— yedam as your boyfriend
pairing: boyfriend!yedam x reader
a/n: thank you to the anon who requested a yedam scenario! i made this with the thought of you uwu. sorry if the ending is a little serious- i was listening to a playlist called “i’ll be fine without you” when i got to that part in the writing omfg. also can we all just talk about how good yedam looks in this gif?
yedam never planned on falling in love
he’s been trainee ever since he was a kid and he couldn’t ruin this opportunity by getting into a relationship
he couldn’t help, but to fall for you like a shooting star
all of yedam’s self composed songs are based off of you
he wrote that back when didn’t have the courage to confess to you
to unleash his desire to be your boyfriend, he wrote that song
but ya’know the song didn’t help much because he still wanted to be yours and ended up confessing
kind of like how lara jean writes letters to the boys she has loved to help her get over her long crush for them
that’s yedam in this situation
it’s just that he writes songs
and instead of getting over you
he fell in love with you even more
since this is the first relationship yedam has ever been in, he’s very cautious about everything
it’s not that his first thought is “muST BE CAUTIOUS!!!!! WE DONT KNOW THIS PERSON THAT WELL!!!! ERROR 404”
it’s just that he wants to make sure you’re fine with everything he does
he wants to always be on your good side and never wants to rub you off the wrong way
with that being said, at first, yedam used to always ask you for permission whenever he wanted to engage in skinship
after a while, you got slightly annoyed because you wanted yedam to feel comfortable enough to do whatever he wanted to do
there was no need to ask for permission when you two were dating after all
“yedam, you don’t need to ask me if you can kiss me.” you lectured him. “we’re dating, so you can kiss me, hold my hand and cuddle me whenever you want to.”
you then leaned in and kissed yedam’s lips
to teach him a lesson,,,,
“just like that! if i could abruptly kiss you then you could do the same whenever you want to. the time or location doesn’t matter at all.” your lips stretched into a smile as you ruffled yedam’s fluffy hair
as you finished up your mini lecture
yedam copied you and unexpectedly placed his hand on your waist, pulling you in closer to him, and then proceeded to kiss you
it wasn’t the first time you two have kissed
because this was the first time yedam has ever kissed you without asking beforehand
after you two were done kissing, you covered your mouth with your hand and then asked “what was that for?”
“well, you did say that i can kiss you whenever i want to for now on.” yedam broke out into a goofy laughter and then went back to kiss you some more
he’s a big fan of back hugs!!!
he would back hug you and rest his chin on your shoulder
the two of you would stand there and talk or the both of you would sway side to side
ever since the little ‘you don’t need to ask for permission’ incident, yedam came to love back hugs solely based on the fact that he does it to surprise you
he just hates back hugging junkyu lol
many of your dates occur at night time due to yedam’s busy schedule
the two of you usually stargaze while hanging out at the park
or you would both be at yedam’s dormitory
one time, while you were both cuddling, you accidentally fell asleep because yedam just felt so warm and soothing <333
as you were sleeping, yedam found you absolutely adorable as you clinged onto him
but there was one thing that was off
you were using yedam’s arm as a pillow and his arm became numb because of that
he didn’t want to move his arm because he was afraid that it would wake you up
but man… yedam was sure getting thirsty at that very moment too
[txt] yedam: can you grab me a glass of water pls
[txt] doyoung: why can’t you get it yourself?
[txt] yedam: bc y/n fell asleep on my arm and i can’t wake them up uhhh
[txt] yedam: also my arm fell asleep too so i think i’m in a crisis
[txt] doyoung: omg youre so lame i hate u both
the next moment, doyoung walks in with a glass of water
but yedam is hushing him down at every footstep he took because he didn’t want doyoung to accidentally wake you up
in all honesty, you were so dead asleep that seunghun could be screaming in the same room and you’d probably wouldn’t wake up to that
you find yedam’s voice so dreamy
that he sings to you whenever he has the chance to
if you’re not able to meet in person, then he would call you and sing you to sleep through the phone
balancing training and school work can be quite hard
especially if you’re yedam who has a high percentage of debuting, so it’s either make it or break it
since yedam hasn’t been top of his school work lately
on some days, you come over to help him with his work
“come on, yedam! it’s not that hard to understand.” you nag at him while pointing at the math equation he is currently stuck on
“listen, i’m trying to become a singer- not some mathematician!”
“if you keep this up then you’re going to lose your spot as one of the top students in class! don’t you want some bragging rights?”
yedam rolls his eyes, out of frustration, and then rests his head on the desk
you poked yedam with a pencil, but he remained quiet and lifeless
“yedam,” you moved in closer to whisper into his ear “i’ll kiss you for every question you get right.”
yedam immediately brought his head up
he was ready to gET A 100% IF THAT MEANS HE COULD KISS YOU
this may explain why he’s still one of the top students, despite his schedule
he’s not really into pda, but he’s always down for skinship when there’s no one around you two
yedam is such an apologetic person
no matter what, he always feels sorry and feels as if he’s always in the wrong
you two don’t usually get in fights, but there was a moment where everything between you two almost came clashing down
“hey, is everything alright?” you questioned him
yedam smiles at every chance he gets, but this time, it was just different
he’s your boyfriend after all
so it was easy for you to detect how his mood has suddenly dropped that very day
“yeah, i’m fine. why wouldn’t i be?” yedam brushed off your question as if it was nothing
you were surprised by his cold response. “you’re not fine. i can see right through you. tell me, yedam, what’s wrong?”
you placed your hand on his shoulder, trying to give him reassurance that you’re hear to listen to him and his worries
instead, yedam took your hand off of him and kept a distance between you two
“don’t you ever think you’re better off with someone who’s better than me?” he mumbled underneath his breath
you were completely shocked by what was running through yedam’s head
“what are you talking about?” you asked once more
“think about it, y/n.” he began to explain his point. “we never have time to meet each other. we hang out once in a blue moon, and even though we go to the same school, we’re both in different classes, so we don’t even come across one another. there’s other boys out there that can give you the time and attention, and i just think you’re better off with them.”
you didn’t want to listen to what yedam had to say because it was far from how you thought of him and your guys relationship
“do you love me?” you interrupted and asked him a simple question
“of course i love you.” he slowly raised his head to look up at you
“then why would i be with someone else when i have you, someone who loves me just as much as i love them?”
you grabbed yedam and embraced him into a meaningful hug
“yedam, it will always be you.”
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