Sanrah Barnes

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What's the point of getting excited and working hard on something when you will just fail all over again.

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I know i always make it seem like im happy and everything's fine.. but i'm not okay. I always feel like screaming inside and nobody even knows..

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Just woke up from a nap. And i have that weird feeling of emptiness again. I started overthinking everything and began losing interest on everything again... idk how to stop.

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A person can only take so much...

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Another late night thought entry...

Sometimes i miss how things used to be.. I’m grateful for eveything I have now, don’t get wrong.. But sometimes i just feel alone, lonely and empty inside..

Like how does anyone cope with that?

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“ I can think of all the times. You told me not to touch the light..”

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I don’t understand myself lately..

Has anyone ever felt like they’re drowning on their own thoughts sometimes? It’s like you’re ok but there’s this dark and heavy gravity pulling you down..

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Late Night Thoughts

Do you ever just feel sad and empty.. That feeling where in you just started crying without knowing why... That heavy feeling you have inside of you. You wanted to let it out and talk to people.. but you don’t have anyone. All your friends abandoned you. You have no one but yourself....

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Breathe in.. Breathe out..

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Marimar.. lol

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S T A R E

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Under the sheets...

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Fell inlove with the City and it’s Beauty.

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If i were dreaming don’t wake me up just yet..

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Can I just move to a different country and start my life over?

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“I feel like everyone fakes who they really are, when deep down we’re all equal amounts of screwed up. Some of us are just better at hiding it than others.”

— It Ends With Us, Colleen Hoover

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When you glow naturally ❤️