Sarah's Denial and Cuckquean Blog

She/her, 30s, Lesbian, Married, 34A/36A, DMs and Asks open. Info in pinned post.

[sarah-denial-cq]

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last updated Feb 23, 2024, current as of April 17, 2024

Hi there! My name is Sarah. I'm in my early 30s and a lesbian woman living in the USA. I use this blog as an outlet for a lot of my fetishes and sexual energy. No one under 18 is welcome to interact with me or this blog.

Here are some things you might want to know (and a picture of me, to encourage you to open the post!)

I recently ended a medium term denial period in 2023, from mid-March to mid-November. I had a very soft ruin in early June and another ruin in early August.

Some themes you'll find me writing about here include (with a couple example posts) cuckqueaning, small breast humiliation, edging and orgasm denial, intelligence play, gender imbalance and patriarchy play, spit/drool, exhibitionism, voyeurism, censored porn, impact play, sexuality invalidation/"dykebreaking", money play, breeding, hypnosis/trance, camming, and I suppose other things occasionally.

Things you're unlikely to see often on this blog - and aren't welcome in asks or DMs without negotiation - include body waste, ableism (which skirts a narrow line with intelligence play, of course), ageplay, transphobia and detrans fetish, racism, any fetishes related to weight/ed, and any fetishes related to severe bodily harm or death. If these themes do occur on my blog, it's very likely they'll be behind a cut.

Some names you might see: Rose is the woman I am very happily engaged to. She is pansexual and we live together. Megan is my best friend, who Rose cucked me with while I was pretending to sleep in the same bed. I feel very submissive to Rose (and now, a bit, to Megan), although she is more of a switch so I don't always have that outlet with her. Megan and Rose and I also had a threesome. Paula is a straight, ace long-time friend of Rose's and mine, she is very pretty but we've never (and probably will never) play.

I usually wear a 36A or 34B bra. I'm very self conscious about my small breasts and it's one of the biggest triggers pushing me into cuckqueaning, comparisons with other women, etc.

I've done sex work before, although I don't really do it now.

If I am spam liking your posts, sorry! I am almost certainly masturbating while doing it.

All the blogs I'm following and my Likes are public on @so-sarah-main (I have no idea why I have two tumblrs). Keep in mind those follows and likes can be much more intense than what I post here, and absolutely veer into the "things you're unlikely to see on this blog" territory. Browse safely! I really don't reblog much - this tumblr is all original content, and my "likes" are the content I enjoy from others.

I mostly edge with a wevibe touch or with a Doxi wand, or with my fingers or by grinding against things.

How to interact with me:

I'm a human being! That said, I am here on tumblr for sex. If you want to interact with me as a degraded sexual object, a woman who has warped her mind in porn and edging, you're welcome to come to my Asks or DMs and do so, in whatever nasty degrading language you like. However, you'll only get me when I'm horny doing that - and only if I find you arousing and bringing a lot to the table. Sorry! I'm just picky like that :D. But I have had plenty of very mutually enjoyable DM chains like that. I'm happy to play to your fantasies if they click with mine, but please be respectful around other people I mention.

If you just want to be friends, chat about this lifestyle, ask me questions, tease each other a little - that's also very welcome, and also can possibly develop into a friendship or even the kind of friendship where we send each other porn and edge together - I've had those relationships develop on tumblr too!

I edge a lot. You can send me an Ask (not DM) with "Edge to this" and something to edge to - words, a picture, a link to a video, etc - and if it doesn't break one of my above unwelcome things, I will edge to it for at least two minutes and post how it made me feel.

I do send pictures, but only to people I've talked to, built up a rapport with, and trust.

Overall, please just try to be engaging and interesting. I really do want have fun, safe, slutty times on here; just try to make it easy for me to do so. If I haven't replied, I'm either not very active, or just not managing to engage with whatever you sent me. You're always welcome to send me something else, and see if it catches me in the right way at the right time - I won't mind!

I don't really have many useful tags, so I won't list too many here, but there are a few. Thanks for reading and let me know if there's anything you'd like to know!

[sarah-denial-cq]

You're only allowed to cum when your partner tells you to. You edge so much and are so desperate. When you're having sex, they get you really close, right on the edge of an orgasm, and you're allowed to ask them for permission to cum.

But they've told you they're only going to say yes if they've cheated on you that day. Asking to cum is the only way you find out. And when you ask and they say yes, you're already so close and desperate that you immediately tip over and cum your brains out specifically to finding out that your partner fucked someone else behind your back.

[sarah-denial-cq]

Aww, your wife is stressed out and unhappy? Here are some things you can do to help.

Tell her to come over to where you are. Casually take off all her clothes. Toss the clothes out the door and tell her she can go get them once her attitude is better.

Invite her to sit next to you on the couch and snuggle. Open Instagram and tell her how you wish she looked like the girls you see there while you scroll together. Give her an opportunity to apologize.

Punch her in the tummy. Don't give her a warning.

Grab her by the panties and yank. Drag her around by them making her feel weak and bullied.

Tell her to make herself a snack. Spit on it.

Spank her until she's screaming loud enough to convince you she's no longer thinking about what stressed her out. After all what's the point of having a house if you don't make use of the sound privacy?

Take her on a walk to enjoy the outside air. Walk to an ATM and tell her to give you $400. Walk to a store and tell her to wait outside while you spend it.

[sarah-denial-cq]

It feels like I spent all day - it feels like I spent all week - just coming down hard on people at work.

I think like every time I exert power over someone at work, it makes me unhappy. I know that fundamentally, I do this work because I want to support my wife and loved ones. That alone makes the labor worth it.

