I love saving every memory with you into this tiny camera, those are the most precious treasure for me.
My name is Scarletta, 18↑ years old, a Vietnamese girl, and a small writer for Bungou stray dogs. My only loved one and my only comfort of comforted character are Osamu Dazai.
I mostly write for Bungou stray dogs x fem!reader (especially Dazai x fem!reader) and there will be more stuff about Dazai rather than other characters.
I don't write NSFW here because I can't write smut or sexual content (might contain lime).
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NOTES: Finally, I can continue writing new ideas again. Happy Birthday to Dazai, I wanted to write something for his Birthday since I love him most.
Dazai slowly opened his eyes when he heard a flash sound next to him. In front of his eyes was a woman, she was giggling while holding a camera. And that woman was you, you were smiling and holding a camera when you looked at him. Dazai changed his position and laid down on his belly, he buried his face deep in the pillow and groaned.
“Oh my God, Belladonna~”
He whined and shook his head when you did that again. You put down the camera on the table next to the bed, then jumped on the bed and laid down on his body as you said.
“What’s wrong, sleepyhead?”
Dazai chuckled when he felt your weight on his body as you laid down on his back. He could feel your warm arms were wrapping around his slender body. You hummed and buried your face in his messy hair, feeling his soothing scent on it. Then you noticed he tossed his head aside, leaning his cheek on the pillow as he said.
“Belladonna, you always take photos of me when I am not ready yet. Is that your way to tease me or something, love?”
His dark brown eyes looked at you with a slight sulking light in them. You could see his cheeks were puffing when he stared at you, his arms were wrapping the pillow underneath his head. You moved up to lean your head on his as you said.
“But I love every moments of you, Osamu~”
That was when Dazai giggled and he suddenly turned around making you fall down next to him on the bed. He tackled you down as he stared into your pretty eyes.
“Oh~ so that is why my Belladonna loves taking photos, doesn’t she?”
He leaned down so his face was near to you as he continued his words.
“So, what is your little plant now, Belladonna?”
You were still giggling as you looked at him, but Dazai was showing his face with fake dead seriousness. Just then, he moved his hand down your waist and tickled you. You laughed out loud as his hands moved up and down your waist making you laugh non stop. Your hands placed on his shoulder were shaking with each beat of laughing.
A few minutes later, you were tired of laughing and you said.
“S-Stop, Osamu, please, I will tell you all, haha…”
Dazai stopped tickling you as he looked down to his beautiful Belladonna, he raised his eyebrows for signs for you to answer him the question earlier. You looked at his pretty dark brown eyes as you said.
“I was preparing for your birthday present.”
Dazai was stunned when you said you were preparing his birthday present, his mouth wide open as he looked down at you. Suddenly he lifted you up from the bed and pulled you in a tight hug.
“Oh my, you remember my birthday?”
“Of course, I do.”
You nodded your head and smiled as you were now patting his head gently like a mother who always cared for her children. For a moment later, Dazai let you out and looked at you patiently. If he had a cat’s ears and tail, you might see them wiggle so fast.
“Close your eyes.” You said.
Dazai closed his eyes like you said, he heard you get out of bed, your footsteps echoed in his ears. You were getting somewhere, then the footsteps stopped for a moment, and they were back. Dazai felt you were sitting on the bed now, your hands were touching his, placing something felt like a book in his.
“Open your eyes now.”
Your dedicated voice resounded again, Dazai opened his eyes and saw that it was a small notebook. He tilted his head aside and seemed not to understand what was that, but the moment he opened the book he smiled.
They were actually a memory book with lots of pictures of you and Dazai together. But most of them were Dazai from lots of ordinary moments from sleeping, eating to working, it seemed you never let any moments of him away. After looking at those pictures for a while, he put it down and wrapped his arms around you.
Dazai’s soft lips placed a kiss on your forehead, he looked at you with a smile and said.
“Thank you Belladonna, I really love this present from you…”
synopsis: what does it look like to have a normal daily life at dazai's household? just you coming home to your little family after a long and exhaustion work. this is the life you and dazai had been dreaming of.
warning: none
word count: 1.7k
a/n: here is the part two y'all been wanting for!!! i tried my best to make it wholesome without being si redundant as possible hehehe. i goddamn love dazai being a dad he is, chuuuu.
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song - daylight by taylor swift
this was the moment where you and dazai's child was born...
the sound of your blood curdling screams sends a shiver down his spine as dazai could feel the bones in his hands are going to snap at any moment.
this is the moment the two of you are waiting for. you are going to welcome your bundle of joy in your little family.
you are screaming and crying your eyes out. delivering a new life feels like it was slicing your body in half. the pain was unbearable, especially since this is your first time.
but you had your husband right beside you, holding your hand as he was also taking a step with you towards the new journey of parenthood.
"you're doing good, sweetheart!" dazai made sure to keep you occupied by whispering sweet nothing in your ears.
with a final push, the two of you made it.
(つ≧▽≦)つ
dazai couldn't believe his eyes when he first saw his daughter after being cleaned up and now fully dressed with the clothes he especially picked for his sweet little princess.
"hello, mr. dazai. would you like to hold her?" the nurse who carries his daughter said with a smile.
he nodded immediately as his shaky bondage arms reached for his little baby. the nurse carefully instructed him on how to properly hold a baby.
his heart pang against his chest when he first felt the little weight being pressed on his body. dazai couldn't help but to feel the salt tears pooling his eyes.
the nurse congratulates him one last time before going out of the room to give him some privacy with his first born.
dazai shed a tear. "goodness, you looked so tiny." he whispers. the man couldn't bring himself to tear his gaze away from the bundle of joy.
and when dazai's index finger reached for her tiny hand, the baby instantly clutched around him. dazai literally felt his whole body being electrocuted with overflowing happiness as he continued to cry.
his baby looked so adorable in his arms.
a man who was once a suicidal maniac couldn't believe that this is his life now. he had a beautiful and caring wife who accepts him despite his flaws. and now, he had someone to call his own child. these two people are his greatest blessing in life.
a blessing…
dazai cracked up the softest smile he could offer, gazing lovingly at his daughter. "your mother didn't make a wrong choice to name you, emi." he said as he stared at your sleeping figure.
