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Little Moments #12: In Line

Jim turned was in line at his favorite buffet when he felt a tap on his shoulder. Standing to his left he saw Marcus standing there. He was wearing a crisp, clean suit. He was freshly shaven and clearly doing well since he was promoted six months ago. Jim was one of the finalists for that role and was passed over for one reason or another. Marcus was a nice guy and deserved the job, but he was a little cocky as a former frat bro. Jim was still bitter. It led to a few too many trips to the buffet and local restaurants. And, suddenly, as he stood next to his former coworker, realized all those massive and frequent meals were beginning to show. Marcus just smiled at him and said it was nice to see him. But his eyes seemed to linger on his growing paunch. Jim looked embarrassed as he heard Marcus return to his group and say, “Wow! You’re right; it was him! Didn’t know you could get that fat in six months.”

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Little Moments #11: The First Five Minutes

Martin was an avid runner and gym-goer before being promoted at work. But the late nights, ever-increasing deadlines, and ever-present stress infiltrated his mind constantly. He turned to compliments from his director and free vendor meals as primary sources of joy and positivity. As a result, his gym membership went unused and his running shoes stayed in the closet. Until today. Today was the triumphant return to fitness. No, his workout clothes didn’t fit well. And yes, he got winded putting his shoes and socks on. But at least he’d be back at it. Plus, after just five minutes of warm up jogging he was sure his body would fall back into line. Shockingly, the first five minutes were going to be the only minutes in his run. He realized suddenly he had just turned into a regular fat suit addicted to work. His heart sank with the realization. At least he was successful. That was enough for him.

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I will be fat; I will grow obese; I will apologize for nothing and I will show the world what a confident fatass looks like, acts like, and eats like. I am sexy and deserving of attention. I am curvy, devoid of toned anything, and adore giving into hedonism, sloth, and growth.

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Gaining weight is a forced change in perspective. It causes the gainer to see the world and all those around him differently. He begins to see what truly causes him pleasure. He suddenly becomes keen to the stares of those placed upon him and the realization each bite chewed, each pound gained is one step closer to the point of no return. And even if he loses weight out of fear or peer pressure, the fact he once gained will never leave him. Like a ghost haunting the hallowed halls of a storied home, the gainer will forever feel its presence and soon be overwhelmed and possessed, lost to the gluttony.

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Little Moments #10: The Coworker

Hugh stared through the window. He saw his coworker Ethan using his lunch break to lift weights in the company gymnasium. Hugh used his to grab a bite to eat. He had never been much of a gym-goer, but watching his waist-line expand and his career stall all while Ethan grew stronger and more fit and higher in rank made him feel badly about the burger and fries he was carrying back to his cubicle. Why would the office place the gymnasium on the way to the cubicles? To make the workers feel badly? What was most concerning of all, though, was the secret feeling Hugh felt internally watching his coworker stay in shape. He felt a twinge of eroticism seeing his sweaty, fit body compared to his fat, out-of-shape physique. Maybe if he gained more weight he could make the erotic feeling last longer? No! Wait! What was he thinking??!!

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Little Moments #9: The Suit Shoppe

Dale sat somewhat concerned, waiting as patiently as he could in a chair at The Dashing Gent’s Suit Shoppe. He had always bought his suits there. Cedric and Carlo were experts at tailoring their suits to fit his body perfectly. Granted, he had put on some weight ever since he met his boyfriend Marco. But, he still felt like they would have something that could at least be opened or expanded to fit his slightly-larger waist line. But as they kept asking him to wait, telling him they were looking in the back, a fear crept into his mind, maybe Marco’s little grin when he said, “call me as soon as you leave the suit shop; love to hear how it went” meant more than face value. Did he possibly hear him chuckle as he walked out the door??

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Little Moments #8: The Closet

Michael stared at his closet somewhat confused. He had plenty of clothes, but if the fit of his favorite blue polo was any indication of what was about to happen, he was in serious trouble. He was supposed to start the first day of work at his father’s firm after a disastrous five years off of work and avoidance of his rather successful and rich family. The only job he held recently was at the burger joint down the road. He was too embarrassed to tell his father, but feeling like an overly stuffed sausage, Michael soon learned his long days and nights behind the counter amounted to too many free burger meals and left-over fries. What would his father say? What would he wear??

