anyone else just woke up one day and realized that our time on this earth is limited and that they really really really want to live despite every bad thing that happens and proceeded to have a break down or is it just me
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anyone else just woke up one day and realized that our time on this earth is limited and that they really really really want to live despite every bad thing that happens and proceeded to have a break down or is it just me
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this is a sign to stop self deprecating so much. like that shit causes so much damage to ur well being.
im serious btw. i know first hand that once u start going down that road its so hard to stop. its so hard to stop the negative self talk and self pitying especially when youāve been doing it for a long time. feeling bad abt urself all the time and insulting yourself doesnt do anyone any good, it just makes you feel worse in the long run. quite frankly self deprecation is one of the worst things u can do to urself. no one should feel burdened by their existence. you deserve better.
subtle intimacy is so soft. knowing someoneās routine and slowly becoming a part of it. memorising favourite teas and soups and drink orders. good morning and good night texts and messy paragraphs of love written half asleep. nicknames only you know. just small things that say ālook how dear you are to me.ā
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Friendly reminder that 1200 calories is the recommended amount for a 5 year old
this hit me.
another fact is that 500 calories isnāt even enough for a new born.
why did I go so long convinced that going over 500 in a day was the end of the world?
Another friendly reminder that the United States used 1,000 calorie diets as torture for political prisoners and justified it using the diet industry.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/04/17/bush-torture-memos-commer_n_188190.html
In a footnote to a May 10, 2005, memorandum from the Office of Legal Council, the Bush attorney generalās office argued that restricting the caloric intake of terrorist suspects to 1000 calories a day was medically safe because people in the United States were dieting along those lines voluntarily.
āWhile detainees subject to dietary manipulation are obviously situated differently from individuals who voluntarily engage in commercial weight-loss programs, we note that widely available commercial weight-loss programs in the United States employ diets of 1000 kcal/day for sustain periods of weeks or longer without requiring medical supervision,ā read the footnote. āWhile we do not equate commercial weight loss programs and this interrogation technique, the fact that these calorie levels are used in the weight-loss programs, in our view, is instructive in evaluating the medical safety of the interrogation technique.ā
Another another friendly reminder that the Minnesota Starvation Experiment subjected adult men who were VOLUNTEERS to 1,560 calorie diets and the psychological effects were so profound that one volunteer cut three of his own fingers off and could not remember why.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minnesota_Starvation_Experiment
These men were volunteersĀ who knew exactly what they would be going through and when it would end, and who believed they were doing it for a good and moral reason (the research was used to help rehabilitate victims of starvation and famine at the end of WWII).
And these are the things we are expected to engage in FOREVER to stay at aĀ āhealthyā weight.
Reading about the Minnesota Starvation experiment was my wake-up call. Ā It was what kicked me out of my eating disorder. Ā The guy missing three fingers, whatever his name was, he was the last straw for me.
Scared me so fucking bad I stopped restricting my food that day, and never went back to it.
Just bringinā this back around like I sometimes do.
Wow. This really hit me hard.
EAT
Fun factā calorie restriction exacerbates symptoms of pretty much *every* mental illness.
Anorexia has ~16% mortality rate, slightly higher than acted upon suicidal ideation. Itās more lethal than actively trying to kill oneself and this is why.
Remember that ācaloriesā are a measure of the āenergyā you get from food and not specifically a measure of fat or sugar or any one thing. A single calorie is the amount of heat it takes to warm water by one degree Celsius. Using it as a measure of a āhealthy dietā is batshit gibberish.
More reading https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minnesota_Starvation_Experiment
https://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-25782294
This article poses a response to one argument supporting the force feeding of political prisoners. This argument assumes that prisoners have
Friendly reminder that a 2,000 calorie daily recommendation was taken by averaging self reports (which are notoriously unreliable) and then rounding down by several hundred calories. Also what @bogleech says above is technically true, but not accurate. As in, a calorie was established as how much heat it takes to raise water by one degree, but humans arenāt just vats of water. You can heat literally anything, but not everything has calories. Heating a brick of gold could produce results in this controlled system, but my body cannot convert gold to energy. How much of what is in a Snickerās bar for example is non-nutritive additives? And if, for example, Iām missing a foot of intestine, it might take a lot more calories for me to obtain the same amount of energy. Calories arenāt a measurement of energy, not one that can be reliably and accurately applied across all foods and for all bodies. The only thing they measure is the amount of energy it takes to raise the temperature of one liter of water by one degree celsius.
Reblogging because I hadnāt the time to elaborate before and now thereās more sources on this too
adulthood is just telling yourself āand after iāve done THAT i can finally relaxā with increasing desperation
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