"welcome to the family, emi, our greatest blessing."
(･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)
as you opened your eyes, you were greeted by the white ceiling. carefully, you move your head to seek for your husband.
and there you saw him, holding the newest family member with a soft smile on his face. you also noticed that his long and slim fingers are playing on her little ones.
a smile broke into your face. this is a view that for sure would be permanent in your memory.
dazai looked into your direction and saw you finally awake. his smiles widen as he gently moves closer to you.
"honey, look! our little emi is here." he excitedly shows you emi who was still sleeping in his arms.
your husband helped you to sit as he also sat beside you, letting you lay your head on his shoulder that gives you better access to your daughter.
"she looks so much like you." dazai whispers while you shake your head at his statement.
"she looked like us, samu. don't just give me the whole credit, you also helped on creating her." you countered, making his chuckles and silently agreeing.
"when i first held her, i could feel myself crying—actually, i was still crying inside. it's just our baby looked so tiny and adorable." he confessed. when you imagine it, you for sure are laughing at how adorable he would look when he's trying not to faint.
"i assume you haven't let go of emi when the nurse gave her to you." you said.
your husband smiled cheekily. "you guessed it right. i just want to carry her all the time."
"wouldn't you get tired, though?"
dazai laughed and planted a kiss on your temple. "nope, our emi-chan is my ball of sunshine that would instantly charge me up whenever i hold her." it was true, dazai could hold her all day and all night. he doesn't care if his arms go stiff, as long as he can feel his little baby, he is complete.
"just look at her hand, sweetheart. it's so tiny!" dazai couldn't help but to squeal a little. it really amazes him how the size difference is evident between them.
you smiled at him as you wander, this view is so wholesome. "samu, where's my phone?" so, you shall take a photo of it as a memory.
"oh here." he handed you the phone.
you position your phone where dazai and emi could see. the love of your life gave his biggest smile, posing on the camera. while emi was just there, sleeping and unaware.
*click!*
you smile to yourself as you make it your wallpaper. dazai peak on your shoulder. "send that pic to me. we need to tell this great news to the agency!"
"no need. they just texted me and said they're on their way." you waved your phone where it shows the conversation you had with yosano.
dazai squinted his eyes when he read the nickname you had for yosano. oh shoot…
"girlfriend?"
"a-ah! before you say anything, i'm not cheating on you." you interrupted him before he could even finish.
"yosano may be hot, but that is just a normal nickname for a girl best friend. she also set my nickname on her phone as my boo!" you continued to justify yourself.
"i know, no need to be so defensive. besides, i'm not even mad." dazai just shrugged it off, making you breathe in relief.
"let me carry emi too." you change the topic to your daughter, who still doesn't care and is unaware for she was just born a while ago. as you were about to hold your daughter, the door of the room opened.
"y/n-chan!" it was ranpo who literally flew towards the bed with kunikuda, kyouka, and atsushi following behind him.
"quiet down your voice, ranpo-san. there is a baby sleeping." kunikida scolded his senpai, but ranpo was far too excited to care. your eyes met with his, and kunikida just offered you a nod in acknowledgement, which you replied with a smile.
"congratulations, y/n."
"thank you, kunikida."
"ouch! aren't you also going to congratulate me, kunikida-kun~?"
"no."
kyouka and atsushi handed dazai a basket full of fruits and chocolates as a gift for your labor. they also squeal at the sight of your baby.
"the baby really resembles the two of you, dazai-san."
"i know, right?! our emi is going to be the bestest baby of all. atsushi-kun, let's make a bet if emi would had a dimple or not!"
"will she also work in the agency someday, ms. y/n?"
"that's up for her if she wants to, kyouka-chan."
while ranpo, he is the third baby in this room. one is emi, two is dazai, and three is him. this is going to be too much to handle. ranpo jumps in the bed to get closer with your daughter who's finally now in your chest.
"can i carry her?! can i?! can i?!"
"i thought you think babies are annoying?"
"a detective can make exceptions, dazai-kun."
"that's right, emi should be an exemption."
"ooh~! look at you, emi. you're so tiny like a bean! now i know why you named her that, y/n-chan."
"of course you knew. you saw me looking through the baby names."
everyone gathered around to see your baby who was nestling on her mama, but you noticed some people are missing.
"where are the others?" you asked them.
"kenji-kun, naomi-chan and tanizaki-kun are on their way here. they said they wouldn't come here without a present to emi-chan." ranpo said as he sneakily stole a chocolate lollipop from the basket to mend his sweet tooth.
"oi! don't steal that candy! you already eat a lot of that!" kunikida notices ranpo as he yanks his hand away from the basket, making ranpo throw fits and tantrums.
you all laughed at his behavior. but in the end, you let him have and he almost hugged you to death due to his happiness and gratitude. thankfully, dazai was there to not let him crush you.
everything went smoothly. they even argue who's going to be the best uncle of emi. but we all know atsushi is going to be the lead of them (canonically).
"the president and yosano are taking care of emi's birth certificate. i asked them to prepare in advance since i'm not very uh…you know, knowledgeable when it comes to that stuff." dazai whispers to you, kind of feeling ashamed.
"you know how to forge documents but don't know how to file your daughter's birth certificate?" you jokingly said.
dazai pouts. "i am willing to figure it out on my own. but the president said i should handle it higher up—like him, for some reasons. anyways, i'm still thankful to them, i got more time with emi."
you smile and you gaze back down to your daughter. it's a surprise to see that emi was still deep asleep in your arms despite the noises around her surroundings.
"i love you, y/n." dazai said out of nowhere and kissed your side temple, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you closer to him.
"i love you too, samu." you replied, and you felt a slight kick in your arms. you chuckles as you see your daughter wriggling on her own.
