I am a superstar!

And I don't care who you are!

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Pinned! Welcome!

Hi! I'm Clover! Adult, they/she. Agenderfluid dyke. TME. (Multi)Fictive in a plural system. This is my mental health blog!!

Diagnosed with several mental disabilities, including a heavily stigmatized personality disorder. Heavily medicated. I've been in therapy for somewhere around a decade altogether.

Uncompromising atheist + transfeminism believer. I'm learning about the antipsyche movement and mad pride through this blog!

I'll post my own takes as well! We'll see where this takes us.

[satanicpanic-attack]

addiction is literally a serious brain disease that needs treatment dude you won’t just make yourself suffer you make everyone else suffer as well by refusing treatment.

I don't need to do anything actually! hope that pisses you off! I don't owe faceless cowardly stalkers online a damn thing! Cigarettes exist and yet this is your hobby! Unfortunate!

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https://www.tumblr.com/satanicpanic-attack/824773760594952192/self-harm-is-a-form-of-addiction-too-you-have-to

so get help for it dumbass

"go get made normal by the normal makers" screams the ableist.

[satanicpanic-attack]

Are we ever going to take the intersection of misogyny and ableism seriously?

[hell-on-sticks]

disabilities aren't divided between "physical and mental". that system doesn't work.

Disability isn't actually explained well by playing "body vs brain". So many different types of disability and so many types of impacts, the binary doesn't really make sense.

instead of saying "body vs brain", try:

♥️ Physical/mobility - disabilities that impact function of limb, body, organs or mobility.

Examples being SCI, cerebral palsy, limb difference, arthritis

💚 Sensory - disabilities that impact the senses.

Examples being d/Deafness, being Hard of Hearing, being blind, having low vision, auditory processing disorder

💛 Intellectual & Developmental - disabilities that impact cognitive ability, development, learning, etc.

Examples being intellectual disability, specific learning and language disorders, developmental delay, autism spectrum disorder

💜 Neurological - disabilities that impact the nervous system or brain.

Examples being epilepsy, motor neurone disease, migraine, fibromyalgia

💙 Psychosocial - disability due to mental health conditions.

Examples being OCD, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, personality disorders, etc - any mental health condition may potentially be disabling

🤍 Other - no classing system is ever infallible and some disabilities and chronic illnesses may not necessarily slot into one of the above categories.

Many disabilities may fall into multiple categories - like cerebral palsy being a neurological and physical disability, or auditory processing disorder impairing hearing but having a neurological root cause.

All categories have both visible and invisible disabilities in them. All categories have different levels of functional impact. Both of these are often even true across many people with one diagnosis.

But more than anything: this isn't about "physical vs mental". It's not a binary. It's many ways people experience life under one umbrella term, and it's important to be considerate and learn from each other.

❤️💚💛💜💙🤍

[transsexualfiend]

Cripplepunk, madpunk, and neuropunk aren't just "I'm disabled and also left-leaning". It's a specific realm of activism rooted in dismantling the systems that put disabled, mad, sick, etc folks at a disadvantage in society. This mean not only being against the very systems that harm us but also understanding their colonial origins and continued racist legacies. (Anti-ableism, anti-sanism, anti-psych, etc). This means not only just identifying and finding pride in your disability but also building and constantly evolving your understanding of disability and diversity and learning how you can change your worldview to accurately highlight the struggles of disabled people. (EVEN if it sometimes means you will be uncomfortable or unsure of unlearning some kinds of hate.)

[dead-mad]

If scars trigger you becouse you self harm, that's ok. You cannot always control how you feel, but you cannot tell people that them having a visably disabled body is harmful and they must hide it, even if just online with "#tw scars" or "#tw sh". That is a person and they deserve to be treated with respect.

Being told your body existing makes you responsible for others self harm or that your body needs to be censored at all times is dehumanising.

[infinite-curses]

"Cringe culture is dead" ok cool so are you normal about psychotic people even while they're in active psychosis?

[satanicpanic-attack]

Self harm is a form of addiction too!! You have to understand that!!

[satanicpanic-attack]

you tell people to kill themselves all the time don’t act like you’re innocent.

Yeah lol idc it's the internet. What are your thoughts on Caravan Palace btw

[satanicpanic-attack]

kill yourself in a violent fashion thanks

What did I do?

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People will genuinely make active attempts to prevent people from moving past mistakes and call it woke........

[satanicpanic-attack]

Okay try again I'm ready this time.

[satanicpanic-attack]

kill yourself in a violent fashion thanks

What did I do?

[satanicpanic-attack]

People will genuinely make active attempts to prevent people from moving past mistakes and call it woke........

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

It's really frustrating how unquestionably self harm vs violence towards others are presented as two equal sides of the same issue when I would argue that those are actually two different issues of wildly different proportions which don't actually benefit from always being presented as two equally significant sides of the same coin, as many mentally ill people self harm while only a small minority ever engages in violence towards other people. Acting like allowing people autonomy in relation to their own bodies and lives is the same thing as allowing anyone to abuse and assault indiscriminately completely misunderstands the core issue of bodily autonomy.

[skinwretch]

the leftism leaving people’s bodies when you tell them making fun of someone’s appearance is always objectively scummy even if the person they’re making fun of is bad

[skinwretch]

“lol are we really surprised that the dude who said eating puppies is good and morally correct looks like THIS” and then it’s just a picture of a completely normal looking person who is fat or has acne or just in general doesn’t meet the societally imposed standard of conventional “hotness,” which is bizarrely being posited as an indicator of morality

[storyweavingspider]

Hey, if you’re disabled (of any kind), Mad/Insane, or “undiagnosed but there’s definitely something happening”, please come read this.

Especially if you’re a disabled transfemme. I know that as of writing, we’ve had a shitty couple days.

And if y’all can share it otherwise, whether that’s reblogging this or sending the link to the disabled/mad/whatever we are people in your life, I’d really appreciate it.

Build Your Own Survival – Anonsee's Writings

[satanicpanic-attack]

kill yourself in a violent fashion thanks

What did I do?

[melodies-stereo]

sanatoriums, psychiatric hospitals, and lunatic asylums still exist btw, theyre just called psychiatric centers now. isnt it such a modern and progressive concept to imprison that schizophrenic/autistic/suicidal/anorexic/bipolar/etc. person in a strange space where theyre treated as subhuman, not allowed control over their own body or activities, disallowed contact with loved ones or the outside world, and not comfortable or safe whatsoever? and for long periods of time? or potentially forever?