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#there will never be anything I relate to more #put this post in the Smithsonian

there is so much content about changing your life or becoming and it’s like whatever man you’re missing what’s right in front of you. Imperfection is forever.

nomorechoirs

fr. “Disorder” by Vanesha Pravin

Sometimes I hate going through my tumblr because this has been my little self pity corner for over ten years. And my life is fantastic and I’m deeply grateful. I can’t overstate that. This blog doesn’t reflect that.

But… while I’m already here and at it lol… I feel like the most overlooked and undesired lil lady on the planet.

wovi

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sandra cisneros

#on my turning 30 mood board

mawmenny

long-tailed duck

Reminder to myself that I’m so blessed it would be selfish if I sneezed

I’ve grown so much since the summer of 2024. It feels like I’ve live multiple lifetimes and I proud of myself for moving mountains to create the life I have now.

I can’t even relate to the feelings and troubles I had just two years ago in so many ways, but the one thing that always sucker punches me when I’m least expecting it in a deep sense of loneliness and the need to feel seen, wanted first and solely, and desired.

And all of this was sparked today by me hearing Supermodel by SZA in public lmao. Suddenly I was a severely depressed 22 year old trying to scrape together a semblance of self esteem again. So bad I had to take it allllll the way back to tumblr.