded me of my ex partner, and he’s also similar to the other few almost-crushes I’ve had on fictional characters.
I started writing reader x Logan works that were entirely self-indulgent, or writing Logicality fics and thinking of myself as Patton, or writing vent fics where Logan was comforting Patton (me).
My aura is periwinkle and I’m told that means I have a very kind nature, and I’ve gone by “Patton” as a nickname for over a year, and I said something the other night about how my name is Patton and our personalities are similar, and someone said that might be a kin thing.
I asked some of my friends who are kin and they agreed that’s probably what’s going on.
This was probably longer than it needed to be, but I’m really hoping I can find my canonmates (except maybe deceit, I had an abusive ex that reminds me a lot of him) If you want to see if we’re canonmates feel free to message me!