"and we love you too, emi." you whisper to your daughter.
"uh sweetheart? i don't think i can hold it any longer. can i carry emi now?" your husband tugged your arms.
you let out a laugh as you shook your head at his silliness, but still let him carry emi. dazai almost let out a yey when his daughter was in his arms again.
and that moment you knew, emi is going to be daddy's girl.
synopsis: what does it look like to have a normal daily life at dazai's household? just you coming home to your little family after a long and exhaustion work. this is the life you and dazai had been dreaming of.
warning: mentioned of breastfeeding, pranking, anxiety
word count: 1.5k
a/n: i got inspired to write a story when i saw a website that said this song is the most therapeutic breastfeeding song. and it came to happened that dazai was the last anime character i saw that day.
so i was like, hmm...what would it be like to have a family with my suicidal maniac crush? so yeah, here it is.
oh yeah, one last note, i kinda made him self-explanatory character on this one???
song - invisible string by taylor swift
a long day just ended for you as a sigh escaped from your lips. you are on your way home to your little family after doing some shift at the agency.
while waiting for the traffic jam to untangle, you open your phone and reveal the wallpaper that never fails to make you smile whenever you see it.
a picture of your new born baby and your husband, dazai osamu.
the statement never lies, your lips crescent a smile at the sight of your little family. you also decided to call your husband who's on his day off and being a male wife for today.
within a few rings, dazai picked up the phone. the sound of your baby's laughter first rang through the phone, making your smile widen.
"hello, my love~ are you on your way home?" your husband's honeyed voice said through the phone.
your shoulder loses its tense from the fatigue just by hearing the sound of him. "yeah. i'm sorry if i didn't arrive on time, there's a small emergency happened. but atsushi-kun and i have already settled it down before it gets worse."
"of course, my wife is good at solving problems." dazai complimented you. he always knows what is best for you.
"anyways, how's things going there?"
"ooh, wait. hey emi-chan! say hi to mama." you hear a baby noise as your husband shifts his phone onto someone.
"emi-chan~" you cooed, and your five month old baby let out a cute babble just by hearing your voice. it makes you laugh and almost die on your spot due to her overflowing cuteness.
"did you miss mama?" your back rested on the seat as your vehicle started to move. luckily, you had a phone holder in front so you won't have to hold it while driving at the same time.
"yes." dazai said in his baby voice, imitating your daughter.
you let out a giggle. "mama misses you too, emi-chan. when i get home, i will kiss your chubby cheeks and watch cartoons together!"
"yah! what about me?" your another baby—i mean dazai interrupted you. a picture of him pouting already depicted on your mind.
"hmm? are you saying something, emi?" you playfully said. the noises coming from osamu intensify. he was complaining, pouting, and whining at you like a big baby. your big baby.
"ahem! sweetheart, emi-chan just asked me if you miss your husband too?" sensing that you did not plan to respond to him as your husband, he changes his tone into a deeper one, like an incognito voice.
"who's there with you, emi?! did you let someone enter the house?" you continued to play dumb until you finally pulled up to your house where your two babies are in.
dazai was whining on the phone and he seemed to want to fight his daughter just because he didn't receive any attention from you.
ignoring him, you purposely muted the call and lowered the volume as you carefully tip-toed inside the house.
"mommy is such a tease, isn't she?" and there you saw your own family. emi was sitting on her father's lap while chewing her pacifier, and dazai was on the floor, still pouting as he talks to his child who's clearly unaware.
"i'm getting jealous of you now, emi-chan." he jokingly said, booping her nose and then proceeded to bite her chubby cheeks carefully. you forced yourself to swallow the laugh in your throat.
"y/n has been unresponsive for a while, did she end the call?" dazai checked his phone when he realized you had been really quiet. the call was still on, so he sought for you.
"darling? are you still there?"
no answer.
"y/n? hello? sweetie, can you hear me?"
still no answer.
suddenly, his pout turns into a deep frown. you could clearly see that he's becoming worried now to the point that he put emi back to the cradle.
he squatted down to meet his daughter's gaze. dazai holds her little hands to give it some pecks. "emi, my cute little baby…stay here and do not do anything, alright? nothing's wrong so no need to worry. papa will keep you and mama safe."
your heart melted at the scene. no matter how worried he is, dazai wouldn't let himself show his fear in front of his daughter who cannot even understand anything, yet.
you knew you didn't make the wrong choice of starting a family with him.
"papa is just going to call mama." he continued. when you saw him about to pick up his call, you immediately ended the call.
you watch his face become more concerned when the call ends without even saying a goodbye to him.
dazai started to bite his nails, a secret habit of his whenever he feels anxious. without any second wasted, he called your number. the sound of your ringtone made him almost dashed to your hidden spot.
"y/n! my god, you're here!" dazai pulled you into a tight hug as soon as he saw you.
you let out an awkward chuckle. "hi?"
"jesus! don't do it again, please. i thought something happened to you!" dazai buried his face into the crook of your neck. you suddenly feel guilty when you sense his shaky breath.
he is really worried.
a hand if yours traveled into his head to give his fluffy brown hair a soft brush to give him comfort. "i'm sorry, baby. i didn't mean to get you worried. i just want to surprise you."
"it's alright—"
"waaahhhhhh!"
both of your heads immediately turned to the direction where the sound came from, emi was crying. you and osamu's parental instincts kicked in as you literally ran towards her.
you carefully picked her up and cooed. "shh~ mama's here, mama's here. aw, why is my baby emi crying?" you land a kiss on her cheeks that was covered with tears.
dazai gently guided you to sit on the couch. he grabbed a tissue and wiped the tears that emi had shed. "don't cry, emi-chan. we're here now." he mumbled softly.
you checked her diaper, it's not full. you tried to make her laugh, but still emi continues to wail loudly.
a sigh escaped from your lips. you gently rocked her and turned your head to your husband who worriedly gazed at his crying daughter.
"when was the last time she drank milk?" dazai ponders for a moment. his eyes widened when he realized.
