Magical Girl of Justice, Miki Sayaka!

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Oh well!

Told ya this would happen one way or another. We Magical Girls don't live for that long. Mami's dead whatever. I don't really care. I stopped caring about her a LONG time ago.

It ain't bothering me.

Anyway, I was able to finally heal up to mostly 100%. I am now technically a wanted criminal so I should probably lay low. Sucks that Mami won't be able to send those care packages anymore but I can live without em....or her.

Anyway, Ashley's doing good. She's sorta in police custody at the moment since she was sorta there when I busted out. She isn't in that much trouble from what I saw. Or she is. Really I don't care. I didn't ask for her help.

Or any of yours.

I seriously can't believe that even after ALL THIS TIME, you still are stupidly thinking you can be this heroic "magical girl". Don't even bothering making a wish, Blue. If you do.....

Just look at Mami.

-Kyoko

…i can’t understand…how you can say you don’t care at all. after what happened.

ashley…ashley i hope you’re okay. …i’m…sorry for your phone as well, i can tell it’s…not in your hands right now.

…don’t remind me.

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I know it feels impossible not to panic right now, but the important thing is not to lose your head.

...that's cruel.

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...i— mami...?

...so that's why...

...why again...

no. no, it's not your fault. listen to me, you didn't do anything wrong. i should have paid more attention.

...you know she doesn't hate you, right?

mami-san would never.. hate you.

...

i'm so sorry.

— o.

...it is. maybe if i acted sooner, she'd still be...

...it's also that transfer student's fault. she stayed behind and waited for mami-san to die, and once that happened NOW she steps in?!

...i know. but i'll...never be like her.

thanks for that too. don't blame yourself either. it's not your fault at all.

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I wonder why there are so few magical girls in the city. Mami has a lot of work to do on her own because there are tons of witches around! I hope kyuubey is looking for more girls to help you guys.

...I could become one. if no one's here to protect the town...anymore...then...i...can be one...

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i broke out cause i got so pissed that you were gonna use your wish for someone else that i was gonna march down there to mikitihara myself to kick your ass. i collapsed about three miles in and im currently hiding out in a dumpster.

but...i just want to know...

......is she really dead?

is she....

-Kyoko

....................

yeah.

i'm sorry i don't want to talk about this. i feel sick. it's hard pretending, you know? that everything's okay...

i'm sorry.

edit: please be okay too Kyoko...i don't...know what i'd do if you...

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Hey...O...thanks for that perfume by the way. I really love it...and its scent is very calming, especially now...

Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate it!

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Would you kiss Madoka. With tongue.

I wouldn't kiss Madoka?! Especially with– WHAT THE HELL!!!?

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SAYAKA, SHE JUST BROKE OUT OF THE HOSPITAL.

SHE READ YOUR LATEST POST ABOUT MAKING THAT WISH AND SHE FLIPPED OUT.

WHAT DO I DO?

-ASHLEY

…What do you mean she broke out…?

But isn’t she still injured? Then how could she possibly-

I don’t…understand why this would freak her out so much…

…I’m sorry I don’t…I still don’t feel good.

Is it okay if you look for her? I hope she’s not doing stupid things…

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…mami-san’s dead. she’s dead and it’s all…!!!

i dont feel so good. i need to vomit. my heart wont stop beating so fast…why wont it just shut up?!

im sorry i dont feel so well.

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So today I visted Kyosuke from the hospital and…well we had some fun together just listening to music but…I’m thinking…I’ve been thinking this for a while now so I’m gonna ask Mami-san. I really want…to use my wish for Kyosuke. To heal his hand. He deserves to play, he doesn’t deserve this…

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Have you thought about the type of weapon you would use if you became a magical girl? Or what your outfit might look like?

Hmmm that’s a nice question!

I’ve been having odd dreams lately and weirdly enough some of them looked like me as a Magical girl… I don’t know if I’d have a fishtail (like a mermaid!) but I think my weapon would be like…a sword! I like swords! Short-ranged and close-ranged attacks are pretty helpful too! I think I’m better with those heh!

As for the outfit, I’m not really sure! But I don’t want it to be overly fancy or too girly. Can we even choose our outfit…?

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Kyoko update. I got time so I visited her today.

Message:

My fingrs feel a lot better and everthing is a lot more clr. BlondPink over here's a drk but shs okay for helping me out. That ointment from O really has been hlping lots. Hey O, I think yr still pretty sus but...for the time being, ill let you off the hk.

