Anne

22 | she/her | witch | sapphic @anne-adler

[sapphiclitstudent]

Hello, welcome to my corner of the internet!

⭑ About me: Anne, twenties, queer, holmesian, english major

🖋️favourite writers: Jeanette Winterson, Dezső Kosztolányi, Oscar Wilde

📄favourite poets: Endre Ady, Attila József

📖favourite books: The passion (JW), Esti Kornél (KD), the Holmes canon (ACD)

⭑ blog style: dark academia, victorian literature, sherlock holmes & other random things.

[jamesandnina6389]

[gingerpines]

hi so i played true colors

[sorrrowfull]

[fairycosmos]

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

[allsadnshit]

For the next beauty trend let's bring back just your normal eyebrows and your hair air dried and we can call it messy girl normal woman Sunday core

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[fairycosmos]

did you know that apparently if you try to act normal the normalness doesn't come through but the acting does. and did you know apparently everyone can smell this on you like a bloodhound

[yellow-cat]

here's my cat for your dash btw. if you even care

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I care very much

[json-derulo]

"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically

[mysharona1987]

[fairycosmos]

did you know that apparently if you try to act normal the normalness doesn't come through but the acting does. and did you know apparently everyone can smell this on you like a bloodhound

[ispyspookymansion]

ohhhh i get it now! theres something wrong with me

[mwagneto]

yeah no shit you dumb fucks. how convenient of them to "find" this now, 8 whole years after the restrictions on lgbt lives started, but only 9 days after the fascists were kicked out. spineless group of absolute jokers

[udunie]

Okay guys, so on the eve of getting rid of our fucking authoritarian leader, I will tell you how we did it, despite the governments overwhelming media presence and fucking undercover operations against the opposition.

It was actually said best by a Hungarian comic, I'm paraphrasing a bit: If your house is on fire, you can't be like 'well that's not the fireman I imagined'.

I know it's been said a thousand times before, I know everybody is raging against having to vote for a less than ideal candidate, but today has proven that it fucking works. It's the only thing that works. And if the new guy is just a step closer to what you want? That's a fucking win. That's a fucking step in the right direction.

Is Péter Magyar going to usher in gay marriage and UBI? No. But he's not going to ban pride, like Orbán tried. Is he going to cut all ties with Russia? Probably not, but is he going to make sure that we stay in the EU? Fuck yeah. And over Orbán, that's a fucking improvement, and I will take it gladly.

[giliszta]

Going on my mental health walk in the city to see the remains of burnt propaganda posters hanging on lamp posts.

[kingasgore-moved-deactivated201]

hilda is autistic (or at the very least autistic-coded): a post by me who is also autistic lmao

i won’t go into super many details, but i’ll still try to explain it as good as i can!!

hilda doesn’t see the point in making human friends her own age, to the point where she’s strongly against it. you could argue that it’s just because she’s lived away from society her whole life, but that’s where the autistic-CODED part comes in!

it’s also interesting how, despite her fear of befriending other kids, she’s great at befriending other creatures. this is probably because of the lack of verbal communication. to hilda, animals and monsters are a lot simpler than human people, easier to identify with (and hey, they’re clearly her special interest!). even when she knew how dangerous the troll was, she was able to understand it and recognize the problem, and helped it without hesitation. this is backed up by this scene:

at this point in the story, hilda’s mom is still worried about hilda’s fascination with monsters. she mentions her ability to befriend them, but compares it to befriending kids because she doesn’t understand hilda’s struggle. hilda is obviously torn up by this.

when hilda manages to talk to some kids in town, they invite her to prank their neighbors with them. the other kids think it’s funny, but hilda doesn’t get it, and she feels awkwardly left out of the group.

they get hilda to try it, but she’s still confused about what they’re doing and WHY they’re doing it, so she messes it up. and then THIS happens:

she panics and proceeds to do something nice instead, though she’s anxious about messing up again. but when the old woman genuinely thanks her for the compliment, hilda is relieved and smiles back, and gives the other kids a thumbs up as if that was the plan all along. she knows that’s probably not what she was supposed to do, but since everything went well, she still accepts it as a victory. a positive outcome was all that mattered to her.

once again, hilda completely misses the point of the game. and even when she’s told what to do, she misunderstands and kicks the can way too hard. and she’s embarrassed.

OTHER THINGS I DIDN’T MENTION BECAUSE THIS POST GOT TOO LONG DAMN:

she uses isolation as a coping mechanism

she’s bad at dealing with big changes

THE. ENTIRE. SCHOOL. EPISODE.

uhh watch hilda

[megadan94]

I didn’t make these connections the first time through. That explains why I related so strongly to her.