Just me!

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God, please be with the victims and their families of violent crimes.

[wayneradiotv]

insane push notif from twitter today

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I can't understand how some people can harbor such hatred towards their fellow man , who probably never did anything directly to hurt them. No one wins with violence, no one I tell you and it has got to stop, not tomorrow but today.

10 innocent lives were taken and 3 injured yesterday at a mass shooting in my hometown and I am nothing short of disappointed and heartbroken over it. I didn't even know these people but to me, the community extends to family too. It doesn't matter the color of your skin, your gender or non- binary status, it all breaks down to matters of the heart, politics and government have no importance in love.

The shooter, an 18 year old boy from down state, who planned this carefully, bought the weapon in Pennsylvania and brought over state lines illegally, does not have mental health issues, he has moral issues. They are treating this as domestic terrorism and rightly they should because that is what it is, evil, pure and unadulterated. He stands to get the death penalty for it and is now on suicide watch in holding, which means he thinks he's a martyr and wants to die that way.

What the FBI, the DA and the Judge should do is give him life without the possibility of parole so he can either live with what he has done or see what the other black inmates do to him. Make him see what fear for his life looks like. Racial crimes, just like any other crime does not and never will pay.

Violence begets violence and peace begets peace!! Please, let's put an end to this before our children and grandchildren inherit it.

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So I am taking a course I found online called Media Writing Essentials through Yellowbrick and Rolling Stone Magazine and it's going well. They gave me a year to complete it, which is good because life can get a bit overwhelming and busy. I may look for another journalism course to take with it or a Creative writing program to help me sustain the information better. Wish me luck, hopefully I can make some money from 5his writing thing.

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It's been awhile since I posted and that is because of my doubts about my writing and myself. Why do I always second guess everything I do, say or feel? I wish I didn't complicate things so much, my psyche is not right, it may never be as long as I let the past hold me back and I am really trying hard not to do that. It's like I have this voice inside me that won't let me complete tasks that I have set for myself. How do I defeat this Demon named fear as long as I am doingnit by myself? That is why I am asking you to help me win this fight, so I don't feel so alone. I need my friends, I need you guys! Please do not let me down.

[rorrygillmore-deactivated202201]

The Girl

I saw a girl today,

Thinking about her is like a vice.

She has been on my mind like a drug.

It's intoxicating, the way she keeps her head high,

Like she isn't scared of anything.

Her cracks filled with seams of gold,

She looks unapproachable,

Like drops of rain,

On the other side of the glass,

Frail and beautiful but untouchable.

There is pain in her eyes and every step she takes,

She keeps it like a dagger in her chest,

Reminding her of her purpose,

Making her move forward.

- Nandini

Hi, this is....I don't know what this is. I got this idea at five in the morning so please bear with me.

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10 Truly Bizarre Animal Penises

The animal kingdom features a wide variety of penises that vary in shape, size, and function. Here are some of the most unusual of them.

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An open letter to my all my ex's.

To all who shall remain nameless here(simply because I don't want anyone to know that I know you),

This is an open letter to let you all know that I have moved on from your chapters in my life. I am over all your bullshit head games and your physical and emotional abuses. I am done, I have finally found someone who treats me, not only better than you did but also the way I deserve to be be treated. No longer am I your part time girlfriend with full time benefits or your full time punching bag. I am happy and I married my man on March 13th 2020 he is a beautiful soul and a wonderful man who always puts my needs ahead of his own, something all of you completely failed at.

I know that I can sometimes be difficult to live with and he knows that too. I am a complex woman who needs the love and support of her partner and not your stupid , inept excuses that some of you gave me. Years of therapy later, I am finally moving forward emotionally and beginning to trust again. I loved you all in some way or another and you couldn't even return that love because you need to grow up and learn to love yourself first as I did. My man may not be perfect but he knows the value of a good woman and he let's me know how appreciative he is of me. And I do the same for him. Communication and honesty is key here and we have both in droves.

To the one from NT who is cyber stalking me as we speak, I am sorry about your mom and your brother but please give up the ghost. Leave me be with the words you left me with on Facebook messenger " I am done!".

Sincerely,

Your ex girlfriend(and one wife)

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I have been kind of inactive lately and to my chat groups and my followers , I sincerely apologize. I have a condition called Chiari Malformation 1 and it has made my life hell lately. I have heavy periods of fatigue, which make me sleepy all day.

I had Chiari Decompression surgery in June 2020 and it got rid of my headaches but the fatigue got worse. I also have fibromyalgia and can't perform simple household chores without having pain. Again, these are not excuses but reasons for my absence, I hope you can forgive me. Thanks for the follows and being my friend.

[john-taylor-daily]

Photos by Zoe McConnell

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Humanity never ceases to amaze me. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse financially, someone in the community steps up. My husband was picking up bottles and cans, like he usually does because we are kind of stretching our money these days. Some woman, a total stranger taps him on the shoulder and hands him a $25 Visa Gift card and says, you look like you need this more than I do. And in fact we did apparently, I even borrowed money from my brother.

Thank God for small miracles and angels in disguise!!

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I am feeling very anxious and very depressed

Some days I find it hard to get up and get dressed.

I find solace in the ones I love

But I long for those who have been taken above

It seems like just yesterday when we laughed and played

But all too suddenly the days slipped away.

Oh how I wish they never did but alas my feelings I can't hide.

Sometimes the unknown is better than the known

Because the knowns are much too hard to stomach.

It's been so long since they have been gone because

They went away and took the fun.

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I saw the Conjuring 3: The devil made me do it tonight and i came away from it in a quite reflective mood. I likened all the horrors I saw on the screen in demonic possession, to all the horrible things that I thought had happened to me in my life. My past even came back to haunt me recently but love held true and I fought it back. It even spoke to me about my own relationship with God. God only puts you through the hardships that he knows that you can handle and that everything happens for a reason. There is always a lesson to be learned from these events and no matter what, they always seem to make us stronger and that is what God wanted. That love is not always a weakness, but in the end, it is our greatest strength. Love is not always good and kind, like we think it should be. It is our job to resist the messy ones and keep the better ones.

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When love fails and hatred grows , when and where it will stop only you know. Because letting go is the first step to really feeling emotional happiness and until you let go the hate will always overpower the love, no matter how hard you try. You can't deny your true feelings, so ask for help if you need a push in the right direction. Just get there before it eats you up inside. Scars will always remain scars until you allow them to heal. True love knows no bounds but true hate will be the death of your soul.

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Everyone wonders what happens when we die but does anyone bother to ask what happens when we live? Are any of us really living up to our true potential? If you are, don't sweat the small stuff. If you're not, you have to ask yourself what you are doing wrong and what you are doing right. It's the little things that mean a lot to all of us. Try to smile more because happiness looks great on you.

These are just random thoughts I have when I think about the world and the universe as a whole.

[thotsfortherapy]

it's okay to mourn the person you could have been. it's okay to be angry or resentful at that lost potential. it's okay to be sad about it too. but i want you to know that there are so many parts of you, the you that exists right now, that are beautiful and lovely and meaningful. just because your past is lost doesn't mean your future has to be too.

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Potential can be re- imagined!!!