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I’m still thinking about Mari and her role as the cook. We saw how desperate Nat would get when there was no game, but watching Mari stir a pot of water and boiled belt… Did she cry when she scoured their cabin in search of anything she could find to feed her friends? And how this would’ve contributed to her willingness to offer herself up during the hunt in s3.
Between Shauna, Nat and Mari, the three yjs that had the most contact with food, it’s interesting to think of the impact this relationship must have had on them. Nat’s blind drive to find help, so much so that she wrote off “girl drama” that resulted in death (Mari vs Shauna); Shauna internalizing all her self-hate and the trauma of having to butcher her friends; and Mari who kind of walked this middle ground: she was desperate enough to offer herself up to protect the others but not so much so that she lost herself completely. She was still bubbly and bitchy to the bitter end </3
i am never not thinking about mari these days. as much as it pains me to admit it, pit girl had to be her because narratively she is the only non-confirmed survivor matching the description who would’ve made an impact. AND SHE WAS THE COOK. she was the cook!!! she scavenged around that dirty fucking cabin to find them food, to provide in the only way she could. maybe her job was lower stakes but she provided nonetheless. she did her best. her role has always been keeping them fed and it’s only right that she did it one last time.
Who wants more mari fics?? (Me.)
thinking about precrash mari hours. Mari who never expected to get pulled from the jv team to play varsity and suddenly playing with these insanely cool talented girls with their own rhythm and team dynamic completely unknown to her. Mari having no close friends but falling to the role of a class clown easily because quips always rested hot under her skin and in a small town like Wiskayok it’s better to make everyone laugh than to be laughed at. Mari who floated from lunch table to lunch table, finding Lottie alone in classrooms, sliding awkwardly next to Jackie and getting shot daggers by Shauna, pulling up with the jv team but no longer knowing all the inside jokes from practice. Mari who was an outsider too. Mari who was lonely, who never joined any clubs or student government or never excelled academically but who always had soccer. And for her that was enough.
What do you think about the scalping discourse? I personally think fandom made a plot point up to get mad at, because why tf would any of them know how to scalp someone, and also why would 'bring me her hair' make anyone automatically think 'oh she means scalp her!' People are genuinely getting so worked up about this, but am I crazy? It didn't actually happen right? I feel like I'm being mass gaslit into believing this happened on the show when it straight up didn't
I think you need to be careful here.
I'm not native, I'm not even american, so I personally haven't commented on this at all. I don't like to wade into discussions on things I don't understand. Instead I've been listening to people who know more than me's opinions and reading up on the history that informs their negative reactions to it to try and come to a conclusion.
Even then, if someone with native ancestry is telling you that Shauna saying "bring me her hair" made them uncomfortable, you don't necessarily have to even understand it in great depth to be able to empathise with them. Scalping, as far as I understand it, was historically about taking the body part (in this case a scalp) of a fallen enemy to wear as a trophy. So yes, even if it was "just" Mari's hair, it is clearly similar. I'm not going to elaborate further on that point as like I said I'm not the most knowledgeable.
We need to be careful that we actually properly read and understand the criticism we're reacting to, because I think it's possible you've taken what's been said too literally and not investigated further. I'm not interested in trying to lecture anyone, believe me, but you did ask my opinion and here it is. I hope you know I'm not trying to demonise or accuse you, but I am encouraging you to approach this with a bit more compassion perhaps.
I am native american and the major issues are that:
1) Mari is not native american
2) Scalping does mean removal of the scalp, it’s in the word. Scalping was often done when someone was still alive. Haircuts are not scalping. Wearing a dead girl’s hair is strange, but that has nothing to do with native americans.
3)I’m a lesbian native american who enjoys yellowjackets for all the unhinged lesbian antics. I was enjoying the finale but as soon as I came on social media non-natives were bringing up native american genocide and atrocities that members of my family and family tree actually went through, and it killed my mood. They were just using it as a gotcha against the writers.
5) What bothers me is how native americans got brought up into this, it seems like people saw a girl with black hair in a pale dress running though the snowy woods and thought “she looks like Pocahontas or Native American” based on subconsciously stereotypes. And then spun themselves a story about how this was therefore a hate crime against native americans.
6) Native Americans are real and we exist in the present and we have tribal nations. It’s not some great great ancestor situation or based on vibes. Mari and actor playing Mari are not from a native american tribe, they do not have a tribal id, and they have never claimed to be native american.
Missing Mari like a mfer so I made some art? Erm. I dunno
THEY TOOK MY GIRL FROM ME. THEY TOOK HER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
!!yellowjackets s3 ep10 spoilers!!
the funniest part about shauna calling melissa boring after she tried to kill her. is the fact that it implies shauna doesnt care if melissa kills her, shes just pissed that she couldn't go through with it. okay shauna shipman you gaywad. wdym you want your ex to kill you while having you pinned to the floor. gayest shit i've heard all day.
Mari Ibarra x Fem! Reader— “Indifference”
She comforts you during the first winter!