"that's right! emi just woke up when you called me. she naps for like two and half hours. no wonder she cries because she's hungry." he explains.
"go and make her baby formula." you instructed him because you are busy soothing your child.
dazai chucked hesitantly. "the thing is, it ran out. emi drank the last baby formula earlier. so, i guess we're going to do the traditional way of feeding her."
(/^-^(^ ^*)/
"♪ and isn't it just so pretty to think ♪" dazai sang a song you two discovered while randomly streaming on spotify.
"♪ all along there was some ♪" he said to you that this song reminded him of the time when the two of you first met.
"♪ invisible string ♪" singing the invisible string has become his hobby whenever he is watching you putting emi to sleep. the song serves as the lullaby that made her fall asleep.
"♪ tying you to me~? ♪" your husband dedicated this song to you. not only it became your couple's love song, wedding song, and now your daughter's lullaby.
overall, this is a sweet moment. but it doesn't…
you tried not to lash out of dazai when he was right there beside you, watching how you breastfeed your daughter. his hands were fixed on emi's tiny ones, caging it playfully and made her squirm. which causes her to latches on your sore breast a bit harder than the usual sucking.
"osamu, for god's sake…let her feed in peace! and why are you even watching me feed her?" you caresses her head gently, making sure that she would not freak out at your little yell.
your husband rolled his eyes. "why not? i've also experienced that before…being fed by you—so, no need to be so shy about me witnessing it." this man had an audacity to make a dirty foreshadow in front of your daughter.
a pillow flew on his straight into his face. "osamu! i swear, get out for a moment." you tried to calm yourself. but dazai doesn't care and continued to play with emi, resting his head on your shoulder.
meanwhile, your little princess was in no mood to play with her daddy. emi got irritated because she couldn't move her hands, dazai has them. so, she let out a squirm and then a whine.
acting hurriedly, you rock her while giving your biggest death glare on your husband.
"welp…" dazai took the cue as he sheepishly go out of the room, finally giving you and emi some private time together.
"daddy is such a crackhead, isn't he?" you talked to your daughter who just looked at you with her big beautiful eyes while sucking your breast. you couldn't help but to squeal at your daughter.
A Hogwarts!AU which I used to write in my language of Jouno x reader was kinda cute. Prefect!Jouno sneaked into his s/o dormitory just to cuddle up with them 🥺
Guessed I should rewrite it again since I hadn't written much in this month.
WARNING: OOC, soft!character, Cooking vlogger!Saigiku Jouno, shy!fem!reader, get inspiration from Voicoo of Yuki Kaji (Jouno's voice actor), Jouno calls his lover as some nicknames, Vlogger!AU
TYPE: Oneshort
PAIRING: Cooking Vlogger!Saigiku Jouno x fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 2.1+ words
NOTES: I got some inspiration after watching Yuki Kaji voicing the Voicoo in Japan, then I gave this idea a try because it was still kinda cute when Jouno made a cooking vlog with his dear one. And yes, this is a new special master list from me.
“Oh, are you calling me, Sai?”
You lifted your head up from your favorite book as you heard a familiar voice had just called out your name. There stood a tall figure, his eyes weren't able to see anything but still his sense was very sharp so he knew exactly that you were paying attention to him.
“Do you need me to help you with the editing of the video?” You asked.
Yes, that was always the problem that your lover always wanted to ask you when he appeared in front of your eyes. Since Jouno wasn't able to see, he needed someone to help him edit and publish the video on social media for him. But the man shook his head, is there something else he needed you to do instead of editing and publishing the video? You thought to yourself. When he opened his mouth you already cut him off.
“Ah, you need me to buy you some ingredients for your cooking, right? Then I’ll-”
“No, you get it all wrong.” Jouno said, as he sighed. You tilted your head when he said that you were wrong, you too, were also curious of what he was planning to do. It seemed Jouno could feel your curious look at him so he continued. “I just need you to join in the video with me.”
Was that a new funny joke from him that you had never heard before? Your orbs twitched a little as you repeated his words.
“M-Me? Joining in the video with you?”
Jouno nodded his head, so he could prove your repeating words were right. You chuckled awkwardly then said.
“No, Sai, I can't do that. You know how bad my cooking is, right?”
Jouno was a cooking vlogger who always posted most of his processed videos on social media. He was well-known enough to be known by some of the people who loved cooking and trying new recipes. And since you became his someone you were able to co-work with him by buying ingredients, editing the video and also you helped him to set up the camera for filming.
“You know what. If I join in the cooking video with you, then who will help you to set up the camera, dear?” You said.
“Don't worry, I have Tachihara to help you. He will come soon, I already told him to buy me some ingredients. So…” Jouno turned to you who was looking at him with both of your eyes and continued. “Will you join in with me, my dearest?”
When you opened your mouth just to turn him down, Jouno leaned his forehead against yours. His closing eyes faced your [color] orbs, then his cool hands touched your cheeks, he said.
“Y/N, I don't want to hear you turn me down again. This can make me sad, love.”
A moment passed by, you two still stayed silent. You wrapped your arms around his neck then sighed and said.
“O-Okay, I will. But please don't get mad at me if I make any mistake.”
“Will do, love.” Jouno smiled at you.
“Um… Sai, can you help me with this?”
Jouno turned to you while he was putting the ingredients on the table, since he couldn’t see anything so he would ask you a question when you suddenly called out his nickname and said.
“Is there something that I could do for you?”
“T-The apron…” You hesitated for a while then sighed and continued. “...It's hard to tight the ribbon behind my back.”
You were trying to tight the ribbon behind your back, but sometimes it was still hard. Often you cooked without an apron because this would be more convenient than wearing one while cooking. Jouno walked toward you as he finished tightening the ribbon for you up then said.
“Here you go.”
All of the lights in the kitchen now were setted up, normally you would stand aside holding the camera and play your role as his cameraman but today was different. You were standing next to Jouno, nervously, as Tachihara put on the camera. The moment the boy’s voice resounded you were nearly stunned because everything was going to start.
