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🫀 winifren: Welcome to my party. I don’t think you were invited, but its OK. The only rules are you WILL LIKE whatI say and you WILL LIKE me. OK? It’s MY party.

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my party. its m y party! woo!

content: thoughts party, personalblog, artsstuffs/gallery

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𝕊𝕌ℤ𝔼𝕋𝕋𝔼/21/☆:.+*:.°./recovering neet/lesbian// meganekko origami princess

no i dont take comissions suck my gock airhead pleb

(actually i do take comms but only to cultured individuals 🩷 and no its not classist bcs im broke as hell)

it/she

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I’M CURED !!!☀︎ +

winiparty ult everythenplaylist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Z6gnlkdPzuN9pMnWGQs0Q?si=cL54rZIERsa2X8u7r8x-nw&pi=cp-OMcluT4y_3

-im getting off spotify soon. i aint payin 4 all that fuk u aurr ✌︎('ω'✌︎ )

current all-time faves! :

ukifune go!go!7188

Час vivienne mort

taking out my eurotrash blonde redhead

elephant woman blonde redhead

shuukyou sheena ringo

remote controller sheena ringo

lover tsubakiya quartet

love f(x)

LOONATIC loona/odd eye circle

real girl f5ve

souretsu sheena ringo

magic mountain blonde redhead

rose-coloured moon phantom siita

spider in my bathtub mars argo

hhaha!

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PRIDE TWINK FAIRIES BLESSED ME

“ARRIBA MARICONES!”

tldr; long blog post abt my month so far, lotta art, going well ! owo

havent uploaded in nearly a month ;-; kinda forgot to girlblog harder, this wus supposed to be my girlblog svmmer ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

quik update: went on an art museum date with a FANTASTIC smart girl 2 dayz ago and she taught me a lot abt european sculpture and paintings 🤓

i cud say the pride month twink fairies had blessed me with magical lesbian miracledust+.:*.

‘go little mexican futch!’ i heard them chiming from up above 🥹

learned that monet isnt overrated, AND MY FAV ENDED UP BEING THE GALLERY OF LOCAL ARTISTS!

the left is a piece by nellie mae rowe, a georgia native artist . i enjoyed her small cat-scaled doll bedroom because it reminded me A LOT of my room , like we wus twinning ! and her 2d art was also very comforting . also had to use my shitty android camera for the museum pics forgiv me

also rlly enjoyed this cool horse made w planks. i luv figures like this, where theyre not exactly proportionate and made in simple gestures, LOVEEE.🩷

also made my date 2 little sculptures, got my polymer/whittling kit a while ago so i decided to make her a clay unicorn and a wooden dog sculpture (it wus originally supposed to be a lamb but yk :(；ﾞﾟ'ωﾟ'):, 2nd wood sculpture evr u liv and u learn)

unicorn actually took me 3 attempts ;-; and i didnt hav a picture of the finished product of the wood sculpture just the fat rough version 😭 but fun overall !!!

this pride month has been so good to me so far. its even had me genuinely praying to god unironically

I FEEL LIKE A LESBIAN WITH PROSPECTS NOW.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO ALL MY LESBIAN DEARS , I ALMOST DIED A LOSER FEMCEL LESBIAN LAST YEAR BY SUICIDE BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A BEAUTIFUL CHANCE IF YOU ALLOW HOPE TO VOID YOUR DESPAIR ♡

rocking hors

+recent picz :p

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ive been listening to will wood and death note the musical blasting in my headphones as i draw, and its like im back to my roots. its just this time im who my 2020-2022 self dreamed of being (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

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was looking at my bedroom door a few days ago as my sister’s slightly ajar door beautifully laid out rays from her strip led lights across my door and i gazed at it thinking damn, its like im looking at some strange ambiguous twin peaks scene, laura palmer…LAURAAAA

It was just so beautiful, cue laura palmer’s theme 🥹

also had to use my brother’s iphone camera , my ipad wudnt have captured SHIT

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went back to my acnh island in like over almost 2 years

so this caught me off guard for a moment but damn i rlly liked cherry. she has yttd reko energy.