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Little Moments #7: Christmas Cookies

Johnathon has snuck out of bed quietly, in his undershirt and whitie tighties-now criminally tight. He was elated to see the Christmas cookies his husband had made for “Santa.” His face lit up and he grinned like anyone would smelling the freshly baked treats. He saw the note on the side that read, “for my sweet Santa. Cannot have you thin and weak for Christmas Day.” Mitch had been baking more and more for a Johnathon and thought, for a moment, all of his recent weight gain might be attributed to his husband’s efforts. However, it was Christmas and surely these were just a tradition. Nothing to overthink.

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Little Moments #6: Mistletoe Magic

Chiseled Chad, as his friends called him, made fun of him for always wearing tank tops to display his well-earned physique. He liked the light taunting because he knew they were envious. As he walked through the front door of his best friend’s house into the living room for the annual Christmas party, he walked right under a mistletoe. Suddenly, a hand tugged at his shoulder. He turned around and saw the jolliest, most corpulent Santa standing there. Without warning the Santa leaned in for a kiss. Chiseled Chad’s eyes closed, head went fuzzy, the world spinned, and he thought he enjoyed it actually. Finally, Santa let him go and he stood there feeling weird. From behind him he heard his best friend’s voice, “Chad!! Chubby Chad! We’re about to eat. We know you would be pissed if you didn’t get first dibs.”

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Little Moments #5: The Button

Gregory stood in front of the bathroom mirror at Luigi’s Italian Restaurant feeling sewn into his too-small green suit. He knew he should have bought a new one before he agreed to go on his work retreat. But there he was, overly stuffed on free food, washing his hands when a shirt button popped off and cracked the mirror. The look of personal disgust and shock overwhelmed him. What would he do now??

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Little Moments #4: Don’t Worry

Adam sat in bed a little concerned while Jeffrey smiled at him, standing by the door. Jeffrey told Adam not to worry, just stay in bed for the whole week, unlike the previous five weeks where they only role played being bed-bound for the weekend. Adam felt it might be too long, as if Jeffrey was getting too interested in the role play. After all, he was only supposed to gain no more than fifty pounds. But here he was nearly one hundred pounds fatter, slower, lethargic, muscles a little atrophied. But he loved his boyfriend and didn’t want to disappoint him. He guessed one week wouldn’t be too dangerous.

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Little Moments #3: Coach

Joshua stared at himself in the mirror perplexed and anxious. He knew he was dedicated and willing to do what it took to grow muscles. That’s why he hired Trevor. But his new coach promised his bulking season would only last three months. And here they were going on five. The biggest problem is he feels weaker somehow, not stronger. Joshua tells himself not to worry, it’s only one more month. But there is a growing suspicion in his mind he is in trouble.

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Little Moments #2: The Parking Spot

Daniel sat worriedly inside his shrinking, compact car. He knew he should avoid the fast food restaurant; six nights in a row, plus lunches were starting to add up, not to mention all the other previous visits here and there over the last six months. But the merger at work was stressful, he was working late hours, and he had zero energy to grocery shop and then cook. There he sat, knowing he shouldn’t, trying to convince himself to leave.

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Little Moments #1: The Recognition

Jason stopped as if a malicious force cemented his feet. Mid-walking, mid-step, he halted all movement. He suddenly looked to his left and glared at the reflection just behind him. He slowly took two steps back and stared intently at the image before him. Wait…since when?? “Mark has only been feeding me for a few months!”

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The fatter I get the more I realize my self-worth is controlled by me. I don’t NEED to look a certain way, but because I have a choice about what and how I eat, I remove the power that society tries to place on me. I will be super fat and love every lb gained.

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Unhealthiest burgers in the country. Go and live fatly.

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The biggest thing people should know about having a fetish is it does not define your entire existence. It’s simply a natural, innate part of some people and they get the joy of discovering what it is over time.

A fetish is a wonderful way to spend some time with yourself or like-minded people and escape the stress or trauma of life. We don’t need to feel guilty about it. Keep it a secret; be open about it. Whatever choice you make, just be happy you have gotten to know yourself a bit more and learn to incorporate it into your life the best way possible for you. ❤️