Untangle Me.

30 | Been here since 2011 🤣

[sayheyjnelll]

Just trying to find my old deep thoughts and memories

[sayheyjnelll]

IM SO PROUD OF MYSELFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

Ive been learning how to trade options since February and have been losing confidence from not getting a good consistency on my trades. Trying to figure out my strategy is hard since it looks like other strategies work for other people. So a lot of the time I’m trying to make it work for me too 😭😭

But.. I’ve been relearning ICC and instead of trying to force day trading on myself, I tried out swing trading…

And may I say…

I bought 1 contract for $SPY to test my strategy and closed out on a $400 win 🥹

MY FIRST BIG TRADE WITH ONLY 1 CONTRACT HEHEHEHHEEHHEE!!!

Wow I feel ecstatic!! Lets keep it going and keep it consistent baby

Can you imagine if I had bought 4 contracts?? Man! Slowly but surely growing my account :) and learning to trust myself again

[sayheyjnelll]

Waaahhh im terrified

[sayheyjnelll]

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[sayheyjnelll]

Day 1

[greaterland]

[sayheyjnelll]

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😋

[imperhius]

[sayheyjnelll]

What do I really want?

Am i okay to continue to settle for someone who makes me go 50/50 on everything.. am I okay with someone who has little to no time to make time with me? To make the effort to come see me..

Right now I feel good just being alone. Figuring out who I am, now that my friends all seem to view me as someone who’s not a good person.

I believe there’s still good in me. I am good.

[sayheyjnelll]

I may feel more lost than i did before

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[nothingspecialjustasoul]

God, please don't be too hard on me. I don't have any shoulders to cry on. I'm doing this alone.

[thealfaguy]

I guess sex is pointless if you can't have a dope conversation afterwards while laying naked and eating snacks

[warmfable]