STARDUST.

INHALE COURAGE, 𝘌𝘟𝘏𝘈𝘓𝘌 𝘍𝘌𝘈𝘙.

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okay, hi, hello, i’m finally done being lazy. i’m wormie, a 20 year old trans man with adhd, and this is my low activity, low effort luke skywalker roleplay blog. i’ve had this same account for about three years now and i’ve been inactive for a bit, but my star wars hyperfixation has returned with a vengeance so i have as well.

a little disclaimer, i base almost everything off of the original trilogy and my own headcanons. i am relatively canon divergent and i’m here just for fun, so i apologize in advance for the lack of actual writing you’ll find here. my portrayal of luke is a gay trans man on the autism spectrum. 

RULES / DOSSIER / VERSES can all be found HERE.

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hi i know i said i would be here but... i had a ton of shifts at work and now im hyperfixating on prodigal son so follow me on malcolm when i make him thank you,

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im home from work and im just thinkin bout luke “garbage mashers” skywalker

[xshayarsha]

“…you feel that you are always in a state of waiting, expecting some event, not on the outside, but inside you, in your guts.”

— Adonis, from The Book of Siege; Candlelight. Trans. Khaled Mattawa.

[sawlight]

okay so good news i got a new job that pays well. bad news is for the rest of this month i’m working two jobs so i will be... Very Scarce here as if i wasn’t already. but i’m always on discord and i’d love to talk to any of my mutuals so please if you’d like it hit me up!

[sawlight]

okay so good news i got a new job that pays well. bad news is for the rest of this month i’m working two jobs so i will be... Very Scarce here as if i wasn’t already. but i’m always on discord and i’d love to talk to any of my mutuals so please if you’d like it hit me up!

[sawlight]

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙳 𝙾𝙵 𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙱 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄?

𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐂 .   you leave an impression wherever you go. your heart is so strong, so determined, so willing to go after whatever hole you see in the world, whatever wound you need to fix next. you're there. you're justice, hot red and pure gold, fairness incarnate, a paladin in shining armor come to protect and cleanse and heal and yet sometimes you wonder if you're the most corrupt, dirty being in the world, a fraud, a monster in hero's clothing. 

the world is so intense and you are so small, so fragile, and no matter how hard you try you're never good enough. you want to be good. you want to be good enough. you try so hard and yet the world is so dark and angry and cruel. perfection is always just out of reach and you want things to be okay so bad you bleed with it. you just want things to be right, to be good, to be fair, but you don't know if they ever can be. if you can ever be.

tagged by: stolen from @archaeotech !! tagging: you, looking at this, right now.

[danielodowd-deactivated20170124]

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i want to rewrite the s*quels and just have luke as rey’s adopted father because it’s what they deserve.

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@lawdunes​  said   :   ❛  listen  ,  bucko  .  as  much  as  i  admire  you  trying  to  get  yourself  killed  ,  don’t  .  ❜ / “bucko”,,,, the cowboy really jumped out huh

𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐎  ??   𝐃𝐈𝐃   𝐇𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘   𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓   𝐒𝐀𝐘   𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐎  ??     luke  paused  ,  hands  hovering  over  the  partially  busted  control  panel  of  his  landspeeder  .   looking  up  at  the  man  mere  feet  away  ,  he  shook  his  head  ,  and  returned  his  attention  to  the  repairs  he  was  attempting  to  make   (  even  a  temporary  fix  would  do  )   ,   ❝   you  don’t  understand  ,  i  don’t  have  the  time  to  sit  around  and  wait  .   if  i  don’t  get  back  soon  ,  i’m  done  for  .   ❞   wind  still  howled  outside  ,  and  although  it  seemed  to  have  let  up  from  the  intense  storm  that  had  hit  from  seemingly  nowhere  ,  luke  knew  it  was  still  dangerous  .

unfortunately  ,  the  atmospheric  interference  didn’t  care  about  his  safety  ,  or  his  need  to  get  ahold  of  his  uncle  .

the  speeder’s  control  panel  sparked  suddenly  ,  and  luke’s  hand  recoiled  quickly  ,  though  not  fast  enough  to  save  him  from  the  light  shock  .   frustration  bubbled  in  his  chest  ,  and  as  he  let  out  a  short  groan  ,  he  hit  the  side  of  the  vehicle  with  his  unaffected  hand  .   still  ,  it  felt  like  some  sort  of  sign  .   after  all  ,  if  he  died  out  in  this  storm  ,  it  certainly  would  be  worse  than  just  waiting  it  out  .   luke  sighed  ,  fingers  raking  through  his  hair  ,   ❝   okay  .   fine  .   looks  like  i’m  stuck  here  .   ❞   

[tatooineknights]

[amourmemes]

❥   𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬  𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐫  .

credit  to  @sour-apple-studios  .  tw  for  mature  topics  .

