Definition of Insanity

Vaas Montenegro Rp & Ask blog - Highly selective- 18+ only - written by st!tches

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                Take me into your heart. Accept me as your savior.

           Nail me to  the fucking cross and

                             let me be REBORN!

                         Vaas Montenegro Semi Selective RP and Ask Blog

              Oc and Canon Friendly

                       Ask is always open to curious tourists

                          Ask . About . Rules . Verses . Submits .

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"Hello Mother fuckers and Hermanas, welcome to my mother fucking tiktok! Today we have a special for you, my dear friend Carlos who wanted to play in the sand" Vaas talks loudly to the camera, moving it to show a head in the sand as he chuckled. Stomping his boots as the so called 'Carlos' shook his head. A desperate failed attempt at trying to get away.

"Ladies and fuckers! I present to you the newest trend on the internet!" At this moment, Vaas pulled out a scorpion. "Rook Island Mukbang!"

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Returning back from a very long overdue Hiatus

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Well shit this blog is still kinda going.

Also I see the far cry fandom is literally dead.

Like a sinking ship. Even after far cry 6 came out huh?

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// Hello to all my followers. On this blog and on my other blogs as I will be reposting this to my other blogs to keep followers updated on things.

Firstly this will be long so let me cut it here and add a quick sum behind it before going full on vent mode.

In short: I have been struggling with work and today finally hit hard and my depression has hit an all new low once more so I am making this one of my final posts and I’m debating on making just one simple main blog thats all about art and what not..idk just yet.

Ok now for the vent part.

I have hit an all new low and I did see this coming but I was trying my best to manage things and prevent it from getting to this point but unfortunately other people who had to power to prevent it have done nothing but sit by and watch the train wreck or literally enable it.

So here it goes.

Starting off with things from the start. I realized last night that I no longer have any form of emotions of affection. At least not towards men. I spent time with a friend who was probably my biggest regret and he had everything that I normally would find amazing and great and be the one oogling over them but instead I found I had no attraction, no interest what so ever. I felt a little bad for him because he seemed to want to develop a relationship but I had to be honest with him and told him it was just good to be friends and chat and catch up from time to time.

Thats where I think most of this has kind of started because I realized last night that I probably don’t have a soul mate or anyone and if I did that my experience from past relationships has left such a bad taste in my mouth that I nolonger feel anything anymore.

Then there is the situation at work which I have been nothing but professional about and instead of venting I have tried to follow the proper protocols but I’ll put it this way. One girl has started her own little gang group, and yes they are like a gang, that have done nothing but bully my sister and myself. It got to the point that it started to affect my anxiety and depression and when I went to management I found that they were not interested in listening or helping me but rather happy to enable the ones that so obviously enjoy gaslighting everyone they can. 

Today though hit hard. There was a work meeting and in short everyone was told our hours would be getting cut back. I’ve already been given a drafted idea of what my next rostered shifts will be and I will literally be earning less then $1000, thats not enough to live off when we are talking about a fortnightly payment.

Things have just gotten so ridiculous there that I’ve spent hours today just pumping out resume and cover letters to any and all places just so I can make a god damn living.

Usually tumblr has been my comfort place but today when I logged on I realized thats not the case anymore. Theres no activity, theres no one interacting with me to make me feel like I should even bother coming back to roleplaying on here and not just that but...I just feel like tumblr is dead. I dont find myself looking at cute puppy dog pictures and smiling. I just look and see how dead all my blogs have gotten and I guess thats just triggered my depression a little more.

So I made the choice to write this to everyone. This month and last month I discovered myself more then I ever have in a whole entire year and I’m sure there are still things to discover but currently with how I am feeling and how things are looking for my so called ‘bright future’, I’ve realized there is no point in beating a dead horse.

Hence this post. I wanted to let whoever is still here, following these blogs still, that I am going to just disappear for as long as I possibly can. I’ve gotten more into cosplay and I’m enjoying making tiktoks a lot these days but I kind of wish I could still do something fun on tumblr but I know there is no point in that.