“Done, Jouno-san and Y/N-san please do.”
“Hello everybody, welcome back to my cooking vlog.” Jouno said naturally as he gave a bow.
You hurriedly made a bow after seeing him had just made one. When you lifted your head up, Jouno turned to you as his hand pointed at you and he said.
“This is our guest today, Y/N. She is going to be my assistant today.”
“I hope to be the one who helped you out today.”
You bowed again, and you could hear Jouno giggling softly when he saw you gave out another bow. As you lifted your head up, he gently said.
“Today I’m going to make two Japanese crepes for two. Now let us start making it.”
You nodded your head as Jouno finished his words, your head was praying that everything would be alright from the beginning to and end. Your eyes looked at the camera in front of you then quickly helped Jouno to put on the ingredients on the table as you felt his elbow touching yours softly.
Tachihara moved the camera from the place he was standing to the table where all of the ingredients were shown off. When Jouno heard Tachihara’s footsteps, the boy stopped at the table and he said.
“Okay, Jouno-san, I’m here.”
Jouno slowly used his sharp sense to touch and taste it, then pointed at each ingredient while you were standing next to him, his calm voice introducing the ingredients used to make crepe.
“To make crepe you should have 500ml of milk, 3 eggs, 250g of flour, 40g of sugar, 1 spoon of vanilla if you have some and 1 spoon of butter. If you’re going to make a salty one, you need a little bit of salt in it.”
You nodded your head as Jouno explained the ingredient on the table, then he turned to you and said.
“Can my dear assistant Y/N help me to sift the flour then add some sugar and salt in it?”
“O-Okay, I got you.”
You immediately said then did what he had just told you earlier. You didn’t want to ruin his mood in cooking, and also didn’t want to hear him complain about you later. When you started to stir the flour, Jouno silently raised his thumb to ask you if you were okay or not. You then sneakily touch his arms with your shoulder gently as to say that it was alright, he didn’t have to worry about it.
When you saw Jouno touching on the ingredients on the table, you were worried. Since you often be the cameraman for him, you often told him where the ingredients were put on the table so he could pick them up easily. You need to hurry to help him, you thought to yourself as your hands quickly stirred the flour and then added some salt and sugar in it.
“Jouno, let me help you.”
You said then approached Jouno who was finding the ingredients, he slowly nodded his head then said.
“Can you help me to grab some eggs?”
You smiled and grabbed some eggs for Jouno then said.
“Here you are.”
Jouno’s hand touched you for saying thank you for helping him, he quickly cracked the eggs into the bowl and added half of the milk then mixed it up. Your eyes looked at him mixing the ingredients up, then he said.
“Y/N, please, help me pour half of the milk on the table and add butter?”
“Okay, I’m here.”
You carefully poured the milk and added butter as he said, when Jouno reached out his hand to the bowl you stopped him and said.
“Let me do it, Sai.”
Jouno listened to the sound of the mixture being mixed by you for a while then he suddenly said.
“Stop, Y/N. It’s done.” You raised your eyebrows as you looked at him questionably, Jouno could feel your eyes were looking at him and he continued. “The mixture needs to relax for a second.”
After you put the mixture aside just to let it rest for a while, your eyes looked at Jouno as he poured out whipping cream, milk and the egg white into a bowl. You always loved looking at Jouno cooking, since you fell in love with him this has become an important thing in your life. He always brought you the feeling of calm, love and being cared for.
“Y/N, can you help me turn on the stove and put on the pan for me?”
Jouno’s voice resounded in your ears, you smiled and said.
“Okay, I will help you.”
“It looks delicious, right?”
Jouno said as he sat down next to you as he put a cup on the table while you were editing the video. After filming the video, Tachihara needed to head home since he had work to do and couldn’t join in the dinner with you two. You clicked on to add a nice scene which was filmed earlier and looked at him and said.
“Yes, your cooking skill is getting better.”
You leaned on his shoulder just to rest a little bit after spending a long time on editing. His arm gently sneaked around your waist just to pull you closer on the couch. Jouno chuckled softly as he buried his nose into your hair just to get the familiar scent from yours. You felt he was shifting on the couch, your mouth opened to say something but Jouno cut you off.
“Ah, don’t let your favorite drink become cold, love.”
Jouno lifted the cup off the table and gave it to you. You nodded your head and received the warm cup from his hand. You took a sip of the drink and started working on the video, Jouno also listened to the clicking and typing sound from your laptop which was placed on the table. You also played some scenes and asked him if he wanted to put this scene in the video or not.
“No, keep that scene for me.”
You raised your eyebrows when you heard him say, your hand professionally pressed paused to the part you had just played and said.
“But Sai… This scene is a little bit embarrassing, you know.”
The scene he wanted to keep was the one where you got the burn while helping him to take off the cake from the pan. Even though this scene was normal, you did find it absolutely embarrassing a lot. Jouno was taking care of your burn in the video and for Tachihara he filmed both of you from the front side at this scene.
“Never mind, just put it in. Don’t worry, we still have a record part too.”
You looked at Jouno smirking for a while. Since you two knew each other for a long time, but sometimes you never got your guard down when it came to Jounos’s smirking. Because… It meant he was planning to do something both surprising and embarrassing to you. But you broke eye contact and said,
“Fine, do whatever you want but don’t make me embarrassed, okay?”
“I promise, princess.” Jouno said, chuckling as he let you lean your head on his shoulder while working on the editing.
“Sai! Not again?”
You yelled as you showed off in front of Jouno who was baking some cookies for you. Hearing your explosive voice, he smirked and calmly said.
“Yes, what’s wrong, love?”
Your fast heartbeat accused you of feeling, Jouno could hear your embarrassment mixed with shyness very clearly. He was used to this kind of feeling of you everytime he did something illegally in your eyes. You violently put down your phone on the table and said.
“Sai, you said that I am your girlfriend in this scene. I thought… you were going to record seriously as you said earlier.”
