星野結衣

13歳 ♡ 地雷系魔法少女 京都から ♡ 160センチ / 35キロ DID持ち ♡ 生きるのがつらい 雨ちゃんの彼女 ♡ あのちゃん推し

[sayasoda]

welc to my blog ! i'm the host of a did system, and i'll mainly be the one posting here ! about me :

name : 清花 { さやか / sayaka }

pronouns : it / she / doll

age : thirteen { nov 9, 2012 }

height : 160 cm / 5'3

weight : 35 kg / 77 lb

gender : xeno girl

species : ball jointed doll

sexuality : gray { wlw lean }

race : { east } asian

ethnicity : japanese

languages : japanese , english , some chinese , some french

mental conditions : did , asd , cptsd , mdd , gad , bpd , dpdr , ocd

mental symptoms : psychosis , intrusive thoughts , hallucinations

physical conditions : cervical rib , fractured spine , vasovagal syncope , anorexia

physical symptoms : fainting , insomnia , chronic pain , weight loss

i don't exactly have a dni, but please just be respectful and kind. i'm a sensitive person.

that said, please interact if you are:

𑣲⋆｡˚ jirai kei / ryousangata

𑣲⋆｡˚ japanese / east asian

𑣲⋆｡˚ ctde / ctdr / esu / rsu

𑣲⋆｡˚ rad queer / trans id

𑣲⋆｡˚ yume / pro shipper

𑣲⋆｡˚ mentally / physically ill

𑣲⋆｡˚ anorexic / orthorexic

𑣲⋆｡˚ age regress / dream

𑣲⋆｡˚ shifter / manifester

[sayasoda]

i wrote this a while back, hope it's helpful !

note : i don't use "rcta" anymore, but when i wrote this i wasn't aware of the term's origin.

[sayasoda]

TW // GROOMING

i cannot make this DM up 💀

bro didnt even try to groom he js rushed in 😭😭

[sayasoda]

it's funny when anti-transracial people will support transgenderism, because they use the EXACT same rhetoric to claim that we're invalid.

"you can't change your genetics" -> what about a trans woman changing her hormones ?

"you don't know what they experience" -> what about a trans man who didn't have a girl childhood?

"you can't change your identity" -> what about a nonbinary person who changed theirs?

it's just silly because you can clearly see how transphobia is ingrained in their psyche. they only accept transgender people because it's been grilled into their brains by social media, but the second you ask them to explain it, they won't be able to.

so don't depend on those uneducated people for your sense of identity and validation. being transracial is just as valid as being transgender!

[sayasoda]

i feel like transid people have been the smartest and sharpest people i've met. because you have to do some deep reflection to realize that the shame society builds around identity is invented and shoved down our throats. it's so revolutionary and inspiring that we can break away from it.

[sayasoda]

for people who are perma-age, do you ever think there's a way you could physically become that? like, i guess i'm asking if there's anyone who's shifting to a reality where they're permanently that age, or something similar

[sayasoda]

does anyone wanna be moots on twitter ? im meropaws there ^^ but i mostly post shed there, not radq

[sayasoda]

i made a neopolitan computer wallpaper ^^

[sayasoda]

i'm confused on why lots of yume shippers have proship dni in their bio. isn't yume inherently pro/gray ship ? / genq

[sayasoda]

does anyone know resources to learn about f/o, yume, and riako ? i've heard those terms sm but i don't understand them

[cis-dead]

does any1 hav any trans - baby speak tips ? i feel liek mai typing quirk is okai as of right now ,, but i sorta wanna transition 02 havin a higher pitched / " cuter " voice irl . . . ^_^ 💧

[sayasoda]

hii ur replies are off but maybe u can just practice talking with a higher pitched voice, and maybe kinda nasally / cutesy ? like ik ano chan does that. and u cld just use cuter words like "mhm" for ok and "nuh uh" for no

[sayasoda]

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𓂃 地雷系 ♡ 量産型 ⟢

𓂃 病み ♡ 夢可愛い ⟢

𓂃 ピンク × 白 × 黒 ⟢


i'll also put it in the comments !