everybody's got a dark side

"Show me a hero and I'll write you a tragedy." -F. Scott Fitzgerald My name is Sebastian Smythe. I'm a Chaser for the Slytherin Quidditch team and I'm a 6th year. I have a pet snake named Lord Silver (if you laugh, I'll hex you) and an owl named Fitz. I enjoy working out, spending time in Paris, reading, writing, hanging out with my friends and my super cute boyfriend, and avoiding cold weather at all costs. My last name shouldn't mean anything to you, and before you judge me, get to know me. I might surprise you. I've been known to do that. If you have questions, shoot me an ask. Now scram. Dating Lorcan Scamander (Who's Cute and Stuff)

[sbastianz]

SEBASTIAN'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT | DAY 031

TODAY'S THEME: SEX AND ROMANCE

What is their sexual orientation? Do they ever question it?

Sebastian is gay. 100% gay. He never even questioned it as a child. He just was what he was and that was it. He was always in to boys, and that was the end of that thought process. He didn't really know how else to think about it, and he also didn't understand how someone was unable to fully be themselves.

When did they lose their virginity? Who to? Where? What was it like?

Sebastian was 15, almost 16, when he lost his virginity. It was the summer before 5th year and him and Hunter were spending the holiday in Paris, per usual. This summer was different, because Sebastian had matured and he looked a lot older. And because he was already such a flirtatious little git, boys took notice of him. Boys, men, about everyone who was attracted to him. And Sebastian loved the attention.

He met a boy at a club. His name was Peter, and Sebastian was instantly hooked. Peter was 19, so Sebastian said he was 17 and Peter believed him. The two boys danced all night, and Sebastian really wanted to kiss him, so Peter took Sebastian back to his flat. Hunter was sure that Sebastian would be a tease, as per usual, so he didn't even try to stop the other boy. However, Peter felt different and as soon as they kissed up against the wall of Peter's flat, Sebastian knew that they were going to have sex. 

And they did. Completely consensual, amazing sex. And Sebastian loved it. He knew he'd do it many, many times after that, and he wasn't sure how he had given something like that up for so long. Sex was awesome, and he couldn't wait to tell Hunter about his new boyfriend. Peter had different ideas for them, though. He used Sebastian for sex and made empty promises to keep him around. When Sebastian finally discovered what was going on, he ended things immediately and vowed to never be in a relationship again. That lasted about a year before he met Blaine.

What is their favorite sexual fantasy?

Sebastian has a lot of sexual fantasies. He's a sexual guy, and he thinks about sex often. His favorite one has to be sex outside. He's only done it a few times, but exhibitionism really gets Sebastian going.

[sbastianz]

SEBASTIAN'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT | DAY 030

TODAY'S THEME: HORCRUXES

If your character was going to make a Horcrux, what item would they choose to make it out of?

[goldenraven-quinn]

My mother has been feeding us so much over the break, I swear I've gained at least ten pounds.

[goldenraven-quinn]

Thank you for the input, Smythe. 

[sbastianz]

No problem, St. James.

[evansthorne]

So, I just got in today. I’m surprised I didn’t barf on the way to my room because of how stuffed I was from the meal mum made before I left, also because of all the chocolate I ate on the ride here. Whatevs. What’d I miss?

[sbastianz]

What did you miss? Is this a serious question?

[goldenraven-quinn]

My mother has been feeding us so much over the break, I swear I've gained at least ten pounds.

Even Fiyero has put on a little weight. I’m looking forward to going back on my diet without any guilt.

[sbastianz]

Somehow I don't think you'll be a very good-looking obese man, St. James.

[badgerpierce]

I don’t understand how Lord Tubbington always manages to throw his sweaters away      Luckily I have loads of time to knit him new ones. But enough about the mystery of the missing sweaters, what else is happening?

[badgerpierce]

[sbastianz]

Hey, Britt, how are you? Happy to be back at the castle?

[arose-amongthorns-deactivated20]

Belated New Years Resolution Time!

It has recently come to my attention that my daily food consumption is that of a baby elephant, with this in mind I’ve decided to engage in something called ‘healthy eating’…Horrifying, I know. Gone are the days when pizza was enjoyed for breakfast, lunch and dinner - Instead I shall cleanse my insides with a nutritious salad. Who’s with me?

[sbastianz]

You really should have already been doing that.

