[sara-abdelrhim]

It’s not getting any better..

[les-fleur]

yes, I have a very soft heart.

[sfj-7]

I don’t play games, I simply walk away

[sara-abdelrhim]

I kept it all in me, that’s how my soul got eaten.

I believe it's pretty obvious that I always choose dying over speaking.

[vexheart]

The fine line between wanting to say so much and knowing that it's better to say nothing.

[sara-abdelrhim]

Is it better to speak or to die?

[heartandsoul-fragments]

[r1428]

‏"كنت عاقلًا، ومُثقفًا وطالبًا في الدراسات العليا، وكل شيء يبدو على ما يرام، وفي الداخل صحراء فيها كائن قاعد على ركبتيه في الفراغ و يأكل قلبه.

‏- هل هو مُرّ؟، مُرٌّ جدًّا يا صديقي."

‏- حسين البرغوثي

[sara-abdelrhim]

I remember the first time I came across this quote, how heavy my heart felt from the sadness it carried. I sat there for a while paralyzed in the quiet, reading it over and over, unable to move past it. I deeply related to it without even experiencing it as if something deep down already knew that three years later I would live the exact same feeling of sorrow, word for word to the extent that I can almost taste the bitterness of my own heart.

It’s terrifying how we can recognize a tragedy before it even happens.

[sara-abdelrhim]

I envy my sister for having an older sister and I don’t.

[sara-abdelrhim]

You're so polite with your sadness

[sara-abdelrhim]

How to disappear

[sara-abdelrhim]

و اصبر على ما لم تحط به خبرا

[sara-abdelrhim]

My silent suffering is eating me alive

[sara-abdelrhim]

“My darling, you hold so much sadness in your eyes, I can almost touch the scars of your soul and cry.”

[sherreen]

اللهم من اذانا عمدا متعمدا عن نيه و ادراك و قصد فرد له اذاه و اجعل كيده في نحره .

و اجعل له اضعاف ما جعلنا نشعر به.

[sleeplessv0id]

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy

[vexheart]

[shadowseductress]

teach me how to love you in the way you feel loved