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[byebye-ed]

To all my followers, I love you all so much and I hope you kick ur ED’s butt today!

[byebye-ed]

Me @my ED when it tells me not to eat something

[byebye-ed]

Choosing what you actually want and ignoring your ED like

[byebye-ed]

When you start managing to do well in recovery and have a life at the same time

[savety-first]

intuitive eating is the best, i love it

[byebye-ed]

[savety-first]

im back and so much better know. Fck diet culture honestly

[byebye-ed]

My ED: if you lose weight, ALL your problems will be solved!!!

Me, who knows better:

[goodthingsarehappening]

Tryong to force myself to believe that

[ventining]

[adventures-in-therapy]

When my therapist reminds me that no one else can recover for me:

[byebye-ed]

[savety-first]

I wanted to share this bc I'm doing so well in kinda recovery the last month but this is still so true

[laughing-at-my-ed-2]

Me: I hate school

Brain: but school is important!

My ED: yeah, you can’t skip breakfast if you’re at home with your parents

Me: sounds convincing

Brain: whatthehell

[charmantasshame]

I want to be skinny, not dead.

honestly, I feel a lot of Anas have the “dying to be thin” mindset but I don’t count myself in. yes, an empty stomach feels great. yes, sticking to your calorie limit feels great. yes, losing weight feels great whereas gaining it, feels like failing. but you wanna know what doesn’t feel great? noticing your body shutting down. having trouble breathing when lying down, chest pain, a jumping, slowed down heart - all those things don’t feel good to me. they don’t make me euphoric because they’re a sign of me succeeding. they’re a sign of my body giving up and they scare me. a lot.

there is absolutely no use in being skinny if I don’t live long enough to enjoy my new body. I don’t care if I am already at my calorie limit for the day, I don’t care if it’s 3 am or if I just woke up, I don’t care if I was planning on doing a fast - if I feel like I am about to die anytime soon, I eat.

please do yourself the same favor. there is no shame or guilt in keeping yourself alive. doesn’t even have to be something crazy like a big meal. eat an apple. a slice of bread with cottage cheese. a salad. anything. just don’t ignore the signs. because if you’re being honest, you’re just like me.

and I want to be skinny, but I don’t want to be dead.

[not-happyinmyskin]

What a mood

[the-girl-in-teal-deactivated201]

Me, has been struggling with disordered thoughts regarding food for six years: but I haven’t even been sick long enough to recover!

[smolboiluvcoffee-deactivated202]

[savety-first]

my mood changes so much. I feel so bad right now wth. Help me.

[wlwellbutrin]

kids im gonna save you all some time, if you’re googling “am i gay quiz” you’re gay and that’s just the truth

[isakthesnake]

[skam-online]

it rly be like that sometimes