So very tired of seeing people freak out over basic labels for someone's past as if it's trying to dictate the present...
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So very tired of seeing people freak out over basic labels for someone's past as if it's trying to dictate the present...
Saying you were treated like a child in the past doesn't mean I'm calling you a child now.
So it's turning over into May and unemployment is running pretty short... last check will be early to mid-June.
Unfortunately not much luck with employment, I started a disability application but that'll take much more time than I have.
I put off asking for general financial help like this until now because I wanted to limit getting money from people that I end up not needing if I get a job... but at this point the odds feel low and it feels irresponsible to wait longer...
I'd put up a gofundme if they didn't take a stiff percentage of whatever money was sent...
If any of y'all have spare money to help me out, I've got Facebook, Venmo (@sbailem), and CashApp ($ShiriBailem). I'll try to hold on to money until I need it so if I get a job soon I can return what I end up not needing.
Woo! Surgery scheduled for mid June!
I'll finally be able to breath properly for the first fucking time in my life!
Something I don't think people understand well that I feel like needs to be shared around: human logistics is important.
(Topics and language used limited to be less likely to be banned on corporate platforms, especially since I shared this on facebook)
This is the answer to basically every "Why aren't we doing anything?" topic.
If it requires people in groups, especially large groups, to do something then it runs into human logistics.
People are a chaotic bunch and lives are complicated, we do a lot of individual things... but if we need to do something together then it runs into complicated lives and chaotic thoughts/feelings.
If you've ever organized a D&D game or even just a board game night, you're well aware how hard it is to get people to coordinate and commit... now imagine if you try to organize this and people drop out, you and everyone involved go to prison and your families suffer...
So while it seems simple that people just need to do this thing together to solve a problem... it won't happen until either the immediate cost of not doing it becomes worse than failure or until a leader emerges that addresses the problems keeping people from joining and coordinates the group to act in unison.
The reason why the "You just need to solve this by voting!" crowd is in the wrong is because success there means organizing far far more people than any other means of fixing things. And there's already another organization leading that charge... poorly, so you've got to organize and lead so well that you drown out the multi-billion dollar political machine that's biggest interest is in shutting you down...
...and again, failure means things get worse. (See "Spoiled Election" if you want to learn more about this specific case)
And all of this is just the "lives are complicated" side of things, the "people are chaotic" side is also a hurdle. So many people agree something needs to be done, but if everyone insists it must be done a different way then it's not going to get done (ie. you get enough people to show up to your game night, but you fail because everyone spends the entire time arguing over what game to play)
So the takeaway of this is two things: 1) you're not going insane, you're just unfamiliar with human logistics and the ideas you've been taught have been carefully sanitized to erase the logistics so you're less able to repeat them (great example see Rosa Parks and the Montgomery Bus Boycott and how many of us were taught about the protest groups organizing carpools so people could still fulfill necessities while boycotting) 2) if you're charismatic you can start organizing efforts, you may not lead the big effort but you can get things started and you're critical to stopping the infighting by keeping everyone on the goal.
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#Antifa #Leftist #Rebellion #CollectiveAction #Protest #Election #Vote #LuigiMangione #Resist
So after being told I probably have Central Sensitization Syndrome I've been off and on diving into learning more...
Finally sat down and properly learned wtf "malaise" (in particular Post Exertional Malaise) is and now I'm sitting with the classic "Oh, that's a thing" feeling. Oh, and it can be triggered by just having too much feelings sometimes?!
Ugh... at least I've got something that fits going forward so I can start contextualizing this shit... but oof
God damn, the job scammers have gotten atrociously bad... I'm getting multiple a day.
Context: these are people who use fake job postings for identity theft and sometimes for laundering illegal purchases.
How to spot them:
No job should be contacting you from a free email address unless it's a very small and non-tech related business.
They apparently love to use Microsoft Teams currently
The email doesn't name a company
The email address doesn't match the company name in the signature
They try to push you to continue the conversation outside of email (they do this in cases where they're spoofing emails so can't receive replies)
The email address isn't actually to you, but instead to a free account (this is them taking advantage of people's tendency to use reply-all, so they can get a reply while making it look like the email is coming from someone else)
They're talking about multiple unrelated positions, often paying higher than the norm
They're holding interviews today and you need to respond immediately if you don't want to miss out!
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Being suggested by Youtube a new SCP short released 6 days ago named "There is no antimemetics division" (things that make you forget) certain you watched a series by the same name a while back... finding the whole thing eerily familiar as you watch it.... it really gets you in the creepy mood of the content.
As far as why I got this experience. First I have time blindness (I can't remember very well how far back something happened) and memory issues (I can remember the plot and some key elements, but it's not very vivid).
Turns out both were doing the same scene from the same book, which is why it was so eerily familiar.
As far as the shorts themselves... the new one looks like it's got more of a budget and a more professional team... but the old one did so much better with the pacing imo and that makes a world of difference.
Old one from a year ago (there's 4 episodes, but the scene is literally half of episode one): https://youtu.be/w-IiVeGAydE?si=BFqD6uuMpPqaOrlR
New one: https://youtu.be/3v8AsTHfAG0?si=ekOrirpodaAd0j8p
#SCP #ThereIsNoAntimemeticsDivision
There are those who punch Nazis because it's the only way to keep the community safe (Paradox of Tolerance) and there are those who punch Nazis because they want to hurt people and found they get celebrated when their victim is a Nazi.