—Requested—
Y/n and Mari don’t get along at all. Where is Mari? Y/n doesn’t actually care. She’s in the cabin? Great, she’d rather die. Stuck with dinner duty, Y/n passed time staring at the ceiling— it’s when Akilah sends her on a walk for frozen herbs that she gets stuck in a surprise blizzard, that Y/n realizes she might actually feel more for Mari than she thought.
Guys, I think each year on April 11-12th we should all get slurpee's in honor or Mari Ibarra.
Mari Ibarra x Fem! Reader
No Crash AU!
Sleepover after practice
— Requested —
Y/n and Mari are friends. Sort of. They hang out sometimes, but they’ll never admit they actually like being together alone. At least not yet.
i’m still sad about mari 😭😭😭😭 i knew it was coming - my baby girl was doomed as soon as they started giving her more of a personality - but i loved her 😭😭😭😭😭
rip to this canonically absolute fucking dumbass (picks fights with the deranged butcher, gets dumped for the guy's cousin, is too sexy for this cave, falls into a pit TWICE)
!!!! SPOILERS FOR FINALE OF SEASON 3 OF YLLWJKTS !!!!!
NO but can we please fucking talk about how it was all planed? how the hunt was planed to distract shauna all along, so nat can go and call for help?
The fact that all the girls were willing to die just for others to go home? even if it was planned that van will mess with the cards so hannah would pick it, but still! they didnt know that for sure and all participated in that, they willingly decided to go with it.
How Akilah literally killed her animals, that meant so much to her and pretended to not know whats going on so they HAVE to hunt to distract shauna from the whole plan they made behind her back?
Can we please talk about how they all pretended to hunt mari? to buy nat time and occupy shauna? If they wanted to they would hunt her in a second, because we all saw how good they got with hunting this season.
How Hannah and Nat literally exchanged clothes after that scene so shauna wont know where nat actually is?
How it was actually Hannah who butchered and prepared Mari the whole time? Meanwhile nat was walking to the mountain? probably the whole day rest of the day, night and again day? nonstop? so she could go to the highest mountain for signal?
How maris death was actually an incident and that Lottie actually warned her by saying "do you see where we are? you have been here already mari" lottie warned mari but in lottie type of way and mari was too focused on surviving/adrenalin to catch on that and told her to fuck off.
Or how Gen literally tried to distract shauna and leading away Taissa and how even melissa as well decided to distract shauna from the hunt to try and choke her to death?
How we can see multiple foot prints on the ground in the snow, to make shauna confused where mari actually went? how it was probably the other girls buying mari time.
They ALL tried to distract shauna from the plan and hunting mari down, noone wanted Mari to die, fuck they all loved eachother and didnt want that at all. But they did that in order for their plan to work out (and it did). They didnt want to hurt mari. she was just a decoy to distract shauna, once again.. they didnt want that to happen at all.
Mari was actually a sacrifice, she was part of the plan, but my poor girl got fucked by shauna one last time because that fucked up bison decided to step and ruin the rotation of the cards.
IM GONNA THROW UP MARI YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ALIVE
i dont even know if im making sense but i just need to get this off my chest, because i cant- this episode was so fucking good i feel like i might kms about how perfect, incredible and amazing the episode was, every single second was so fucking good, and dont get me start about the adult time line- DOPICI FUCKING YES SHAUNA YOU ARE A PSYCHOPATH AND YOU LITERALLY JUST ADMITTED THAT BY SAYING YOU WERE HAVING FUN-
The way Mari makes me so sick that I had to get a blue slurpee in girlie’s honor
After the devastating watch of episode ten, I need Mari fluff 😭 please honestly it can be whatever you want. I just need more Mari content 💔
Please take your time and no rush :3
Hii!! I’d love to write you Mari fluff! Is there any specific scenario you want? No crash? Post crash? Etc!
on mari ibarra's death as pit girl and shauna's aggression towards mari
i understand the whole "she's supposed to be spiraling, let women be evil" argument in defense of shauna, i understand that yellowjackets has been a dark and gory show from the get go, and i understand that mari's death/sacrifice was necessary. but when you are releasing media into the world, you are sending out a message. every choice made in a piece of media is intentional.
mari was stripped of her clothes and dignity, dragged naked through the snow, hung upside down, carved, scalped, cooked, and served as food to the team, with shauna demanding to wear mari's hair as a trophy.
mari was also one of the best written characters on the show, taking her from an annoying jv side character to an important part of the story (her last name reveal i cheered so loud). she never once took shauna's bs and made it clear from the start that she was just the decoy. she was loved by all her friends and teammates, and it's evident when you realize that the hunt was a ploy to keep shauna distracted from nat's venture to get help, and that none of the yellowjackets actually wanted to hunt mari. mari's sacrifice for the sake of the team (despite her pulling the queen card being an accident) was one last act of defiance in the face of shauna's tyranny and the dictatorship that came with her reign.
idgaf about the fact that all the victims have to be naked to be cooked and butchered, and i don't care that shauna was seen using hannah's old hair as a fidget toy in ep 09 to defend the scalping, every choice made with mari's slaughter was an intentional one, and it leaves such a bad taste when you view it in the context of how every other woc in the show was treated.
i don't know what the writers were plotting in the writer's room, but there were better ways to handle mari's death/slaughter.