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       ❝ could’ve been better if the thing didn’t fucking move.  ❝                       he doesn’t really care. mouth like a sailor, dempsey had.

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    ❛ a world where the dead stayed dead and didn’t move.                                                            that’d be nice. ❜

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lowkey plotting call because i’m too fucking anxious right now to approach people randomly.

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lone wolf radio is creepy af and it’s one of the few places nico will straight up ‘nope’ out. 

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❝ i used to be better. ❞

natasha, pierre, & the great comet of 1812 // accepting.

    they’re wanderers, ships passing in the dead of night. he speaks and her immediate reaction isn’t to respond vocally, but to wince. wince because she knows what it means to be better, and what it means to fall from grace. what it means to lose, lose it all, lose your mind. she instead takes a swig of the bottle of irradiated water in hand, she can feel her molecules altering.      ❛ and you’ll be better again.                being lost is the first step to being found or… something. ❜                                                                                       that comes out less encouraging than                                                                                       nico means for it to be.

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natasha, pierre, & the great comet of 1812 lyrics sentence starters.

act 1  //  act 2.

❝  there’s a war going on out there somewhere.  ❞

❝  ____ isn’t here.  ❞

❝  this is all in your program, you are at the opera.  ❞

❝  chandeliers and caviar; the war can’t touch us here.  ❞

❝  it’s dawned on me suddenly and for no obvious reason that i can’t go on living as i am.  ❞

❝  i used to be better.  ❞

❝  i drink too much.  ❞

❝  i never thought that i’d end up like this. i used to be better.  ❞

❝  and the women, they all pity me, ‘cuz i’m married but not in love.  ❞

❝  you empty and stupid contented fellows, satisfied with your place! i’m different from you, i’m different from you, i still want to do something!  ❞

❝  or do you struggle too? i pity you, i pity me, i pity you.  ❞

❝  how beautiful you looked in the snow.  ❞

❝  i love you, trust no one but you.  ❞

❝  he’ll be the family’s saving grace.  ❞

❝  but it’s not nice to enter a family against a father’s will. one wants to do it peacefully and lovingly.  ❞

❝  i’ve aged, i’ve aged so very much.  ❞

❝  all my friends are dead.  ❞

❝  time is moving, it’s now or never! my fate is slipping past me.  ❞

❝  i’ve abandoned the hope of getting married.  ❞

❝  it’s my money and i’ll throw it where i want.  ❞

❝  i disgust myself.  ❞

❝  i know they’ll like me — they can’t help but like me — everyone has always liked me! there is no reason for them not to like me.  ❞

❝  from the first glance i do not like ____.  ❞

❝  i am not afraid of anyone!  ❞

❝  is that the truth? i think it is not convenient to speak of that now.  ❞

❝  what have i said, what have i done?  ❞

❝  first time i heard your voice, moonlight burst into the room — and i saw your eyes, and i saw your smile, and the world opened wide.  ❞

❝  you are so good for me.  ❞

❝  i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you!  ❞

❝  i’ll never be this happy again.  ❞

❝  we’ve done this all before — we were angels once, don’t you remember? joy and life inside our souls, and nobody knows, just you and me. it’s our secret.  ❞

❝  i’ve never felt like this before.  ❞

❝  they’re looking at me, they’re talking about me — they all like me so much.  ❞

❝  so beautiful, what a charming young girl! so enchanting.  ❞

❝  there’s a woman one should stay far away from.  ❞

❝  oh, i’d tickle you all if i could!  ❞

❝  he moved with a swagger which would have been ridiculous had he not been so good - looking.  ❞

❝  no one else is here, no one else can see us.  ❞

❝  smile at me, gaze straight into my eyes.  ❞

❝  everything is dark, obscure, and terrible!  ❞

❝  drink with me, my love, for there’s fire in the sky, and there’s ice on the ground; either way, my soul will die.  ❞

❝  keep drinking, old man. drink the whole night through.  ❞

❝  all i care for is gaiety and women and there’s no dishonor in that!  ❞

❝  god, to think i married a man like you.  ❞

❝  here’s to the health of married women and their lovers!  ❞

❝  how dare you touch her?  ❞

❝  you can’t love her!  ❞

❝  oh, a duel! yes, this is what i like,  ❞

❝  just show me where to go and tell me when to shoot.  ❞

❝  you are a fool.  ❞

❝  he will never come, or something will happen to me before he does.  ❞

❝  i suffer more now than before.  ❞

❝  am i guilty?  ❞

❝  oh, how she blushes, my pretty!  ❞

❝  you are such a lovely thing, oh where have you been?  ❞

❝  a woman with a dress is a frightening and powerful thing.  ❞

❝  i am seized by feelings of vanity and fear, there is no barrier between us.  ❞

❝  i don’t know good from bad. i’m so frightened.  ❞

❝  you are enchanting.  ❞

❝  don’t say such things. i am betrothed, i love another.  ❞

❝  don’t speak to me of that when i tell you that i am madly, madly in love with you!  ❞

❝  is it possible that i should never see you again?  ❞

❝  but i love you — of that there is no doubt. how else could all this have happened? how else could we have kissed?  ❞

❝  i will love you, ____. i’ll do anything for you.  ❞

❝  i’ll do anything for you.  ❞

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sees a max rockatansky blog remembers my old toast blog. weeps.

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   nico will never forgive the brotherhood of steel for abandoning her, she’s grateful that they gave her a job that had prepared her for the wasteland but she will never forgive them for the way they chose to end things. it was nothing like the way most leave. with their goodbyes and being able to leave those they love with peace, she’s told without so much as an opportunity to say goodbye, through an intercom that the elder has erased her from the books. there is no evidence she even existed among their ranks. despite everyone in the bunker, including her family knowing about her. they dropped her without so much as a goodbye. no care packs, no nothing. because they perceived her as dangerous, because they believed that the way she thought was far too radical and that their numbers were strong enough to not need her.     the brotherhood is a lie in her eyes, there’s no brotherhood at all.

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greeters. // @daingean

    ❛ maggie looks like she’s about to pop any second now, you excited to be an aunt? ❜

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greeters. // @fcrthechildren

    ❛ holy shit, nice shot! ❜                                damn, she really needs to clean up her language.

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greeters. / @platiinvm

   ❛     couri... crap, i keep forgetting your name i’m sorry! ❜ it’s not the first time nico’s forgotten a name, and it will not be the last, but she doesn’t mean it as a sign of disrespect. her tone is pleading in a way, itching for forgiveness from a stranger.  ❛ i heard you talkin’ to julie and i need a favor, i can pay you. like... caps and maybe a little extra - not drugs! ❜

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greeters. // @liabxlxty or any of your accounts

   ❛ ...eyyo! mind handin’ me that wrench? ❜

Reblog if your muse is under 6′0″

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greeters. // @aparcalypse

    ❛ hey, yo. don’t take my tools, man. i know you guys want half of everything but can that not be up for grabs? ❜