I know it in my soul that Ilya would’ve be posting the most random shit on vine circa 2014-16
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I know it in my soul that Ilya would’ve be posting the most random shit on vine circa 2014-16
I KNOW Yuna shot up in bed that night like “DAVID THE ELEVATOR. HE WAS IN THE FUCKING ELEVATOR.”
“he should be at the club” well he’s at the club and he wants to fucking kill himself
Us at this beautiful end to 2025
Wow. So, when? Since our, uh, rookie season. Since your rookie season? No, it's not true. Since before that. Not helpful.
(insp.)
This is something I’ve seen a lot and I’ve also joked about a lot but after SotR I just need to clarify my actual thoughts on this topic: Snow’s “twink death” and his inability to let go of, what was essentially, a month long relationship.
The thing is, it’s not Lucy Gray that he’s holding a grudge against… it’s her lifestyle. He got to experience first hand, the freedom and self-assurance that groups like the Covey generated for themselves. He saw Lucy Gray run off into the woods, swim in a lake, sing and dance with her peers, all after a game that should’ve destroyed her spirits - because that is the point of the Games. To have a sole surviving reminder of why the Capitol is in control. To send back one “victor” who every district hates because the person standing in front of them is taking their friend/child/sibling/cousin/partner’s spot. To completely dismantle that person’s ability to cope with the world the way they used to and to have them beholden to the Capitol for “awarding” them with riches. They’re supposed to serve only as a reminder, a threat, a shell of a person who is visibly hollow and tarnished, hated by many, feared by some and pitied by few.
Lucy Gray is not that shell. Lucy Gray, therefore, serves as a constant reminder to Snow of what should not be happening to those who get to leave the arena. The more he takes command of the Capitol and the Games, the more the “mistakes” of the Games stand out to him because his benchmark for measuring them is Lucy Gray.
Keep in mind that the 10th Games were also the first time he got to see from the inside out. He saw what pissed off the tributes. He saw how they were transported. He also saw how the public reacted at the home district. Lucy Gray had nightmares, sure, but her ability to re-mingle with her friends was a failure of the Capitol. He saw the need to maintain a constant difference between “victor” and “friend”. He saw the need to put them on tours so that the divide and distance grows. He saw the need to be able to broadcast every aspect of the Games without having to constantly be frantically cutting the feed or very obviously fixing the narrative, because that was yet another failure of the system the Capitol was trying to enforce.
This becomes so clear in SotR when he has his talk with Haymitch and realises that the Lucy Gray spirit he has been trying to squash is still alive. Not only that, it’s infectious. It can take someone like Haymitch, someone who is very well pressed under the Capitol thumb, and spark a fire inside him. The colours of the Covey, the singing, it doesn’t just represent Lucy Gray, it represents aspects of freedom that shouldn’t exist. Even him saying:
“You love her. And oh, how she seems to love you. Except sometimes you wonder because her plans don’t seem to include you at all.”
Is so telling because he can’t fathom that a person in the districts could have the independence of thought to do whatever they want. To him, she should be desperate to go back to the Capitol with Snow to get a chance to live the dream that they’re trying so hard to sell, but obviously failing.
So no, Lucy Gray isn’t just the girl he couldn’t get over. She’s the girl that serves as a warning, as an abomination of the purpose of the Capitol. As his personal blueprint of what should not be repeated ever again.
haymitch seeing a bunny: "how could I possibly kill a creature that brings to mind my girl?" 🥺
snow seeing mockingjays:
“But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, “Lenore?”
I wish Maysilee Donner would've met President Snow. He wouldve said some corny shit like "Snow lands on top" and she would've eaten the words and chewed them right back up so nasty that he would've been so ashamed to say them ever again.
Transmasculinity Throughout Time: Lou Alcott
Yes, you heard me. There is substantial evidence that the author of Little Women was in fact a transgender man! He actually didn’t go by the name that Little Women was published under, with family and friends he would go by Lou, Louy, or LM. His children called him “papa” and “father” and his father, Bronson Alcott, called him his son. He said in 1882, “I am more than half persuaded that I am a man’s soul, put by some freak of nature into a woman’s body.” As a child, he said in a journal, “I don’t care much for girls things. People think I’m wild and queer.” He would pass as a man at masked parties for fun, and delighted in people’s reactions. For his entire life, he expressed this identification as a man, and the character of Jo in Little Women was in part a self insert character based on this. So why don’t we hear about him as a trans man? Well, it’s just not convenient for most people to believe that a beloved book about girls becoming women was written by a man.
jo march really was like. i love the people around me and i cannot cope with them leaving and being mature and appealing enough to start new chapters in their lives while i'm still clinging into this idealised, carefree, comedy-like lifestyle i thought was gonna last forever. and i really thought platonic relationships could replace my repressed longing for a romantic one but now all my loved ones' first priorities became romance. meanwhile i cannot put myself out seeking a romantic relationship because that would automatically mean altering, belittleing, objectifying and compromising myself, my life would become a cliche with guaranteed unhappy ending because i feel like no one in this world could truly make me happy. and i do want to embrace my independent, single lifestyle but i guess i didnt calculate back then how lonely it's going to feel. it's like my only choice is between two types of unhappiness. jo march conveyed all this stuff and i'm not supposed to tear up just thinking about that goddamn movie???
Back in school when we read Little Women nobody liked Jo in particular except for me. I adored her character, I looked up to her.
Today when all of my friends are settled down or planning to soon, both career wise and life partner wise I feel quite lost. Just like Jo...
🛸 .。.:*° 🌙 • .°• 🚀 ✯ .°• ★ * ° .。.:*・°. .°• 🛰 °· 🪐. • ° • ☄ .。.:* ・°☆. • .°•💫 .。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°
mutuals look we are in the planetarium together
mutuals go outside and look up we are on the planet together
mutuals go outside
and look up we are on the
planet together
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i hope the little me who ran a one direction fan account can find some peace tonight
YOU'RE A PHANNIE ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
OF COURSE I AM, WHERE DO YOU THINK I GOT MY GENDER TRANSED AND MY SEXUALITY HOMOED⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
‘we weren’t meant to be able to see this many opinions’
‘we weren’t meant to know what everybody thinks about everything’
‘we weren’t meant to have the news and everyone’s takes on it available 24/7’
that’s all 100% true and valid and my brain is forever damaged bc of it but also i firmly believe we WERE meant to have access to this many cat videos. i can beam footage of kittens that i otherwise would never have met into my eyeballs at any time of the day or night and that can only be a good thing
‘we weren’t meant to
know what everybody thinks
about everything’
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as a trans person, whenever someone compliments my name i like to say “thanks, i picked it myself!” with the same energy as “thanks, it has pockets!”
i am so fucking happy i can control my thoughts and am not 19 anymore you have no idea
i burned a lot of bridges when i was young by losing my fucking mind and hurting myself over perceived rejections. it hit me how little i care abt people texting me back now and a rush of joy flew thru me
its like, i couldn't grow up for so long. i was kept ignorant of myself. i was abused and i couldn't have long friendships, i was shuttled around so many different schools where i was isolated and beaten, i had one good friend but he died of disease. i entered my teens as a confused and attention starved puppy, i was selfish and unstable and i am so happy to finally be fucking GROWING UP
u can still call me puppy, but im gonna be a full grown dog soon
u can still call me
puppy, but im gonna be
a full grown dog soon
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