my soul is in pain

Just a girl who’s in love with New York City

[saturnchild1]

Larry Brown once wrote “After a year of therapy, my psychiatrist said to me “maybe life isn’t for everyone.”.” and I felt that

[saturnchild1]

Deși nu ne-am vazut de ani, nu știu ce mai faci tu

Aș fi vrut să nu mă placă nimeni, să mă placi tu

[highonoverthinking]

[thoughtkick]

“You deserve something you don’t have to question. You deserve someone who is sure of you.”

— r.h. Sin

[saturnchild1]

I feel like I can’t be in this world anymore. I feel way too deeply

[minte-alb-negru]

“Unde erai tu omule? Cu ce jucarele te incantai cand ti se harazea soarta? Cum de te-ai invoit la ea? De ce ai lasat fara pic de chibzuinta sa-ti fie taiate pe rand, aripile? Tocmai atunci cand aveai cel mai mult nevoie de ele? Tocmai atunci cand trebuie sa fugi de nenoroc, nu pe branci, ci in zbor neintarziat.”

— nimeni altu’ - suflet sters

[saturnchild1]

💔

[saturnchild1]

I can’t help but wonder what really happened between you and her while I was crying my heart out because at the same time you were telling me you wanted to leave me

[saturnchild1]

I hate that version of me you remember is the one that I am desperately trying to forget

[saturnchild1]

Diet coke with a coke diet

[saturnchild1]

Because the pain in the body quiets the pain in the head. It feels good, like a kill switch for your brain

[saturnchild1]

Take me back to

[mehdi-khe]

[saturnchild1]

poem made by me in a moment of monstrous sadness

[thoughtkick]

“Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong.”

— Mandy Hale

[thoughtkick]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[quotefeeling]

“Sadly, sometimes it’s too late. That’s the thing about time: we cannot get it back.”

— Unknown

[saturnchild1]

Never understood how fragile my mental health was until I sat in bed crying over something or someone that really hurt me and thought that once I’d be done with it I’d take my own life ‘cause I wouldn’t have a purpose anymore