The latter group is not an ally.
When we run out of Nazis the former group celebrates. The latter group either starts a witch hunt or finds new victims.
You can tell the difference when ableism and body shaming show up in leftist spaces: someone mocks a fascist in a way that hurts others. The former group condemns it, the latter calls the former fascists for calling it out.
#Leftist #PunchNazis #PunchFascists
That feels like my life in a nutshell lol
💬 0 🔁 13 ❤️ 35 · Woof what a year [Posted Jan 31st] Textpost credit @commonzinnia
For people using GPG, I've updated my key for the year.
https://keys.openpgp.org/vks/v1/by-fingerprint/0ED0F3CC162F4E8AF7535D35124D948CDE55525F
If I knew people on here using my old key I'd provide a signed statement, but I'm pretty sure none of y'all have it from last time...
Also once again, I've got a guide for using GPG in Android to make things easier for everyone: https://foggyminds.com/extra/OpenKeyChainGuideV1.pdf
Random idea for a D&D or similar "cursed" item:
The Ring of Curse-Bane A simple ring with the inscription "I cannot free you, but I hope to spare others"
The ring is magic, but otherwise inert on it's own. However, when the wearer also is subject to another cursed item, this ring forces them to make a save to be able to part with a cursed item even momentarily (this is in addition to the typical check a cursed item usually forces). It makes the wearer more blatantly obsessed with any cursed items they carry as well.
If the wearer dies while subject to a curse, their body rises as an undead with the sole purpose of protecting the cursed item from being taken.
I imagine it being originally created by a magical prodigy who encountered a curse but didn't have access to the means to break it... so made an item that basically amplifies and feeds on a cursed item's power to prevent the curse from being passed to anyone else.
The increased obsession can be helpful potentially as it makes it much more obvious if you've been cursed, and if you can't be freed from it then it at least makes it less likely the curse will affect anyone else.
Random fiction world building idea:
Playing off the concept of "What if dragons aren't greedy but instead there's a benefit to them to make a nest out of gold?"
A world where dragons sleep on gold coins because it is a soft metal (coins because chips slide around and maybe help with molting?).
Easy start, but adding more to it: what if because of their bodyheat, weight, firebreathing, and scales they grind down and compress the gold as time passes. But then it becomes less comfortable, kinda like an old pillow that becomes flat.
What if they happily exchange chunks of this compressed gold for new gold coins?
So I'm imagining a world in which people get compressed gold from dragons and carve it into coins and distribute it. But then as the coins get handed around over time, they start to wear and resoften, and when too soft they get exchanged at the dragon horde again for a new compressed coin.
Economy as an ecosystem!
(Also Dragons obviously hate the 1% because they horde the gold without any real need, like if someone was causing a pillow shortage out of greed)
each new year after 2020 has felt like a beat before the latin chanting intensifies and a new boss health bar appears
So... I should make some updates...
I managed to fuck up my back sometime on Saturday, spent Sunday with excruciating pain anytime I tried turn, even if it was just rolling over in bed.
It was bad enough that I took my once yearly aspirin (for those who don't know: any pain medication basically works once per year, but it works really well that one time).
Just as that was settling down this morning (it still hurts like hell, but I can now stand for a few seconds before it becomes agony...), my vertigo came back! ... I really can't win can I?
Primarily used my powerchair to even get around my apartment the past couple of days, and that's pretty extreme given how tiny the place is.
For broader strokes, mixed with a little recap: Still looking for work, though the market is crap. I can't do physical labor, I can't do sales, and I don't have much in the way of credentials for anything. Plus this is one of the worst times of year to be looking, though it should be picking back up in January.
Thanks to the move to Washington, losing employment didn't mean also losing healthcare. While they haven't been able to do much about it other than calm my nerves, I've been able to see doctors as shit goes haywire in my body. (I've got some medication, the motion sickness pills help with how much the vertigo amplifies my car sickness, but otherwise not much but wait and rest)
My physical pain has not been handling the weather well even before all of this. I'm very very grateful I ordered that powerchair when I did, because it's the one thing keeping me at all functional.
I didn't realize it when I picked this place, but turns out the landlord of this apartment tower is actually a non-profit partially kicked off by the city of Seattle to provide low-income housing. One of the perks of this is that I got contacted by a resident advisor who's job is to help me get things sorted out.
Right away she got me set up to have my power bill slashed in half (unfortunately only applies to the next bill, but still that's a big help). She also got me set up on the low income bus pass, literally slashing the price to a third.
Tomorrow I've got an appointment with her to help me actually make an appointment with a primary care provider (always a struggle for me between executive dysfunction and mild phone anxiety).
I've still got to go do an interview for food stamps, but barring health blocking me further I plan to do that this week.
Oh, and slowly making friends. There's hope on the horizon for a social life.
You ever found yourself trying to do something really simple, like show a username on a web page, but you can't because there's too much "architecture"? This...
This song is too real https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p03oO_7sCaY
learned a great new quote, someone made a companion to Arthur C Clarke's "Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic"
"Any sufficiently familiar technology is indistinguishable from nature" - Virginia Postrel
That feeling when you're depressed and hurting then you find out your family installed guardrails on your pit of despair