You know what I wish? I was there was a once-a-year-day at work when all the people I had power over could do what they wanted. I don't mean free-use all-day-rxxx fantasy scenarios. Just that they could do what they wanted at work, and if I disagreed with it and tried to exert power over them to make them change what they were doing, they could just tell me no, my idea was stupid, they were sick of hearing me bitch about something they understood better than me, and I should stay in my fucking place and go cry in my office and let my makeup run.

And it's just one day. The next day everything goes back to normal. But it would make every other time I tried to use my power feel like a joke. A performance. They'd still do what I said - they have to - but with a smirk, them knowing that we both remember how weak I looked when I had power-by-fiat taken away.

Anyways maybe I'll get lucky and get beaten or drained or pinned or spanked or something soon.

[sarah-denial-cq]

How should I spend my next zoom meeting?

Zoom meeting should be spent...

UM ACSHULLY they didn't consent to unknowingly being part of your kink!!1!1!!!

Camera on, beating my thighs with a crop

Camera off, beating my face with a crop

Voting ended onMar 13

Thank you for your votes!

[sarah-denial-cq]

ok sorry if this is a weird question but do you have any tips on getting like. better at edging? i'm on testosterone hrt and i'm so sensitive rn that i keep finding myself cumming accidentally after just a couple minutes 😔 do you have any suggestions on how to slow down or make myself able to edge for longer?

Hi! So for edging, I think the thing to remember is that it's about keeping yourself in a state of arousal. I actually think "edging" is the wrong word because it's not actually about staying on the actual edge of an orgasm the whole time.

For example, for me, I'll use a vibe for a while, but when I find that it's really getting me troublesomely close, I won't *stop*, but I'll switch to playing with my tits. That still keeps me in my state of arousal, but doesn't keep me as close to cumming. Then I go back. Then I fuck my throat. Then spank and slap myself. Then vibe (oh it's so good!), then pinch and roll my nipples, etc.

Even if there are multiple ways you can cum, I bet switching between all of them with an unnatural rhythm will keep you desperate and horny, but without feeling like you constantly have to completely stop.

I gave this advice to a guy a few months ago and he said it was the worst thing that ever happened to him as he started using 10x more so enjoy 😇

[sarah-denial-cq]

Rose three times today called me a "good wife" and once a "good little wife". She even said "I know you're not a servant but" and then asked me to do something.

I'm glowing 🥰🥰🥰

[sarah-denial-cq]

Leak some of your most embarrassing recent google searches, bitch. Say, the last two weeks.

Of course, I don't deserve privacy or dignity. I'll make it a poll to let others decide which of them is the most humiliating. All legit real google searches (or tumblr/reddit/instagram/pornhub etc searches)

Most embarrassing?

Best lingerie for flat women reddit

Black eye compilation

Lesbian Wedgie Crying

Zelle transfer limit per month

Voting ended onOct 22, 2025

[sarah-denial-cq]

Holy fuck I put on a nice dress this evening and tonight after I fetched Rose water before I went to bed she reached up my dress and groped my ass I swear I literally almost came standing on the spot

I love her so much

[sarah-denial-cq]

You would make a perfect mattress for them to lie on though.. pinned down and being smothered by 38F's as I'm fucking her from behind.. seems like the perfect use for you...

🥵🥵

Edging to pictures of women with 38F breasts. I can just imagine the look of superiority and contempt as she looks down at my small pathetic body under her, smirk knowing she's better, before you start fucking the better woman, more deserving woman, when she sighs in happiness and satisfaction and lies down to smother the completely outclassed bitch below her, squirming denied and wet

[sarah-denial-cq]

Im finding it rather funny that all 3 of my partners (Fiancée, Girlfriend and Toy), all have noticeably bigger tits than you.. It makes them so much more fun to play with and fuck than if they were as flat chested as you.

Girls like me are always the bottom of the list. Groping my inferior tits right now knowing I'd be last choice compared to your three much better partners.

[sarah-denial-cq]

Hey, if I came into your DMs and treated you like a stupid little cum dump. Would you thank me?

I might! It depends on whether it clicks. Some people come in wanting to be besties and that can work, some people come in extremely disrespectful, objectifying, and rude, and that can work too 🥰🥰🥰. I would say that being *pushy* often doesn't work. Try it and see! I hope it will work and I thank you 💜.

[sarah-denial-cq]

Hihi, wanted to say that even though you're a pathetic little slut that belongs on her knees. You're still pretty cool <3

Thank you so much 🥹🥹 I kind of want to spend more time on my knees to be honest. I've been trying to rewire my head (hee) a little bit recently.

[sarah-denial-cq]

I think I would really, really like some regular maintenance spanking. However Rose decided it worked for her - lying on the bed, bent over the sink, lying on the floor, shoved against a wall, fully dressed, panties pulled up, fully nude, hand, brush, morning, night, when she got home from work.

Just something that was part of the routine of myife. Something structural. Not happening because I was bad, or because we were having sex, or because she had a bad day, but just because I'm Less Than her. Something I did whether I was really feeling like it or not, because I knew it was best for me. I want it so bad, I think. To be hurt by my wife regularly, predictably, with no malice, no anger, just the same way you would water a plant.

[sarah-denial-cq]

"could be days, could be months"

[sarah-denial-cq]

My cat is really sick. Loving/encouraging asks welcome.

[elevated-whorer]

Dream place to get raped?

Anywhere my owner chooses 💖

Or, in a forest after he's hunted me down and caught me ✨️

[precious-elly]

Right before I gather my courage and go for a job interview 💖

[sarah-denial-cq]

Right after I gather my courage and walk into a job interview