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As sit here in a hospital room, staring at the white drop cieling. Like so many nights before only this tome its different this time its my mother in that bed. Im used to this with my father. He has fought and won many hospital battles since i was ten. I always worried but deep down knew he would pull through. But this time its different, it is my mother laid out in that hospital bed. She had a stroke today. My once eloquent and highly intelligent mother now struggles tell the sweetheart of a nurse what month this is. I pull my hat down low so she wont see the tears streaming down her only sons face. She is resting now ,but restlessly . Every twitch every toss every turn smashes the tiny little slivers that are whats left of my heart into the size of the tiny grains of beach sand she loves so much . I am so very scared and feel so alone. But that doesnt matter because she knows that she is NOT Alone she knows that i am by her side! Thats all that matters to me rn is that she knows that i am by her side and i love her !

Ill just go ahead and fuck off then

zionlion365

Exactly

savedobotkin-blog

Me rn

Life is hard

Phone is hard

marsmisses

Sex with no passion sucks… Kissing with no passion sucks… Conversations with no passion sucks… Life with no passion sucks…

savedobotkin-blog

If you don't have passion in you're life , do you even have one ? I say no . I burried mine for much longer than I care to admit . Fuck that shit !!! I have achieved what most of society calls success . That shit put a huge hole in my soul . Don't fall into the life traps that have been so cleverly set for us ! Use what you have to get what you need to pursue YOUR passion . Turns out 18 yo me was right all along. What do I need ? Well fuck , I'm the most complex "simple man" I know . All I need I already have 2 pistols 1 doggo 1 bad ass supercharged mustang to hoon the fuck out of 🤘 other than my dog those are just things. So what do I place the highest value on in my life? My relationship with the baddest bitch to ever walk on this planet . With out my baby girl life is passionless and pointless! I want to clear though I don't own her and she doesn't own me ! We are free people released from the shackles of society's thought prison. If you are a free person too join us. I assure you that the juice is worth the squeeze