Sayori Chu

I'm not sure I really want people to follow me. I'm just venting here.

[sayorichu]

Kakegurui - Yumeko Jabami Cosplay

Cosplayer: “Self” Sayori Chu www.facebook.com/SayoriChu/ Photographer: Alive Alf Photography www.facebook.com/AliveAlfPhotography/

This photoshoot was done during Fanime 2018 at Westin Hotel Lobby. It was my first time shooting with Alf and he is great at directing! 

The cosplay was made by me and there was A LOT of mistakes that happened along the process. And so there was a lot of counter sewing to fix my mistakes haha. But this is the best way I learn from cosplay, are from my mistakes. When I physically make a mistake and I can see it and feel it, thats when it processes in my mind for what NOT to do next time :D I try not to get too frustrated when I make mistakes because it hurts my work. So I try to look at the bumps in the road as grinding... to gain EXP? I guess haha  Okay BYE!

[sayorichu]

More attempts with @c2ndy2c1d #kevedd 😬

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@c2ndy2c1d I really want to try to animate your work >< #kevedd

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@sayorichu I would so voice act for DD if it was animated ;u; @c2ndy2c1d

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#harleyquinn #cosplay

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These cute little guys are gonna make me really soft xP #panda

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I want to cosplay #shiva so bad I'm in love with her new design for Dissidia 😭

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@dbh 😜

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I tired to make myself purdie #makeup

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Kid Robot Toy Drive!!!

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@c2ndy2c1d I really want to try to animate your work >< #kevedd

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[sayorichu]

My fears

Having Parkinson’s Getting frostbite Going blind Having cancer Having a loved one with cancer Getting Demetria Being an unfit wife Being an unfit mother Having a child ridiculed for being disable ( I will love my child no matter what) Outliving my children Being helpless

[sayorichu]

There is this quote I've seen from Harley Quinn "I've been through the worst So I deserve the best" I need to accept the bad that's happen to me. When I have my relapse, I just need to let myself go "ow" for a bit and then be a long with my day. I can't get rid of whats happened. I need accept that stupid, I mean really stupid shit that occured. Dwelling in someone else incapability to accept you and understand you is futile because I wasn't in the wrong for some else's inferior ego and stubborness. Only my own, and I've realized what I've done wrong. Its easier for me because I'm someone who has made a lot of mistake. In fact just being one. BUT FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO BLIND TO CANT SEE WHAT AWESOME I AM! You know Harley Quinn is a beloved Character. But she is flawed. I can relate to Harley and can allow myelf to be devoted to love, and do what she can for her Mister Jay. Thats not a bad thing, if set said Mister Jay can appreciate and cherish Harley. But for me, I will have to DRAW my line if my Mister Jay can not. What I want more than anything, is to be able to allow myself to be a vulnerable women, not to worry and have it be okay. But at this point in my life I can't allow myself that luxury.

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[sayorichu]

Mehh

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