I stcked on Grief Seeds so I'm fine there. Bt I ony have two lft. I'm still debating on what to do next fr that. While normally I'd just bust out of the hospital, I'm really out of it stll. I tried transforming but I ended up vomitting in the bathroom. BlondPink had to practically carrying me back to my room.

Also, I'm not an idiot! YOUR THE IDIOT! UGH. BLONDPINK INSULT BLUE, MY FINGRS ARE KILLING ME.

Anywy....I'm gonna go raid the hospital pantry. They have pudding.

End of that little message.

BlondPink is me. I've got blond hair with some pink highlights. And for the sake of politeness, I won't insult you. You seem pretty nice.

So yeah. She's sorta getting back to normal. The police were still pretty wary about me. I really need to think of a long-term solution to this Kyoko visiting thing. The police here are lot more strict than they are back home (I used to live in North America).

I tried to ask the nurse about when Kyoko's getting out but.....she weirdly avoided the question. I don't like that one bit. I'll keep my eyes out on that. Anyway, I also had to pay her hospital bills but it wasn't too much. And I don't mind. She was actually kinda nice to me today believe or not. She gave me some of her pudding. Pretty nasty but it was nice that she shared. She talked about you and Madoka and Mami a lot though. Kyoko really seems to be happy that you guys are in her life. Says she's felt like she's known you guys forever. How long have you all actually have known her anyway?

Also, I tried to bring up the whole crying thing but she shut me down real quick by slugging my arm.

Kyoko punches really, really, really hard.

And uh.....

I've also been getting weird dreams now. I keep dreaming that I'm a Magical Girl. I'm wearing this weird red and pink dress and my teddy bear, Kumanosuke is like my weapon or something. But the weird part is.....it's not just me.

I've got this friend, Riko, and she's been also been having weird dreams of being this weird superpowered magical girl. It's starting to drive me a little freaked out because of what's going on with you and Madoka and Kyoko about having dreams.

Even as I'm typing this, something about being surrounded by magical girls and helping them out seems familiar.

Sorry, now I'm just going on and on.

In any case, things are better there in Mitikihara! I'll keep you posted!

-Ashley

Thanks for this!!! Here’s my message to her:

Well I’m glad you’re feeling better! I’m glad the ointment is helping too!

…You can come to Mitakihara or something. Kyubey says you need to keep your Soul Gem purified so…you need to get more Grief Seeds. Eeesh…that sounds very bad. Maybe…maybe we can send you a few Grief Seeds? If that’s possible?

Fine, you’re a dork then! And uhhh…have fun raiding the hospital pantry…

End of the message.

Yup! I noticed! At first I thought it was Mami and/or Madoka but then I caught up real quick ahaha! And thanks for that!! I don’t normally insult people either haha.

Uhhhh…maybe it’s weird but you could say you’re a very distant cousin or relative? And you didn’t want to tell the police because you were worried you’d get arrested or you were ashamed of Kyoko? Uhhhh just suggesting. Yeah the police in Japan are pretty strict.

Thank you so much!!! That is pretty suspicious behavior. Oh that’s so nice to hear!!! I’m glad she’s warming up to you! Huh…I’m…really honored she thinks that way… me and Madoka haven’t known her for that long, think like a few weeks? Mami-san and Kyoko have some history together though but I don’t know how long. A few months or years maybe? Come to think of it I don’t know Kyoko that long but it feels like I have known her for so long now…almost nostalgic in a way….

Eeeash. Yeah I guessed that. She’s a Magical girl after all soooo I wouldn’t be surprised if she was really tough heh.

That’s…really weird. These dreams aren’t contagious are they…? That sounds really weird anyway. Maybe you are a candidate…? But if you are, I’m sure you’ll make a great Magical girl!

It’s alright! You can ramble! I don’t mind!

Thanks for these too by the way!!! These updates are really helpful hehe!

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something concerning you.. it may be similar to what i feel when i think about my friend... but i don't think anything bad will happen if you meet her. you called her a "lovable idiot" after all, didn't you?

i can't lie, seeing your growing fondness for her makes me feel... like my heart is lighter. the orchestra— i hear it too, but it's become softer... though i still feel its grief...

...ah, that's what it was called... grief...

...i feel really tired suddenly. i'm sorry.

but i was thinking of giving you a gift as a thank you for talking to me all this time and i couldn't decide what i wanted it to be. i know now.

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I… yeah, I did…

Why is that though…? But yeah, I guess I am getting a little attached… the orchestra is getting a bit louder for me honestly…like something is coming…

You gotta take some rest then! I hope you feel better soon!

Ah! You– uh… don’t need to give me a gift or anything hahaha! It’s nice enough just talking with you anyways!

