Since you left,
I am not strong,
I just can’t change the situation I am in,
I can’t fight to change it either.
Because when one party gives up on ‘us’
it is a pre-destined defeat.
so I learn to accept it and pretend to be functional and go about routines.
I want a pause button to life,
but time is still ticking as I scramble to find the right words to describe and come to terms with my feelings.
There is nowhere to go but up if you hit rock bottom right?
I am still sinking.















