Being Satori is Suffering

"Oh? A visitor? What brings you into Chireiden? Some tea and crumpets, perhaps?" ((Indie blog for Satori Komeiji based on the fan-game "Satori Komeiji's Mental Education". Please read the About page for details!))

[thathermitwiththehairpin]

2hu seven: Advent Cherry Tree

After more months of procrastination, it’s finally here! A stupid RPG-styled retelling of Perfect Cherry Blossom! Join Reimu and her friend-adjacent Marisa as they travel back-and-forth across a sorta-smallish area in Gensokyo and beat people up in the face on their quest to get their spring back and end the everwinter so that the vampire from the SDM doesn’t keep visiting the Hakurei Shrine more than twice a week! Sakuya’s there, too!

Speaking of winter, Merry Christmas etc.

SCREENSHOTS DOWNLOAD

Special thanks to:

@twinfoxtails @ascendedmaiden @asknueidentified @freshholeinthewall

And also you if you play this but you know that already.

[satorisays-archive]

THE POSTS HAS SCREENSHOTS NOW SO I’M PUTTING MY OWN-

[satorisays-archive]

Hello, visitor!

I’m not sure how did you bump into this blog, but either way, welcome to satorisays, a Tumblr RP blog based off a puzzle fangame on Touhou project! If you would like to know more about the character, look at the links page at the side tab!

Unfortunately, this blog is closed! There won’t be any posts in here, I’m afraid! You can still scroll around the blog’s archive, navigate through the buttons at the left, or if you are interested on the ‘big’ projects the author has done, feel free to check hymnsofnature!

I would really like to thank everyone who stuck with not only the blogs which I have made, but also the overwhelming support and love for the things I done. Also, the presents such as stories and drawings given to me during my stay here were amazing! I could make a long list of names, but you all know who you are!

An RP Blog is not without it’s partners and friends who are there to support you. I wouldn’t have lots of fun with everyone otherwise! To those aspiring RPers or those who have a blog now, mix around and talk to people! One of the biggest joys in RPing is not just playing your character, but mixing new friends!

If there’s any others advice I have to give... Don’t be a nervous wreck like me-... I get people’s opinions into me too much, which made me decide to RP in IM with my friends :’D

To those who know me personally, you have my Skype and/or Discord, so feel free to nudge me when you can!

Thank you, and have a great day!

- Amber

[satorisays-archive]

((I kind of got a belated birthday present, a drawing, and a new wallpaper for myself which I am going to treasure for a long, long time. It’s a picture drawn as a belated birthday present based on a prompt on Satori’s backstory I did months ago and he worked really, REALLY hard for it.

Seriously, thank you so much, I’m speechless and I’m in a loss for words. D: All the weeks (and breaks) you poured into your work is extremely worth it, thank you! Do make that art account of yours one day though-))

[satorisays-archive]

And with that, blog is closed!

((Redirect pages are done, and the links are mostly fixed!

Bye bye, everyone!))

[satorisays-archive]

Very well then. If you cannot hold focus, is it time to discard your identity once more? To go dark once again in order to stem the tide of those who would distract you from your goals? Or perhaps take the path of Youmu, replacing thought with raw effort? It worked when you made your backstory. Whatever form it takes, never give up trying to improve yourself. We'll be seeing you again, Maybe with a different character, but you'll be back. You admitted you enjoy this too much, after all.

((A different character, maybe?;; I don’t really know, I only told a few people about said character. >A

But still, that does sound like a good idea, though, probably. Not sure about the ‘coming back’ part though.))

[satorisays-archive]

It was a wonderful experience miss Amber, it was to the point that I couldn't imagine a different portrayal for Komeiji Satori. I thank you for the time you've spent to entertain not only yourself but for others as well such as I. I hope you best of luck to all your other endeavours, be it in life or in education, or some other goal you have in mind. d(^_^)b

((Thank you very much! I really enjoyed my time here, although it didn’t exactly steer the blog in the direction I expected it to. Really, it’s people like you all which made me love this blog so much, and I couldn’t resist talking to everyone who takes the time to visit-

In a sad note, this blog went from ‘I promise to change, while giving the same character you all love, with a pinch of shenanigans’ to the ‘I tried my best to change, but it wasn’t enough’. Kind of sad, in a way. It’s a complicated relationship XD;;

Guess it kind of ended up as a personal with traces of RP, right?;; Oh well. I doubt I’ll be returning back to this blog this time, but again, thank you very much!))

