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I'm pretty happy

The other day I sat in my bed and just thought about life for a bit, i reaized that i'm actually satisfied about where i am curretly at.

It might be only because I have someone who supports me and can share my life with me; maybe it is simply that but anyhow I feel fulfilled.

love you always - bestie k

recap✨

hi my dear, some days ago i wrote a post on here while i was about to cry on the library steps.

that post didn't get saved and now i can say i'm really happy about it. so much has changed in just a few days. as you know i'm on a break with massimo and that falls on the number of breaks asked when one doesn't know how to break up with someone. i feel like that is the best thing for me and i already feel like a burden was taken off my shoulders. i feel light and serene and this is a feeling i don't want to give up ever again.

in a couple of days i will be at home and i can't wait to see all those who make me happy, especially you my love. i can't wait to spend some so well deserved good nights with you guys.

good night love, miss u so much

-bestie a

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for you <3

Vacation

so what happened? Well i went for 2 days straight to the beach with ok weather and tbh got pretty bored. The rest of the days i went to the pool , went for a walk or simply relaxed inside the house .

Only problem , my abuela , she is a bit of a pain in the ass , she’d be looking for something and 2 seconds later she tells you , she can’t find it when it’s right there and didn’t even look for it properly. Basically she wants a maid to do everything for her.

I saw a pregnant cat which followed me all the way home , I felt so bad leaving it there :(

oh and i got drunk on the last night there . I was fine until after 2 cocktails i decided to throw in 2 glasses of red wine and a beer that got fucked up so i called the famous guy and we talked a bit , he was very nice , a bit freaky but nice , he helped me snap out and actually kissed the camera for me like <3 cute .

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for you <3

Vacation

so what happened? Well i went for 2 days straight to the beach with ok weather and tbh got pretty bored. The rest of the days i went to the pool , went for a walk or simply relaxed inside the house .

Only problem , my abuela , she is a bit of a pain in the ass , she’d be looking for something and 2 seconds later she tells you , she can’t find it when it’s right there and didn’t even look for it properly. Basically she wants a maid to do everything for her.

I saw a pregnant cat which followed me all the way home , I felt so bad leaving it there :(

oh and i got drunk on the last night there . I was fine until after 2 cocktails i decided to throw in 2 glasses of red wine and a beer that got fucked up so i called the famous guy and we talked a bit , he was very nice , a bit freaky but nice , he helped me snap out and actually kissed the camera for me like <3 cute .

-bestie k

lascia perdere sta merda non riesco mai a capire perché lo faccio

ok

ok ma con ✨

Voting ended onSep 23, 2024

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first two weeks of uni

hi my dear, how are you doing? i must say i miss you very much and can't wait to see you again.

i have met some people (7 girls which is a lot for me). i was really scared coming here but it really is the coolest experience of my life. i really love it.

next weekend massimo will be coming here and i'm really excited for him to see this new world of mine.

love u always

-bestie a

for u honey

bestie a

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NEW SLEEPING ADJUSTMENTS

I keep getting nightmares so i fucking wake up in the middle of the night , yesterday i went to my shrink and told about my paranoia so he said that was from childhood trauma , the tattoo i got inadvertently became true .

Dyed my hair and i’ll probably start packing soon but yk i can still procrastinate a bit.

Btw almost cried in front of my shrink , not the best look to be honest.

-bestie k

Should i up the meds

yes

no

Voting ended onSep 5, 2024

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honey please don't up them without talking to the doc, don't do bullshit honey u don't deserve it. if u need help getting the moyivation u can call me whenever love

NEW SLEEPING ADJUSTMENTS

I keep getting nightmares so i fucking wake up in the middle of the night , yesterday i went to my shrink and told about my paranoia so he said that was from childhood trauma , the tattoo i got inadvertently became true .

Dyed my hair and i’ll probably start packing soon but yk i can still procrastinate a bit.

Btw almost cried in front of my shrink , not the best look to be honest.

-bestie k

Should i up the meds

yes

no

Voting ended onSep 5, 2024

new house adjustments

moved in yesterday, i met one of my roomates and she's lovely, we spoke all day.

i also found out that the train ride is far too expensive and i'll have to take the bus to come back home and that gives me so much anxiety.

i spoke about it with massimo and his response was "i'll ay for your ticket" even tho i have told him that i hate that and how that makes me feel. he said thet he could do it even tho i don't want him to and that made me really pissed cause i feel like he doesn't want to understand. now he's sad cause i told him repeadetely no and that i'll be mad if he did so.

i know he wanted to help but he really doesn't seem to understand how that makes me feel.

bestie a

with my dad painting stuff , i’m dressed too well for this shit and afterwards i’ll see the “infamous” guy for like 2 hours , i guess i’ll go buy a pack of cigs.

-bestie k