“But I recorded it seriously like I said.” Jouno innocently said and titled his head aside, he also made an innocent face in front of you as he continued. “I just told the truth, you are my girlfriend, love.”
“B-But…”
Jouno cut you off by stuffed your mouth with a delicious cookie that he had just baked a moment ago. Then you felt a wet sensation on your lips, Jouno was giving you a kiss on your lips just to get a taste from his new recipe of cooking.
“Mmm, not bad. Your lips make it more tasty love.”
WARNING: OOC, soft!characters, mention of some nick name (Dove, Dorogaya, honey, sweet heart), princess!reader, knight!character, fictional imagine
TYPE: Oneshort, fluff
PAIRING: Knight!Nikolai Gogol x Princess!fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 1.2k+ words
NOTES: This idea was in my mind for so long, I had imagined that Nikolai who was a knight and he knew reader since he was a child. Because of being a princess so the reader hardly ever had time for outside, so Nikolai decided to take her to wonder around.
“Be careful, Princess.”
Nikolai slowly took your hands as you got out of the carriage. His mismatched, mischievous eyes watched you carefully. The way to the town was near now so you should walk from here.
You fixed your dress and your shirt just to make it perfect enough before you got into the town. Being a Princess stole your freedom away, but when you got your own Knight you got a chance to do it right.
Nikolai smiled as he saw your face, he raised his hand and said.
“Shall we go now, my Princess?”
“Of course.” You said and gently took his hand.
He led you to the crowded place where people gathered around. You could see some of the boutiques on the street or the civilians were doing their work. The smell from the bakery attracted you as your eyes looked into it.
“Princess, do you want some?”
Nikolai asked you, gently. When you heard his voice asking you, your face gradually turned red. He chuckled when he saw your expression.
“My, my, are you getting shy when I randomly ask you some questions like this?”
“Y-You are getting wrong, Nikolai.” You denied.
But still your eyes couldn't leave the bakery, Nikolai somehow understood that so he squeezed your hand and said.
“Just give it a try, Princess. Maybe you would love the cake.”
You looked at his mismatched eyes, Nikolai really could understand someone quickly by looking at their actions. When you were standing there and looked blankly at the bakery he already knew that you really wanted to have some cake or cookies.
Nikolai was sharp enough to read one odd his nearby mind since he stayed by your side when you were young he already knew everything about you. But when he turned around and started to pull you then led you to the bakery, you were trying to stand still.
When Nikolai realized that you really didn't move any from your standing, he turned his head aside to look at your face. Some serious emotions were shown on it made Nikolai wonder, but before he could open his mouth to ask you the reason why, you worriedly said.
“Nikolai… you know what, the foster-mother doesn't like it when I stuff myself with too much sweets.” You stopped for a while then gulped and continued. “...Though I love eating cake and cookies a lot, I already had my tea time an hour ago.”
Nikolai understood the reason right away, he knew that you were raised to become a princess so there were too many things you needed to do since you would become a queen in the future.
You knew that your saying would ruin this trip since Nikolai did so many things to help you have some time with him like this. He even helped you sneak out from the palace, got a carriage to help you come into the town. And now, you were going to ruin his happiness when saying that you weren’t able to overeat sweets. Nikolai might be mad at you a lot, you thought to yourself and lowered your head.
But not until you heard a laugh from him, it was so… weird, you may ask. The moment you lifted your head up, your eyes caught his mischievous mismatched one looking at you. Your heart stopped for a moment when you saw him was too close to you like this. Your cheeks glowed kind red, as you said.
“W-What’s wrong, Nikolai? Why are you standing too close to me?”
His hands grabbed your face violently, he didn’t let a redundant moment for you to react to what he was doing. Your hand quickly put on his cold one and looked into his eyes, the natural green mixed with gray somehow always calmed your heart down. He leaned against your forehead and said.
“Don’t worry about it, I will help you to explain it with your foster-mother, my princess~”
Then he placed a kiss on your forehead, continued his word.
“There’s no need to worry about anything since The-Great-Knight-Nikolai-Gogol is here with you.”
He posed the way he often showed off when he was with the servants’ children. You giggled at his posture, and Nikolai reached his hand out of you and asked.
“Now, my princess. Would you please-”
“I will.” You said then take his hand.
“Oh, Mr. Gogol, you come here again.
The owner of the bakery shop smiled when he saw Nikolai. You noticed there was a small child helping in the shop. He took after the bakery shop a lot, it meant that he was his children. The small child shouted happily when he saw the guest coming in.
“Father, we are having another guest today.”
He laughed so happily by his father's side, somehow this scene awoke something in your heart since your parents were too busy with their work so they didn’t pay any attention to you after all. The father of the child gently patted his head and said.
“Yes, we are having a guest. So now, would you mind keeping quiet? Because it might disturb the customers of our shop for some reason.”
“O-Oh, I didn’t mean that.”
The child covered their mouth because of the noise they had made and smiled with their father and said quietly but enough for you to hear.
“I won’t make that mistake again, father.”
The bakery shop nodded his head then turned to Nikolai who was standing next to you. You could see his kind smile appear on his face then he said.
“Hello again, Mister Gogol. As you can see, that child was my daughter. She doesn’t have to go to school today so she is helping me with the shop.”
“Ah, I see. She has always been energetic like that since I first saw her around.”
Nikolai replied to the bakery shop. When the two people finished their usual greeting, the owner finally paid his attention to you. He smiled at you and asked.
“And who are you bringing here today, Mister Gogol?”
Nikolai put his hand on your shoulder and answered his question.
“This is one of my friends, [Name] [Last name]. She got a chance to visit our town and she was too excited to wander around so I brought her here. Can’t let her miss a chance of tasting your delicious cake, right?”
“Oh, my bakery isn’t one of the most favorite in town so maybe it would be a real loss for her.” The owner replied with a bow of his head like a greeting for you and you gently returned back by nodding your head.
“So then, will you introduce her to some of your unique cakes in your shop?” Nikolai said, then when his mismatched eyes looked at you he continued. “She may need a good one to bring home for her family.”