[satorisays-archive]

((Also I just realized that the links in the blog aren’t working because I changed URL-

Time to make a redirect blog and change the links! I’ll be here until then-))

((All done!))

[satorisays-archive]

[Honestly, I want to see more from you and your blogs. I just feel like you're letting yourself be bullied by anons, and that's noticeably stressing you out. I don't want to see you gone, I just want to see you using your muses the way you said you wanted to, rather than how the greyfaces opt to make you act.]

((First of all, let me first say that I do completely agree to you. You did not prompt me to leave, but rather, it’s something I had in mind for a while.

I hope you don’t mind me ranting here for a while.

When I came back, I told myself I would take blogging a bit more seriously. I had fun with everyone, but I needed something other than the usual cycle. I understand what’s needed for that, and yet…

It’s just… I love everyone. I love all the asks which was given to me, I love responding to them, and I love all of you. I want to see all of you grow, I want to see everyone develop their own characters, and I love talking to every single one of you.

I love the silly asks you all gave to me. I love the shenanigans. I love it when everyone’s interacting together, and events happening. I couldn’t bring myself to not talk to all of you, because I love all of you for taking the time to want to talk to me.

However, what I couldn’t do is to stick by my own promise. I don’t want to change myself, because that would mean changing the blog altogether as well.

I tried, and I failed. And that’s what happened.

I did delete some of the more random asks, but… it’s generally the same thing all over again. Random asks at Satori, people trying to sexualize Eri, I do have fun overall, but I don’t want it to be empty fun, to the point where nothing gets developed. It breaks Satori’s character, and overall, it’s back to square one again.

Ever since I came back, I hardly did anything with Satori. If anything, I did more things in my OC blog, rather than Satori herself. Because there are rarely any opportunities for her too, other than the two threads by @konngxrx and @wayfaring-bones, which… I procrastinated my time in.

You can share this if you want, I don’t know. Know that I’m not blaming you or anything, you just said what was in my mind for a long time.

Rather than watching myself be stuck in the same loop again, I decided to just let it die instead of me corrupting the blog with my ‘personal shenanigans’ all over again.

I want all of you to remember who my character is, and whatever joy the blog provided all of you with. I love interacting with all of you but… this blog isn’t the place for that, I’m sorry.

All in overall, take care, everyone!))

[satorisays-archive]

((I finally decided. I’m closing both blogs. For real, this time.

There... really isn’t much for me to do here anymore. I miss you guys, but... it’s going to go through the same routine again.

Again, I’m going to unfollow everyone. And leaving for real.

Before anyone starts a witch hunt, I had this feeling for a while. The past few days since I have been here, there isn’t... much things to do anymore.

I really want to RP with everyone. I really do. But... I’m just sinking back to my old ways again, and the cycle would be repeated.

I... I just don’t know anymore.

I’m sorry. Take care, everyone.))

[satorisays-archive]

[I'm... actually not going to give a checkmark here. To be brutally honest, you're not doing a terribly good job on Satori. You said when you revived the blog that you'd cut down on the silliness and make it a more serious RP blog. But nearly all of the content since the revival has been silly shenanigans and ooc reactions to anons or ooc reactions to people on the dash. It really feels more like a personal blog with traces of RP. ]

((Oh, Sturm, thank you.

I… don’t really know what to say. I’m not sure if you’re right, but I cannot say if you’re wrong either.

I’m sorry… Thank you very much for the thought.

Should I close down the blog again? What do you think? Better to let it die if it ends up like that, don’t you think?))

[satorisays-archive]

please don't bap everyone, ppl don't like being made into sandwiches. also, i have slept like, 4 hours. i am partly ok

[satorisays-archive]

✓

((I’M NOT SURE IF YOU GUYS SEE ME FROM A CANON OR FANON PERSPECTIVE ANYMORE JGHJSAGHASG))

[satorisays-archive]

✓ goot jub ;d

[satorisays-archive]

✓

((THANK YOU CLARK BUT AGAIN

WHY ARE YOU ALL DOING THIS TO ME-))

[satorisays-archive]

✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓

[satorisays-archive]

✓

((THANK YOU, NUESEE

... ParNue?

...... W-What should I call you-))

[satorisays-archive]

✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓✓

((MINAMOTO THIS SATORI IS FROM A FANGAME

A FANGAME! THERE IS NO ‘CORRECT’ WAY OF PLAYING HER-))