This post is also at its peak and its end now.

Thank you to everyone who has been there for me. I wish I could be there for everyone as well but this is the end of the road for me guys. Sorry if I have let anyone down, if I have hurt people or caused drama where not needed. My time on tumblr has ended up rough but I think its time that my journey on here comes to an end. No not life wise. I’ll still be kicking butt and taking name, I just won’t be on tumblr anymore.

At least I don’t think so. There is a chance I may make just one main blog there revolves around the things I love and I’ll probably just reblog stuff or idk something. But I have yet to come to that choice. Currently anyway.

But just thank you for those that did stick around and for the friends I have made and for the bridges I have rebuilt with some amazing people I had hurt in the past.

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RELATIONSHIP BUILDING

Send ⭐️ (or multiple) for a headcanon about our muses. Send ☎ for your muse’s info in my muses phone (name, ringtone, picture, last text received/sent). Send 🎼 for a song that reminds me of our muses. Send 👋 for three things that describe our muses relationship. Send 👂 to overhear my muse talking about yours. Send 👤+ a muse name for my muse’s opinion on that muse (with the other muse/mun’s permission). Send 😍 for my muse to tell yours three things they love about them. Send 💤 for my muse to say something about yours in their sleep. Send 📖 for my muse to read out an entry in their journal/diary about yours. Send ✉ for a written letter from my muse. Send📱for a voicemail my muse left yours. Send 🌀 for my muse’s reaction to getting stuck in a storm with yours. Send 🍺 for my muses drunk reaction around yours. Send 💰 for your muse to ask mine for money. Send ✔️ for a daydream my muse has had about/involving yours. Send 👀 for my muse to compliment yours Send 💋 for how my muse would seduce/flirt with yours. Send  👏 and what your muse will do to fluster mine. Send 😙 for my muse’s reaction to yours being super affectionate. Send 🍵 and my muse will reveal one of their biggest regrets involving yours. Send 😶 and my muse will confess to something they wish they didn’t do that affected your muse.

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This is an open invitation to ask my muse whatever you damned well please.

Inbox is always open and I know someone must hold curiosities.

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I saw a pic of Mando and my gosh I just had to draw Vaas.

WIP obviously. Planning on finishing this one.

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Random Headcanon:

Ya’ll know Vaas has the hots for tall as Ladies cause he wants to climb them like a fucking tree

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// Someone tell me why I have this sudden urge to bring Vaas back:?

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BREAKING BAD┃FAR CRY VILLAINS PARALLEL

TUCO SALAMANCA & VAAS MONTENEGRO

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YESS YESSSS YRSSS

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"You talked about some guy called Hoyt? Whose he? I thought it was your island."

RANDOM ASKS- ALWAYS WELCOME

Leaning back into an old shitty recliner parked on the beach, Vaas snorted and spat phlegm flying from his mouth as if there was a bitter taste from the name its self.

“ Some bastard I fucking owe my life too. Hes like the worlds biggest king fucking pin. So don’t go fucking sniffing around, alright? That fucker will find your weak point and exploit the shit out of you. “

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“ You know what fucking sucks, Internet people? When they fucking put my face and shatter it just to fit two other fucking assholes on there! FUCK!!! “ 

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Far Cry: Rite of Passage Comic Series Announced

Just as the three villains grace the covers of the Far Cry: Rite of Passage issues, their stories will be retold within each chapter. The series features Antón Castillo and his son, Diego, who are both core characters in the upcoming Far Cry 6. Dark Horse said the series begins with Diego turning 13, that being the rite of passage the series’ title alludes to. Antón uses the occasion to impart on Diego “important lessons in leadership” and “cautionary tales he has heard about the undoing of three legendary men.”

The first of three issues of Far Cry: Rite of Passage will be available in comic shops and bookstores starting on May 19, 2021.

Article by Tanner Dedmon