Sarah The Poet.

3am thoughts, all day poet. All words are my own.

[sarahthepoet]

❤️‍🩹

[sarahthepoet]

Always.

[sarahthepoet]

She was finally free.

[sarahthepoet]

I’ll always be there.

[sarahthepoet]

Our home.

[sarahthepoet]

I stared at the four walls and the four walls cried out to me, my own reflection formed within the four walls that remained in front of me. And for the first time I saw myself, and she was so broken. She was more than broken, she was fragile. Her soul was shattered into pieces, her heart slowly crumbled out of her chest as tears tip toed down her rosy cheeks. This beautiful image of myself stood in front of me, and slowly I saw her shell crack. She was beautiful, yet so broken.

-s.e

[sarahthepoet]

“Time heals our external wounds, however the wounds within our minds they never heal. The scars that mark our minds they never heal, the bad memories they never fade. The flashbacks, the visions, sometimes they feel so real, almost as if it’s happening all over again. They say that time heals our wounds, however not all wounds can be fixed.”

-s.e

[sarahthepoet]

“You never deserved me, you never deserved my love or my loyalty. You took my love for granted, and when I finally had the courage to walk away it broke you. You thought that I would never leave, you thought that I would hold onto your heart forever no matter how bad you treated me. I finally dropped your heart and gently picked mine up from the ground where you had left it, I took my heart out of the cold and I warmed it up with all of my love and slowly I walked away.”

-s.e

[sarahthepoet]

“And this part of me held onto the good parts of you, despite the bad I was blinded by the good heart that you once had.”

s.e

[sarahthepoet]

Thank you my love.

[sarahthepoet]

[sarahthepoet]

[sarahthepoet]

I have so much fucking baggage, so much pain within my heart. And if only I could let it all out somehow, somewhere, anywhere. Within your arms, but you don’t deserve to feel that kind of pain. No one does. This isn’t the kind of pain that just hurts, this is the kind of pain that consumes you into a path full of darkness. A place full of negativity, my past is a path that has no ending and if the word sad had a world my past would be it. A small planet full of negativity, a place full of trauma and brokenness. And no ones heart deserves to have to experience so much pain, and that is why I’d rather slap on a smile and pretend that everything is okay. Because I refuse to let the ones I love feel so much pain, they just don’t deserve it.

- s.e

[sarahthepoet]

There was so much passion within your words, you seemed as if you had so much love to give. You held your hand out to me and I happily took it because I genuinely thought that you was going to guide me to a world full of happiness, however the words that slowly tip toed off of your tongue were lies masked by something so beautiful. You smothered your inner darkness in this stunning costume that seemed so angelic and I fell for this part of you that was just too good to be true. Your words would hypnotise me, trapping me in this world enclosed within your mind where you would have this tight grip on my heart so tight that eventually it became painful. And I thought that love was supposed to feel beautiful, however the version of love that I received was a never ending feeling of pain. My heart would continuously bleed and you’d torture me by healing it to an extent and then just ripping it apart again, and you gained some kind of enjoyment out of that.

- s.e

[sarahthepoet]

I have so much fucking baggage, so much pain within my heart. And if only I could let it all out somehow, somewhere, anywhere. Within your arms, but you don’t deserve to feel that kind of pain. No one does. This isn’t the kind of pain that just hurts, this is the kind of pain that consumes you into a path full of darkness. A place full of negativity, my past is a path that has no ending and if the word sad had a world my past would be it. A small planet full of negativity, a place full of trauma and brokenness. And no ones heart deserves to have to experience so much pain, and that is why I’d rather slap on a smile and pretend that everything is okay. Because I refuse to let the ones I love feel so much pain, they just don’t deserve it.

- s.e

[sarahthepoet]

[sarahthepoet]

I have so much fucking baggage, so much pain within my heart. And if only I could let it all out somehow, somewhere, anywhere. Within your arms, but you don’t deserve to feel that kind of pain. No one does. This isn’t the kind of pain that just hurts, this is the kind of pain that consumes you into a path full of darkness. A place full of negativity, my past is a path that has no ending and if the word sad had a world my past would be it. A small planet full of negativity, a place full of trauma and brokenness. And no ones heart deserves to have to experience so much pain, and that is why I’d rather slap on a smile and pretend that everything is okay. Because I refuse to let the ones I love feel so much pain, they just don’t deserve it.

- s.e