[aquaevans]

Bags all packed. Blanket fort with the siblings is ready. Pepper snoozing in her cage

Ready to hopefully get an okay night’s sleep.  Big day tomorrow.

[sbastianz]

How've you been holding up, mate?

[slytherchelarchive]

Obviously taking the wards off my room earlier today was the worst idea I’ve ever had. Dad and Daddy refused to leave me alone for most of the day, going on and on about grief. They even gave me a pamphlet on the five stages of grief. Thankfully they’ve decided it’s time for bed and have let me alone for the night.

If anyone asks me how I am, I will be forced to show exactly why I was placed in Slytherin.

[sbastianz]

I hope you're okay, Berry. I'll make sure to leave you alone.

[portiaontheair]

Well...

2023 could have certainly started better, but I guess we have to deal with it, sadly. I’m actually kind of glad break is ending. It’ll be nice to be around everyone again.

[sbastianz]

Usually I would disagree with this, but this time I'm going to have to agree. Having people around will make everyone feel a bit better, I think.

[sbastianz]

SEBASTIAN'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT | DAY 029

TODAY'S THEME: FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Who is their closest friend, and why? What do they like to do with this person?

Sebastian's best friends are Hunter Clarington and Bree Jordan. While Hunter is probably his best friend because he's his oldest friend, Bree deserves to be mentioned because of how close they are. With Hunter, Sebastian does literally anything. They're close friends for a reason, and Sebastian loves just spending time with his best friend and talking. Bree, on the other hand, likes to drink with Sebastian (not that Hunter doesn't) and they gossip. They're like the head bitches of Slytherin House, and they know it.

Do they have any rivals? Who and why?

Sebastian does have rivals. Scorpius is definitely his biggest rival, and he has been since they were 11. They've always competed for the same things, and for that Sebastian is resentful. He knows they'll never be able to be close friends, but he hopes that they can at least kind of be friends one day. Sebastian's other rivals include everyone who has ever tried to compete with him.

Have they ever been betrayed? By who, and how did it affect them?

Sebastian doesn't like to talk about when he lost his virginity, and he certainly doesn't like to talk about the boy he lost it to. Actually, man would be a better word for this. But Sebastian felt betrayed in that moment.

[sbastianz]

SEBASTIAN'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT | DAY 028

TODAY'S THEME: DEATHLY HALLOWS

If your character could have their choice of the Deathly Hallows, what would they choose and why?

Sebastian doesn't trust people easily, but the people that he does trust are the ones he doesn't let go of. That being said, Sebastian would choose the Resurrection Stone. He has actually thought about this multiple times, and each time he thinks about it, this is his final choice. The reasoning behind it is simple: if couldn't protect someone he loved, he could just bring them back to life.

Sebastian knows there is consequences to using the Resurrection Stone, but he's not one to pay attention to "petty" things like consequences.

[karathelastairbender]

This feels...Weird.

[karathelastairbender]

You will be surprised by my enthusiasm. I think everyone is expecting everyone else to be sluggish and sad and… I just want to be around friends. See that they are safe. How are you doing? I know you and Kurt weren’t… Close. At least I don’t think so. But still…

[sbastianz]

Me too. I miss Hunter and Bree and being back at the castle will give everyone something to focus on. Seeing everyone and stuff. No, we hated each other. Somehow that makes it worse.

[karathelastairbender]

This feels...Weird.

[karathelastairbender]

Well I would assume that’s how that goes. I mean, in movies, the guy friend picks up the girl friend and spins her round in a circle so I believe that’s a thing. 

[sbastianz]

Alright, then spin hug it is. I'll practice my surprised face.

[karathelastairbender]

This feels...Weird.

[karathelastairbender]

I’m going to give you a really big hug when I see you tomorrow. I expect to be spun. 

[sbastianz]

Should I pick you up, too?

[karathelastairbender]

This feels...Weird.

Well, let’s just say that I’m usually very enthusiastic to go back and get back to studying but for the first time in my years at Hogwarts, I’m not looking forward to it.

[sbastianz]

I can't wait to see you, though. Even if everyone's going to be all gloomy and weird.

[sbastianz]

PM || Lorcbastian

Lorcan: Oh, okay. We'll save it for a later date then but I do too :) I'm glad you didn't lie, Sebby.

Seb: You're not mad? And you do?