“Okay, Mister and Mistress, please just wait for a moment.”
The owner happily said.
You two spent time chatting with the owner and his family until sunset then left. When you two made your way to the carriage, Nikolai saw you were different when he met you at The Palace. Since you were so happy with this, he should bring you here more often next time. Though, sneaking out of The Palace was very funny.
WARNING: OOC, soft!character, fem!reader, rambling at rainy night between the two
TYPE: Drabble
PAIRING: Tetchou Suehiro x fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 0.3+ words
NOTES: Happy birthday Tetchou, it still is late for a day where I live. But still, somewhere else it is still the 15th of March, I wrote it quick so it may not good enough. There is some Japanese meaning in here, though. 好き is mean like, so when somebody said that 好きです it means they like you. But when someone said 愛している it means they love you, and this saying was often used between husband and wife more than the young couple.
The rain slowly fell down outside the window frame, you could feel the beat of the raindrops playing outside the window. Both of you now were laying softly on the bed, Tetchou’s arms wrapped around you perfectly as he let you lay your head on one of his arms. You stared at his sleeping face, hand suddenly placed on his left chest, his heartbeat was ponding calmly under your tiny hand.
“Are you awake, darling?”
A voice resounded into your ears caused your attention, a pair of honey eyes were looking at you gently. You were startled by his voice as you worriedly said.
“S-Sorry, Tetchou. Am I waking you up?”
His honey eyes carried out a smile at your question, Tetchou leaned closer to you as he answered your question.
“Yes, my dear. You actually wake me up in the middle of the night.”
You felt guilty for waking him up at night like this. As you opened your mouth just to say another sorry to him, Tetchou’s index finger placed between your lips and he said.
“No, don’t say sorry, love. It’s alright.”
Suddenly Tetchou laid on his back, his sweet honey eyes looked at the ceiling as one of his arms still hugged around your waist. You slowly lifted your body up just to lay your head on his left chest, his heartbeat still ponding calmly beside your ears. You two stayed silent for a while then you asked.
“Tetchou, do you want some night talk?”
“Sure, go ahead.”
Tetchou answered, his other arms placed on your body to make you lean in more closely to him. The interaction of both skin made you feel warmer and safer on a rainy night like this. Your index finger started running on his skin as you said.
“You know what, I don’t want to always say I like you.”
“Why?”
“Because I prefer to say I love you more than I like you, my dear.”
hi hi, i'm the anon of the mental breakdown request and i really loved it! thanks!
well, as expected (😭😭😭), if i'm not disturbing you, could i request one more thing? it can be with the same characters (sigma, nikolai, jouno, fyodor and now + odasaku) reacting to reader hugging/clinging onto them when tired?? again, thank you if you can write it and don't worry if you need to reject!!! take care and don't forget to rest, hope your weeks are being good! <3
(also, expect to see me requesting for a good while, i'm sorry 😔)
WARNING: OOC, soft!character, fem!reader, reader being a clingy person, characters take care of reader.
TYPE: Headcanon
PAIRING: Sigma || Nikolai Gogol || Saigiku Jouno || Fyodor Dostoevsky || Sakunosuke Oda x fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 1.1k+ words
NOTES: Your request was kinda cute, I'm just happy when you loved my work. Sorry for taking too long in writing a request.
1. Sigma
How could he turn you down when you cling on to him like that?
Our precious baby, of course. He would let you cling to him when his face turned red.
Imagine one day you were very exhausted, lying on the couch while whining to him that you were really tired from work today.
And then you suddenly wrapped your arms around his waist, leaned on his back and kept whining about your day when he was making some dinner for you.
Boy, he would listen to everything you said. Even though you were whining or complaining about your colleague, he still loved to hear it all.
He would give some comments when you suddenly asked him while telling your story.
“You know what, that guy who works/studies with me is a bastard.”
“Yeah, I know it. He was the worst in the office/school right?”
This was cuter when you still wrapped your arms around him while Sigma was moving around in the kitchen in order to get more ingredients or just grabbed some seasonings. His mind also told him that he now looked absolutely like a mother chicken with small chicks running after her.
And when he thought about it, he just chuckled to himself and shook his head. But unfortunately, you still realized that he was chuckling.
“Why are you chuckling? Is there anything funny in my story?”
“No, love. It’s just because I saw that you are cute when you cling on to me like that.”
Always searched for a chance to have you cling on to him because Sigma loved the way you were cute and small like a small kitten begging for love.
2. Nikolai Gogol
Nikolai would 100% love it when you cling or hug him.
Always wished that today you would give him some hugs after work. Man, he loved cuddling with you a lot so he would never slip this chance.
One time when you were exhausted after a work day, Nikolai was on the couch as you entered inside home.
Would definitely know you were home perfectly.
“Hi, my dear, little cutie Dove. How was your day today?”
“Not fine, of course. Doing too much work, being stressed with the boss's orders, and exhausted with the crowded street.”
Nikolai would let you mumble or curse everything which happened to you today, because he said that it would be alright if you told them out rather than keep it inside.
Then moved to the part hugging him. Because of being tired, you went hugging and clinging to him, begging for some attention.
“Aw, my Dove is getting clingy today.”
“You better let me do it, else I would never do it again.”
Felt satisfied when you cling to him, of course.
Wouldn't let the chance of you leaving him in any seconds. Nikolai would let you cling to him like a small Koala when he went around the house to get some water or a snack for you.
3. Saigiku Jouno
Let's say that Jouno denies you hugging or clinging to him.
Why? Because he needed to move around then get you some things you really needed when you were tired.
But when you insisted on hugging him, Jouno couldn't turn you down. He loved the way you let yourself cling on him when you were too tired.
Always told you that you needed him for charging, and often compared you to a device that needed to be charged.
“You look absolutely like a run out battery flashlight.”
“Yeah, and you are my own charger in my life.”
Interaction with people like Jouno was very precious. Because still he couldn't see anything, then a hug of you could be a way to express that you loved and needed him.
