* ♡ 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒄!

𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝒚𝒐𝒖,

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hello  and  welcome  to   𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖍𝖞𝖗𝖚𝖘  :  an  independent, medium  activity,  private,  &  highly  selective  roleplay  blog  for  jester  lavorre  from  the  critical  role  series.  this  blog  is  open  to  crossovers,  multi-blog,  and  original  character  friendly.  please  ensure  you  read  my  guidelines  before  interacting,  thank  you  so  very  much. 

my  name  is  rhen.  i  am  twenty  six,  and  use  she  /  hers.  i  am  a  mom,  wife,  &  college  student.  please  do  not  hesitate  to  reach  out  as  i  would  love  to  plot  and  become  friends.  i  do  have  discord  for  mutuals.

navigation  : carrd,  interest  tracker,  memes,  starter  calls.  links  :  Pinterest,  Spotify. 

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so, uh hi if you’re seeing this? i was trying to delete a side blog to grab the url and uh,, it deleted my whole jester blog :). I just literally lost everything i was working on, and i guess instead of getting imogen’s blog made today, im back onto re-working on jester’s. 

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this blog is now an archive, you can find jester here ♡ ! 

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this blog is now an archive, you can find jester here ♡ ! 

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the ruby and her little sapphire💙

have been working on this for a while and have finally finished it just in time for the critical role campaign 2 finale. started this around ep.128, when jester got to see her mother and have those wholesome few moments of peace between all the chaos and danger - it was such a tear-jerking scene i immediately had to start sketching it🥺 now it’s weeks later and their story is coming to an end. critical role has been such a huge inspiration for my art and it reignited my love of fantasy storytelling, and as bittersweet as it is that the mighty nein’s story is ending, i’m so grateful for it and all its wonderful characters and i don’t think there could have been a more perfect way to end the story. happy thursday😌💛

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grumpy/sunshine trope prompts!

naturally these are shippy and soft and i'm honestly so honored that someone asked and trusted me to do these, so i hope y'all enjoy them just as much as i enjoyed writing them!

from the grump

" i know i can be an asshole, but... you always see the good in me. "

" only YOU could convince me to do something like this! "

" don't make this weird, but... i saw this in the store. figured you'd like it. "

" nobody's ever made me feel the way you do. "

" you're so full of light... and i'm terrified that i'll be the one who quenches it. "

" why do you stick around with a misery-guts like me? "

" you're the lighthouse in the fog, guiding me to shore... "

" i'm trying so hard, but... i can't stop myself from falling in love with you. "

" i love you... oh, damn it, don't look at me, i'm all red... "

" i don't really smile much. not unless you're around, it seems. "

" no. no way, no way in hell am i doing that. no! no... aw, fine... "

" how are you so happy all the time? "

" oh jeez... nobody's ever made me laugh like that in a long, long time. "

" i don't think i wanna know a world without your smiles. "

" i never feel like this grumpy asshole when you're around. i feel like... me. the real me... "

" hey, now... i'm not going anywhere. i'm gonna stay right here. right with you. "

" whoa... hey, now, who made you cry? where'd they go? "

" don't make a big deal out of this. you like hugs, right? so... here's a hug. "

" um... if you don't mind, i think i'd like a hug now. if that's okay... "

" the world just... feels right. when you're with me. "

from the sunshine

" i love it when you smile! i wish you'd do it all the time... "

" you have a really good smile, you know that? "

" see? i knew there was a soft heart under all that grumbling! "

" admit it. you had FUN today! "

" i want to know you. the REAL you. so let's go somewhere that makes you feel happy. "

" you can't get rid of me that easily. i'm gonna be here every day to remind you how wonderful you are! "

" you know me. you... you see me. i'm never totally myself unless i'm with you. "

" everyone else always sees this ridiculously happy, over excited, naive little baby who needs protecting. but... never you. you've always seen the real me. i guess that's what i love the most about you. "

" why is it so damn difficult for you to believe you're worthy of love? "

" you make me smile. and laugh. i feel happy when i'm with you! is that so hard to believe? "

" don't be so stubborn! take my coat/scarf! "

" come on! dance with me! "

" who'd have thought you'd be such a softie! "

" your smiles are like shooting stars. really rare, and really beautiful. "

" don't go. please? just... we can share the bed. i just don't want to be alone right now, if you don't mind... "

" we all have our flaws. you stayed with me in spite of mine. now i'm doing the same... "

" we're two sides of the same coin. right? "

" well, they do say opposites attract... "

" of course i remembered! i remember everything about you! "

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hi cutie bees! i hope everyone is having a wonderful day. i hope that you all are staying safe & well! don’t forget to hydrate and take care of yourselves. yesterday was a super busy day,, and then of course as soon as we got home we lost power for like eight hours? but anyways!! I’m here now and going to work on getting those starters queued up. 