Ah yeah…thanks so much for talking with me too!!! I can…connect to a lot of things you say! I hope things will work out very well for you!!!

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(Who is the owner of this blog And Madoka’s?)

Me? And Madoka of course!

I think that’s clear… what…?

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it sounds like you should meet kyoko in person soon after this incident has blown over... i'm sure that would calm you both down.

the music can only be so soothing when you're so lonely, don't you think?

and kyoko, i'm glad it helped. i hope.. the scent isn't putting you off considering the nightmares. the traces of me always smell like the sea, it seems...

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Uh, well… I am kinda nervous if I were to meet her in person honestly… I mean, not gonna lie she’s really…nice in a way but…there’s something that concerns me for some reason. I don’t really understand why.

Yeah it does… listening to the orchestra is so nice when I’m sad…in my dream it’s the only thing that can comfort me but it reminds me of some loss too…I just…want to ignore the pain and be drifted away with the music…

Like the sea…? That sounds nice! The smell of the sea is so nice, salty and sweet to me…!

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Kyoko Update!

Okay, so good-ole Red was conscious enough to type. Here's what she had (I corrected the errors the best I could)

Message:

Hy. Srry fr worrying u. Gut realy stpid and brned myself. doing oky jst relly sore. weird ointmet thing helped out. hpe to be out in a fw mre dys.

btw

ur a nrddddddddd

tll pink and Mami I sid hey. Tell Mami nt to wrry. shes really sensitive.

Hopefully, she will be out soon a few days. There's still the matter of the police though since she's techincally a criminal. Hopefully, something works out. Know any lawyers that deal with magical girls?

Btw, You need me to do anything else for Kyoko? You know her better than me after all.

-Ashley

Thank you for that! It’s understandable, despite the terrible grammar haha

Tell her I said:

Yeah, totally stupid of you. I don’t understand HOW you even managed to do something as stupid as that. Really sore as I can tell… I’m glad the ointment helped!

Yeah and you’re an idiot! A…lovable idiot…

Alright, I’ll tell her that! Mami-san can be pretty sensitive sometimes, yeah…

Uhhhhh…don’t think there are…? I’m…not sure… O_O

I…don’t really know her that well but…could you please make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid? She tends to do that (like this) so if it’s not too much for you please make sure she doesn’t get into more trouble… she already dragged in the police!

AND THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR THIS TOO!!!!!!!! I’M FOREVER GRATEFUL THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

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Yo! Kyoko Update Time

She finally woke up yesterday but she was still hopped up on painkillers and other drug stuff from I got from the nurses. The girl was really woozy and sounded totally out of it.

But she was able to talk a little! It was hard to hear but I was able to make out some of it.

She called you a nerd and a good friend. She said thanks to Madoka. And uh.....something about Mami's hair. Something about it being stupid. But she also was scared to fall asleep. Apparently, her dreams have become full-on nightmares. I didn't want to pry since I could tell she was already really freaked out. But I got the word...mermaid out of it? Does Kyoko like hate the Little Mermaid or something?

Also she said something about someone being Emo? I.....I don't know what that means.

I wanted to ask other stuff but she was really tired and the police forced me out after an hour. I need to be careful around them from here on out. I think they're starting to see through my excuse and I keep hearing them talk about "transfers" when it comes to Kyoko. I'm not sure what they mean but I'll keep any eye out. I'm really glad I'm living my own and my parents aren't here cause I know my dad would be flipping out over the stuff I've been pulling.

Still.....you guys seem nice so the least I can do is help out.

Anyway, next time I visit, I'll see if I can get her to type something for you, Madoka, and Mami. She was able to move her hands when I visited. She uh....flipped me off.

-Ashley

Oh thank god. At least she’s alright.

I– …Tell her I said thanks! And tell her she’s an idiot but…she’s a really good friend. I’ll tell that to Madoka, she’ll be so happy! …Mami-san’s hair is a pretty hairstyle but I can imagine her saying that haha!

Hmmm maybe the stuff toys will help put her to sleep. She needs to sleep… hm? Mermaid? Funny, I’ve been having dreams of having a fishtail lately! But…I won’t deny those dreams are painful. My heart hurts so much there, only the music can put me at ease… no I don’t think she hates the Little Mermaid. I don’t really understand though…

Ah, the transfer student. She nickname’s her Emo.

Eeeash, the police sound really serious… I hope you and Kyoko will be okay… transfers? …That doesn’t sound very good… thank you again for keeping an eye out!!! It means a lot to me!!

…She seriously flipped you off? Even after… an idiot indeed haha… sorry about that! As you know, she can be an idiot sometimes.