i don’t know

Vent blog for art and posts. I do not promote or glorify anything.

[deathgasmic]

who else is up permanently feeling like they did something Wrong

[kosmogrl]

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[obscurix]

*imagines myself dying in brutal, violent ways as a form of coping*

[obscurix]

swinging rapidly from "maybe i'll be okay" to "it never gets better" every damn day

[obscurix]

i literally hate being alive and going through the same motions every fucking day.

[obscurix]

sorry if i disappear. i don’t wanna be here anymore.

[obscurix]

please don’t get attached to me i’m going to kill myself one day

[obscurix]

unfortunately i remember everything and it will sit in my chest forever.

[obscurix]

unfortunately im better as a concept and ruin everything eventually

[obscurix]

"what's wrong?"

[obscurix]

i have very big feelings and they all boil down to “i need to fucking die right now.” lmao

[starlit-meadow]

time to feel sick about every decision i’ve ever made in my entire life

[cassie-lmao]

-why are you doing this?

-because i hate myself so much that i sabotage my own happiness

-so you want to do this?

-no

-but are you aware of what you're doing?

-thats the neat part. i am.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

[echoesofsaturn]

I’ve been pleading with the void to take me but it keeps spitting me back out like even death doesn’t want me

[daddystinygirll]

People think I overreact, but they don’t understand that even silence feels like abandonment when you’ve been left too many times.