did something slightly embarrassing today which means i gotta explode and die
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did something slightly embarrassing today which means i gotta explode and die
please remove this anxiety from me please please please
Every conversation on repeat
Every conversation ever spoken,
anchored in my mind,
repeated.
Rethinking,
overthinking:
which word was out of place,
which gesture was wrong?
Did I say too much,
was it too little,
did I speak bullshit
or not at all?
Does he hate me now?
Does he think I'm weird?
Does she think I'm too much?
Every word on a continuous loop
until everything sinks into a sea of regret.
It sucks being someone who doesn’t care what people think but also cares soso much about what people think
I wish hyperfixations were soomething we could choose over. Cuz I'm like "Sure I'd love to share my friends' hyperfixations, unfortunately my brain refuses to move away from the current one(s), although funnily enough your recent ones are former ones I had years ago". also the brain fixating on bad thoughts/memories/feelings?? why does nobody ever talk about this being part of ADHD/autism too? It's not only fun things that your brain hyperfixates on, it can also be bad things or even people (which is a reason why BPD is such often a misdiagnosis (although it's not uncommon to have BPD from growing up undiagnosed autistic/ADHD)).
Ruminating
Lock me in a room Dark, but not dreary Cuz I'll be alone Nothing to see, hear No one to talk to, listen to
I'm not ready to face Anything and everything And I'm not ready To be someone to anyone Maybe I'm not ready To be okay, okay, okay?
The future is a mountain And I'm at the bottom I'm reading the map It says it's pretty scary I don't know, I don't know
Lock me in a room Lights off, soundproof Give me a corner Any of the four options Silence is comfy But only when it's real My sensory stability It's gone past what I feel
The future is unwritten But it's stated clear, In bold, black, lines It's very much there And just as much unclear
Stars, what am I doing? Why am I just standing here?
So are we just not going to talk about the fact that Cage was not using her real name? said by Murdoc anyways.
I will forever wonder what they had cooked up if she'd stayed longer. 😭 I wish we'd gotten more Cage.
Big fan of the found family of Macgyver 2016
I'm sure we can all agree that 1x12 has one of the very very best cold opens of the whole series because Jack on truth serum peak show:
Of course, then we have to wade through a whole lot of nonsense about Nikki not being a traitor somehow (least believable plotline) and Patricia Thornton being the actual traitor (second leave believable plotline) but it's all saved by gems like Jack lying on his dating profile, the squeaky toy scene, Riley and Bozer having to interrogate Murdoc to save the day, and absolutely everything to do with Sarah...and the drama of Sarah's wedding, which Jack absolutely canNOT handle as a concept.
Sarah: And here I thought you just didn't get the invitation.
I'm sure I've seen this episode a dozen+ times but Jack's total heartbreak gets me every time. Walking away from her at the hotel is sad enough, but then the wedding.
This is Mac's "I'm not sure this was a good idea" face.
Jack: Everything is fine, I'm cool with this 'cause I'm so badass.
Jack being so cool with this.
Mac: Are we about to have a problem here?
Sarah, for entirely different Jack-related reasons: Are we about to have a problem here?
Jack: Everything's fiiiiiine.
But also Jack:
The torture was better than living through this wedding.
This scene breaks my heart for Jack every time. He's finally acting like an adult but when he can't play everything off as a joke he's forced to admit to himself that he's sooo sad. Why not just rip my heart out and stomp on it some more. 😭
“There will always be someone who can’t see your worth. That’s a fact of life. Don’t let that someone be you.”
- Kingdom of Tomorrow
Socialising is fun for like two seconds, but then I get home and my whole day is ruined by ruminating over what I said, didn't say, should've said, should've said differently, done differently....why why why
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if you go insane enough about the Character you can cry over things that never even happened to them outside your head
fuck yeah !!!!!!!!!
making light of the heavier shaw-related scenes + root shamelessly staring at shaw like she's the love of her life (she is)
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I messaged my friend earlier that 'it is all my fault and I am bad at everything and maybe everyone hates me' and she didn't respond and say it's not true even though I can see she's been online since then. Do I a) curl into a ball in the corner of my room and cry until I fall asleep or b) just like. Die or something because it's obviously true idk or c) think that maybe she's just busy and me being dramatic is not a priority