Scaredy Croc

Just on the road

[allconsumingghost]

Would you ever consider doing roleplay again in the future? Your account was really fun

thank u!!! honestly i feel a little traumatised from it, i do want to set up a solo randy blog (post canon (but benson lives) very @scaredcrocodile vibe but with a supernatural/ ghost element) but i just need to let the dust settle a bit! definitely not big group roleplay again good lord

[scaredcrocodile]

its raining again, i think the rainy days are the best but he gets so pent up...

i should ask him for a pet again,, we didnt take the fish last time he just got me high after...

there aren't a lot of animals around though,, it's weird but i saw atleast one stray hanging around..

[scaredcrocodile]

So.. what did happen last night?

last night was quiet,,, i know youre talking about the night before....

everything just got out of hand... it was my fault,, i know how he acts...

it was a challenge I got too snippy then it stopped being fun for a bit... its fine now but i hate depending on him even more than I do,, cant even run correctly and now i cant walk cause of it...

[scaredcrocodile]

How have you been? Everything okay? That town seems so weird.

it is weird,, the doctors at my old town wouldnt even look at me without money first,, i guess that makes them nice though

it's so foggy all the time and there's always cop roadblocks just outside so hard to leave....

besides last night,, im okay.... I miss talking to you guys though :]

[scaredcrocodile]

I had to get check out by the doctors,, didnt have the money but they did it for free,, he says hes sorry and i believe him,, shouldnt have acted like that anyway....

guess he's trying to be nice...even let me keep my phone

saw a friend today... shes in danger isn't she?

[scaredcrocodile]

randy I do fear that you're going to get your ass beat

yeah hes all about committing to things it was stupid

we're gonna get kicked out of this motel soon,, dragged in too much last night...

[scaredcrocodile]

Smells like pennies,, i didnt get far... too scared he'd stop following then I'd be out there with them...

i don't think I've had my hair this short in months... i got mistaken for a girl but... atleast i was a pretty girl..

i cut it myself,, he seems happy with that atleast

[scaredcrocodile]

[scaredcrocodile]

....i just feel worse,,, maybe he was right i don't know if I even like this i look so weird... idont even recognize myself...

i did it while he was out... i feel like he'll be angry,, he told me not to do but.. he always tells me i need to take control so... ill be fine

I only did it halfway anyway... its even better.. not like a full commitment or anything

[scaredcrocodile]

its my hair... i should be able to cut it if i want...right?

[scaredcrocodile]

Finally have a good bed... well, not good... a bed..

think hes given up trying to leave... atleast for now... i like it here..

my hair is so uncomfortable now,, its down my neck... he keeps saying not to cut it because he likes combing it but he also called me Shirley temple's twink cousin...

[scaredcrocodile]

reminded me of those pictures mom had of greece... its easier thinking about everyone now..

im done being mad at him,,, i dont think he cared honestly but hes smiling more now... thats gotta count for something

hes still an asshole.

[scaredcrocodile]

lady in our town owns a lot of plants,,, she keeps telling me to come over for tea,, went just to spite him a little...

its so weird the flies just stay there,, she says its cause the plants have a smell the flies fall in love with,, think that its for them to eat,, could just fly out when they figure it out,, but i guess i shouldnt judge,, someone needs to eat...

[scaredcrocodile]

i dont like fruits as much,,, i like savoury stuff more lately...

could ask him to go hunting,,, when I'm not mad,, ive been here long enough i have to learn how to fish anyway....

[scaredcrocodile]

all beards are itchy,,, its not weird...

he keeps making us explore,,, he wants to leave town but everytime we do its a roadblock,, or cops...

i dont know where we'll go,, maybe another house...

[scaredcrocodile]

I hope everything is going okay. We haven’t heard from you in a while.

sorry, uh, my phone got tossed...

i finally got it to work again,, but the camera is worse :/...

i dont feel sick anymore though!,, they have this tea for new people,, in the town,, it tastes weird, they say its herbs for stuff like sea sickness,, i thought you only got that on boats...

hes also not sick but i dont like him right now so you guys dont get to hear about it until after im not mad

[scaredcrocodile]

she said shes painting the sea...

the salt water doesnt make me sick now,, we still havent really settled though,, the fish smell still makes me sick....