I'm just fascinated by Olly's devotion. How it must feel to love someone so deeply, so truly, and to have that emotion swell time and again only to be met by this strange wall you cannot cross, but you don't get to know why. Like Sisyphus, except you don't even understand you're being punished. Carrying your love, a painful unyielding burden, yet picking it back up every time.
Ugh.











