Just another Alice looking for her Wonderland

110% NSFW. 30/F/TX. 18+ (Prefer 21+) Actively searching for the meaning of life, happiness, and love. Spoken for and Im not afraid to tattle. Ask is always open.

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[thegingerpowers]

He is whatever she needs him to be… sometimes a helper… sometimes the hand of discipline. Always she is served just as she seeks only to serve and honor him.

[daddysdirtywhores]

Wish granted. Enjoy…whore.

To be Daddy’s good girl, reach out. Download: 1. Jus Talk 2. Kik Daddy’s kik and jus talk: lon3sinner

[daddyslittle-bumblebee]

When Daddy pulls out a new spanking implement

[sanurarayne]

Sir and I need some punishment ideas.

Care to help out?

[thetriskeliondiaries]

Deserved.

Aftercare is not something I earn.

Aftercare is not a prize at the end of the marathon He puts my body through every time He lays His hands on me.

Aftercare is expected. A gift, yes, but one that is required.

I still receive aftercare if I use my safeword. I still receive aftercare if I make a mistake. I still receive aftercare if I am being punished. I do not earn it through my behavior or my actions or my words. Actually? I need it more in these times.

I receive aftercare when I am beaten, when I am bruised, when I scream, when I cry. When my body is held in His grip, when I am His possession in carnality and darkness and depth and intimacy.

To withhold this would cross a line to abandonment, abuse, neglect. This is what sets us apart. The care, the tenderness, the always always lifting up after bringing down.

Aftercare is always mine. Always deserved. It is not something I earn.

It is something always deserved.

[thegingerpowers]

We are two sides of the same coin…  

[sanurarayne]

I want to be trained to cum only by command.

[sanurarayne]

For the longest while, I have had a strong desire to just be used. Daily. I want to wake up, filled or be filled, and go to bed the same way. I want to be watched as I'm edging. And disciplined if I go to far. I want my entire sexual being to be in the hands of one person. I want rules, boundaries, and I want to be made to stick by then . Sometimes... A lot of the time.... To just be a toy. But it's a hard role to be in.

[reflectedtruthsblog]

Gag It!

A simple command. Stop. Rest. Take a break. A reward. And yet, because it is remanding something I was given, it does not feel like a reward. Truly I do trust Him and know that He means it as such. And yet that vicious voice clamoring for attention in my head insists that I am, in fact, being punished for some unknown transgression. I know it is not true. I believe Him over its lies. When will I find a gag for that ethereal voice?!

© reflectedtruthsblog 2018

[sanurarayne]

I have been dealing with a panic attack since 0800. I'm exhausted. I'm hurting. And I want this day to end.

[sanurarayne]

Downloaded the 'Our Home' app. I like the style and layout of the tasks, but the added calendar throws me off. I enjoy minimal on my phone, apps that work exactly as I need them to. But that's preference.

I hope this works for what I need it to with Him. But we will see.

[littlegirlvoice]

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“You look so pretty tonight, baby”

“Thank you, Sir”

“How is everything, baby?

“So good, Sir.  Thank you for this wonderful dinner”

“You’re welcome baby.  Are you going to be a good girl tonight?”

“Yes, Sir.  I’m always a good girl for you.”

“You’re going to do as you’re told, aren’t you, baby?”

“Always, Sir.  You’re in charge, Sir”

“Why is that, baby?  Tell me.”

“Because, Sir.  I belong to you.”

“Good girl, baby.  Open up, sweetheart,”

“Yes, Sir.”

[sanurarayne]

Ya'll don't even know the shit I've been through.

Ugh.

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[tenebris-sapere]

@pheebs-journey

[submissive-seeking]

The whole world is in these moments. …

[candycoatedplastic]

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