❛  turning  back  isn’t  an  option  .  ❜ ❛  you  must  return  home  ,  even  if  it  kills  you  .  ❜ ❛  you  left  everything  i  promised  you  .  ❜ ❛  your  heart  grows  heavy  .  ❜ ❛  despite  how  dangerous  your  love  is  .  ❜ ❛  i  feel  like  you’re  the  only  one  who  truly  cares  .  ❜ ❛  let  me  do  what  is  best  for  you  .  ❜ ❛  what  am  i  doing  ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  not  who  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  we  have  forgotten  who  we  are .  ❜ ❛  you  found  it  in  your  heart  not  to  fight  .  ❜ ❛  after  everything  i  have  done … ❜ ❛  i  know  you  cannot  forgive  me  .  ❜ ❛  please  do  not  forget  me  .  ❜ ❛  promise  me  you  will  save  us  .  ❜ ❛  promise  me  i  won’t  die  here  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  skin  and  bones  !  ❜ ❛  sooo !  how  does  it  taste  ?!  ❜ ❛  well  ,  this  is  embarrassing  …  ❜ ❛  show  them  your  sunny  side  ! ❜ ❛  i  put  a  lot  of  sweat  ‘n  blood  into  this  thing  .  ❜ ❛  your  funeral  .  ❜ ❛  so  what’ll  it  be  ?  ❜ ❛  what  ?  no  .  ❜ ❛  listen  ,  bucko  .  as  much  as  i  admire  you  trying  to  get  yourself  killed  ,  don’t  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  don’t  have  the  heart  to  care  for  stupid  questions  .  ❜ ❛  lucky  for  us  ,  we  have  forever  .  ❜ ❛  i’d  say  your  time  here  is  limited  .  ❜ ❛  personally  ?   i  kinda  want  them  dead  .  ❜ ❛  someone’s  gotta  do  it  .  ❜ ❛  what’s  with  that  look  ?  ❜ ❛  aw  ,  gotta  family  waiting  for  you  ?  ❜ ❛  that’s  cute  .  ❜ ❛  you  look  pretty  miserable  .  ❜ ❛  i  told  you  not  to  get  too  close  ! ❜

[tokuadvisor]

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@paragcne​  said   :   " I made you some soup," the old coot beams, a bowl of the sludge already in hand. " Please, eat."

𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓   𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄   𝐇𝐄   𝐇𝐀𝐃   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘   𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍   𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐊   𝐇𝐀𝐃   𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍   𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐀  .    he  couldn’t  remember  exactly  when  ,  only  that  he  was  fifteen  at  the  time  ,  and  very  lost  .   he  was  sure  he’d  be  grounded  for  the  rest  of  his  natural  life  after  he’d  miraculously  woken  up  back  home  ,  but  instead  ,  his  uncle  had  hugged  him  tighter  than  he  could  ever  remember  .   back  then  ,  it  usually  felt  as  if  owen  were  on  a  personal  mission  to  get  in  the  way  of  all  of  luke’s  fun   —   now  ,  he  looked  back  at  his  own  complete  lack  of  self  preservation  and  felt  an  understanding  .   his  uncle  was  only  trying  to  protect  him  .   he  cared  .

still  ,  illness  had  never  been  a  significant  factor  in  any  of  the  young  jedi’s  misadventures  .   not  nearly  as  much  as  the  deadly  creatures  in  every  burrow  of  tatooine  ,  or  his  need  to  prove  himself  to  whoever  had  enough  toleration  left  to  pay  him  any  attention  .   it  felt  like  he  was  making  up  for  plenty  of  lost  time  now  ,  though  .

looking  up  ,  luke’s  gaze  settled  on  the  steaming  bowl  for  a  moment  before  the  words  fully  processed  ,  and  he  offered  what  he  could  of  a  genuine  smile  .   one  would  suspect  that  growing  up  on  a  desert  planet  would  land  a  hot  bowl  of  soup  damn  near  the  bottom  of  a  list  of  things  you  want  to  eat   —   right  below  a  cold  bowl  of  soup  ,  and  right  above  pure  sand  .   right  now  ,  though  ,  it  felt  as  if  luke  couldn’t  possibly  be  warm  enough  ,  even  if  he  were  walking  all  day  under  the  heat  of  two  suns  .   gingerly  taking  the  bowl  in  his  hands  ,  he  simply  let  it  warm  his  fingers  for  the  time  being  ,   ❝   thanks  ,  ben  .   seems  like  you’re  always  saving  my  life  ,  huh  ??   ❞

[zabrakian]

I love him, Your Honor ヽ(´▽｀)ノ

[bratwndr]

“He was a fighter. He really was. I’ve watched people tear him down, and then ask for his help. And he would help them. He would spend hours helping them. I’ve always admired and hated that part of him.”

— r.k (via shadowfound)

[softelf]