tw/eating diss.

|sw:199 lbs |hw:200|height : 5’10| |cw:142|lw:142|they/she| |gw6:140| ugw:125lbs|i dont repost meanspo!| |not new here, been disordered since i was 8|

[sarventesbitch]

PLEASE JUST GIVE ME THE METABOLISM OF A TEENAGE GAMER BOY WHO EATS FIVE PIZZAS AND LOOSES TEN POUNDS

[sarventesbitch]

my dad said i was too skinny and asked if i was doing “stupid shit like throwing up”

he fucking made me this way why does he care now.

[sarventesbitch]

got called body goals the other day, huge motivation <3

[saintkaid2]

I literally lost 8 pounds in a week, feels so fucking good

[lipglosscalories]

Claiming this! 🌸

[sarventesbitch]

since i cant tell my friends im gonna rave ab the boy i like on here

he’s much different than the guys i usually like, we bonded so fast over me drunkenly making out with his friend and him helping me feel betting in the morning. id wanted to be his friends forever, but when he showed genuine care for me i realized how truly beautiful this boy really is. he helped me heal from the experience, but didnt stop texting me after that. i made him a stupid clay star, then he texted me to thank me (i made my friend give it to him for me) and asked if i liked working with clay - i proceeded to write a paragraph about clay since it used to be a hyperfixation of mine! he responded with actual interest and asked me more and more

i always fall in love with my friends, i wanted this time to be different. but i knew when he asked for my number and i got super jittery, or when i smile when he texts me, or how i laugh at things he sends me, how he got really worried when i didnt respond and i felt like i was being stabbed for making him worry, me texting him about everything in my life, and him reciprocating, how he makes sure to update me on when he will and wont be able to text during work, how when he has free time he texts me, same for when he’s with friends, how we send goodnight texts to eachother everynight

i knew i was utterly fucked.

[sarventesbitch]

this is perfect omg

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[sarventesbitch]

since i cant tell my friends im gonna rave ab the boy i like on here

he’s much different than the guys i usually like, we bonded so fast over me drunkenly making out with his friend and him helping me feel betting in the morning. id wanted to be his friends forever, but when he showed genuine care for me i realized how truly beautiful this boy really is. he helped me heal from the experience, but didnt stop texting me after that. i made him a stupid clay star, then he texted me to thank me (i made my friend give it to him for me) and asked if i liked working with clay - i proceeded to write a paragraph about clay since it used to be a hyperfixation of mine! he responded with actual interest and asked me more and more

i always fall in love with my friends, i wanted this time to be different. but i knew when he asked for my number and i got super jittery, or when i smile when he texts me, or how i laugh at things he sends me, how he got really worried when i didnt respond and i felt like i was being stabbed for making him worry, me texting him about everything in my life, and him reciprocating, how he makes sure to update me on when he will and wont be able to text during work, how when he has free time he texts me, same for when he’s with friends, how we send goodnight texts to eachother everynight

i knew i was utterly fucked.

[lild3m0nsworld]

[sarventesbitch]

me with the boy i like rn ^^

[disqualified-human-1103]

I wish I wasn’t so scared to actually kill myself

[sarventesbitch]

I BARELY ATE TODAY WOOHOO!!!!

[maisiemelancholy-deactivated202]

i hate my ed i love my ed i hate my ed i love my ed i hate my ed i love my ed i hate my ed

[sarventesbitch]

clif bars are so good

[sarventesbitch]

i love being a junk ana ngl

[sarventesbitch]

IM SO HUNGRY

[sarventesbitch]

even though im down like 55lbs i feel like i still look the same as when i was 200lbs. dysmorphia is exaughsting. like i feel like my calves and thighs and arms look the same as when i was fucking obese

[bowybowy]

junkorexics and pickyeaters i love you. people who fluctuate between calorie sizes or binge a lot i love you. people who can fast for several days straight and people who cant because of the people around you i love you. those who are so close to your ugw and those who are lightyears away i love you. the amount you struggle shouldnt determine if ur ed really exists

[sarventesbitch]

i hate thanksgiving