and i was also obsessed with reko back then 🍒

doodle was from 2021 , and i think i started that island in 2022? AND THE ISLAND IS CALLED YABUSAME LOLLLL

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if im binging fleabag again it most likely means im not well and coping

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season 1 more specifically

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ACTUALLY YEAH SEASON 1 ANDD THE THEATRE VERSION

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IM A LESBIAN AND AM AT PEACE 🩷

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if im binging fleabag again it most likely means im not well and coping

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season 1 more specifically

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had the urge to draw mc+jaehee smut yesterday so i did 🤭

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i grew up catholic but my family was never like a radically religious type of family where u pray everyday, go to church on sunday (or like several times a week), and go to catholic school and that type of shit. highkey feel like i got robbed. i srsly wish i went to catholic school but i think my family was too broke to put me in a school like that anyway. im in debate of becoming a christian girl larper (NOT TRADWIFE) or witchcraft superstitious psycho bitch, both seem like equally fun routes, maybe i can somehow alternate between both , have like two personas until i finally hold enough knowledge to make my own religion and belief system

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i think my crippling ocd—zoloft can only do so much, it will not kill it completely— already makes me a superstitious freak bitch but in my opinion it’s not severe enough to make me certified,,, what if i do get there though like its plausible these thoughts are IRKING MEE STOP WITH THE RITUALSSSUGHH

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so i was clearing my procreate gallery, had too many GBs for this small ass ipad ,, checking on empty-ish canvases bcs sometimes i had more drawings hidden on separate layers AND LORDT HAVE MERCY 😭🙏

i’d completely forgotten abt this, i think this is abt the only slight nsfw artworks ive like ever done, mostly bcs i dont have the anatomical knowledge and im a perfectionist so i dont delve into it much, but damn i mustve been down bad to just go for it 🤕, i drew this last year on april 1st and then must’ve completely forgot abt it days later bcs i did not expect this

im certain its argus too considering how down bad i was for her last year, i literally had reverse 1999 running on January first, I PULLED HER ON NEW YEARS EVE, and i kissed my screen w her on it as like my new years kiss .. 😭😭😭 i was neetmaxxing, cringe and free, maybe i’ll hav the balls to practice decent yumeshipping fanart AND nsfw, just needa get a few things outta the way and i can finally focus on drawing again

i will make it my mission to make delicious nsfw argus fanart in the future 🫡

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my minecraft bees, i luvs them sm

liv luv spring 🪷

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im also getting so goated at minecraft im ecstatic. and highkey getting addicted…i have 20 hours on it so far this week, and its tuesday. like i have things to do. i swear i have a life, but minecraft………

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"noo, dont cvt, youre ruining your body!!"

the scars are literally so cute what are you talking about??

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naur cus i never understood y ppl call it nasty,,,ive always found it cute like im not ashamed

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i realize ive been framed as ungrateful bcs i criticize my father and my grandparents and i pretty much dislike them (they’re good at raising and loving family wtvr) but just bcs they arent throwing me out on the street doesn’t mean i’ll disregard the history of how this family formed in the first place. my father met my mom at 19, MY MOM WAS 13. He factually fucking groomed her, my grandparents let him marry her and then treat her like shit bcs she moved in with my dad’s family.

its easy for them to blame these choices on my mom, but she was quite literally a child. THEY WERE ALL ADULTS THAT LET THIS SHIT HAPPEN. im definitely not forgetting about this or letting this go, its a thing i grieve about endlessly, they chose her life for her. so i’ll feel no guilt being labeled as ungrateful honestly, i hope to splurge all their money on stupid shit✌️NO GUILT. FUCK THEM I’LL NEVER FORGIVE THEM FOR HOW THEY TREATED MY MOM

this all happened in mexico btw, it was normalized. but just bcs it was a different place/time doesnt make it any less wrong

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i hope to immortalize her story somehow, sometime. my mother is my light in this world, i love her deeply

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