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i had all the plans to write today ,, but this heat is something else?? and that’s even with three portable acs we have?? our house is still averaging about 85 degrees?? but in something good, i was able to recieve my diagnosis of ADHD today ,, and hopefully should be able to pick up my medication as soon as my husband gets paid?? and my psychologist hopes that treating the ADHD as my main mental health issues, will help with my anxiety and depression as well??  it was just really nice to be validated and listened to?? she was super kind and really listened and made me feel valid a drastic difference than the appointment with the doctor at my pcm’s office. 

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𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭  \  sentence starter pack,  i.  feel free to change wording  \  pronouns as you see fit. 

don’t go. 

please, don’t go. 

it hurts. 

this hurts. 

we can’t be friends. 

you shouldn’t be here. 

stay here with me. 

it doesn’t feel like you care. 

i can’t feel your heart. 

i’m so alone. 

i need you here, with me. 

there’s nothing left. 

we’re up in flames, the both of us. 

it all comes crashing down. 

i don’t know what to do. 

you won’t go with me? 

why don’t you stay here? 

i’m going alone.

my heart’s broken. 

they broke your heart. 

where did this come from? 

how did you get this scar? 

who is {name}? 

what are you saying? 

i shouldn’t have come here. 

it’s like we’ve become strangers. 

who hurt you? 

who did this to you? 

please, don’t ignore me.

please, say something. 

is there something i should know?

i’m not leaving you here. 

you can’t do this to me. 

after all that we’ve been through… 

there’s something you need to know. 

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@herzessen​​  : ‘ when you move i can recall something that’s gone from me . ’ 

“    cay-leb  .  .  .      ”    his  name  is  soft,  like  a  PRAYER  from  the  plump  blue  lips.  her  hands  ,  interlaced  there  within  the  rough  of  his.  gentle  is  their  swaying,  along  to  the  music  that  seems  to  come  from  no  where  within  her  room,  the  room  he  pieced  together  as  a  HAVEN.  violet  hues,  drift  up  to  find  his  reflected.  why  is  it  the  cleric  with  always  so  much  to  say,  now  seems  to  find  herself  SPEECHLESS?  so  instead,  she  rests  her  face  within  his  chest,  breathing  in  his  scent.  her  arms  drift  from  the  grasp  of  his  hands,  to  come  rest  'round  his  neck.

  “  i'm  scared  .  .  .  you  know?  i  try  to  hide  it,  and  maybe,  I'm  not  really  good  at  that.  ”  finally,  do  words  slip  through,  finding  themselves  as  a  QUIET  whisper.  “  that  something  very,  very  bad  is  going  to  happen  to  you,  or  any  of  the  others.  that  I  won't  be  able  to  save  you,  like  I  wasn't  there  to  save  molly.  ”  the  name  pulls  an  ACHE  from  her  heart,  an  emptiness  that  will  never  be  able  to  be  filled.  “    i  don't  really  know  what  love  is  supposed  to  be,  i  just  have  all  these  ideas  from  all  the  books  I  read  when  I  was  kid  .  .  .  but  I  do  think,  that  maybe,  what  I  feel    for  you  .  .  is  probably  that?    ”      though  hidden,  cheeks  flush  with  WARMTH.    “  but  i  also  know,  there  are  things  that  you  have  to  do,  and  things  you  think  you  have  to  fix.  so  maybe,  when  you  are  ready  .  .  .  you  could  let  me  love  you?    I  probably  won't  be  very  good  at  it,  but  I  could  try.  ”  

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Battle Royale Mollymauk and Jester my beloveds

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hello cutie bees!! i hope you all are staying safe. i’m going to be queuing up those starters from the starter call i posted the other day & some of the memes i have! i finally have my appointment with my psychiatrist this morning after waiting a month to get in with one and i’m very very nervous?? but after that my twins have their speech therapist dropping by! but i miss writing so much, and gonna try to keep cool from this heat wave by writing & just kind of vibing today ! 

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If you were lonely give it up, ‘Cause here we are This is the kind of love that Doesn’t break your heart

commissioned by @strongboyfriends !!

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ashley johnson showing up 2.5 seconds in loki : 

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❄️🦋✨

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The Atelier Couture Spring 2022 Bridal Collection

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like  for  a  short  starter  !