Always teased about your heartbeat when you hugged him.
“Your heartbeat is getting faster when you cling on me, is that right?”
“But I hug you from behind…”
“Blind people can be so sharp, you know.”
Would absolutely give you a kiss when you requested him over and over.
4. Fyodor Dostoevsky
Yeah, another person denied hugging and clinging like Jouno. Fyodor found it too annoying for calm people like him.
But still, he let you do it whenever you wanted.
Enjoyed a book while you tangled up on his body like a small exhausted kitten.
Would give you a head pat because he thought you were a small lazy kitten that curled up on his lap.
“You and the kittens are the same.”
“Yeah, it's just because kittens often get tired like me.”
Sometimes suddenly sighed when you clinging to him, while he cooked dinner for you. Feeling your warmth behind him and then your slow breath made his heart flutter.
“The bed is in your bedroom, or the couch is in the living room. I’m not the place where you can relax, you know.”
“No, but still you are fluffier than them.”
“Fine, just do what you want.”
Would let you touch everything on his, including his hair, his hands, his chest, his back. Sometimes still this man would sigh but everything was alright, he loved how you leaned on him when you were tired.
Listened to all of your stories about work today, every complaint or else every compliment you got today.
Would give you a bath because you wanted him to do this for you, and he still obedient do that for his little kitten.
5. Sakunosuke Oda
He looked absolutely like a mother carried his child.
Imagine that he was cooking dinner and you were behind his back giving lots of complaints about how bad your colleague and your company were.
“The boss considered me like his dog, I had to walk around the office serving his ass and other colleagues wanted me to do lots of things for them.”
“Mm, they are bad, aren’t they?”
Couldn’t move around easily because you were stuck on him, sometimes when he moved to the refrigerator to pick up some ingredients for your favorite food, you just hugged him from behind and followed him. Oda considered you as a chick, for real.
“Do I look like a mother chicken?”
“Why?”
“Because I have a small chick that keeps following behind my back.”
He would give you a shower since you were too exhausted and you didn’t want to keep yourself up to go to the bathroom. Of course, Oda was bathing you like a small child.
“Close your eyes or the water will spit into it.”
“But I can’t see anything if I close my eyes.”
He also fed you by himself since when you were tired you definitely skipped dinner.
A SMALL HAPPY PIANO [TETCHOU SUEHIRO X FEM!READER]
WARNING: OOC, soft!character, Hunting Dogs!reader, fem!reader, reader knows how to play the piano, based on one scene from the anime Your lies in April.
TYPE: Drabble
PAIRING: Tetchou Suehiro x fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 0.9+ words
NOTES: I haven't write anything else for the last two or three months because of the schoolwork and too much things to do during school, but this idea was my favorite one when I suddenly came up with it in my class. So I wrote it out and posted in here.
“[Name],”
“[Name]?”
A voice suddenly called you back from your real life, your eyes slowly turned to the person who had just called you earlier. The brown haired man was worried and looked at you from his seat, he found out that you had just stared blankly for a while, he might think that you were tired from your work.
When he finally caught your attention, he asked you right away.
“What’s wrong, love? You look lost somewhere, is there anything that makes you uncomfortable?”
You shook your head as your response for him, but still he didn't believe in what you had just told him. He placed his hand against your forehead, his warm finger made contact with your skin softly, and your face slowly turned red.
“T-Tetchou, you don’t have to do this in front of the public. It’s… so embarrassing.”
You shyly said as Tetchou titled his head aside when he heard your words, as his lips opened to say something, you cut him off.
“No-Not that I hate you touching me, but… we are in the coffee shop, and there are lots of people here, you know.”
You explained the reason to him immediately, sometimes your heart felt not right for saying those wrong words to Tetchou so you always had to explain it for him. Tetchou nodded his head then he said.
“I wasn’t going to ask a question like that, I just wanted to ask, is there something that makes you feel uncomfortable? We can get home soon if you want to.”
You shook your head and smiled, then you grabbed his hand gently and said.
“Nothing, love. I just got an attraction from over there.”
Tetchou then saw your finger pointed at the piano placed in the corner of the shop, there was a small girl playing on it and the other one looked at that girl with all of the admiration she got. That was just a normal scene to himself, but Tetchou felt weird when it attracted your eyes.
“What's wrong with the kids, dear?” he asked.
“What a small happy piano, you see.”
You gave out a praise as your eyes watched the two figures. Tetchou didn't catch what you were saying to him, but still he was curious about how those kids attracted you. You turned to him again, offered him your opened hand then you said.
“Before working for Hunting Dogs, these hands used to play piano, you know.”
This was a new side of you that Tetchou hadn't seen before, you had just told him about your past - the secret you hadn't revealed to anybody in this group. You smiled as you saw his face didn't understand anything.
“You might figure it out, just look.”
You said as you stood up from your seat, Tetchou never got his eyes off you, his honey orbs followed you until you reached the girls. They were near his seat so he could hear their conversation clearly enough.
“Wow, the song sounds amazing.” Your familiar voice resounded into his ears again.
“Really, miss?” The kid surprisingly asked.
You nodded your head and asked the kid a question.
“Yes, you are playing well. How long have you been learning the piano?”
The small girl raised her fingers up then counted it out for a while, then she replied to you.
“For about 5 months, miss.”
“Oh, what a big effort you have.” You giggled then placed your hands on the white tile of the piano then continued. “Tough songs can take you a long time to complete it, right?”
“Yes, I practice this song over and over until I can manage to play it without making any mistakes.”
The small girl proudly said. But when she heard you made a sound of the tune on the piano, she gasped and asked.
“Miss, do you know how to play the piano? You had just made out a basic tune!”
You giggled at her then akwardly said.
“Yes, but that was the past story.” You stopped for a while and said. “But still I can play a simple song.”
The girl quickly got off the chair and she forced you to sit on it and gave it a try. You put both of your hands on the piano tiles, took a deep breath, then looked down to check on as if one of your feet was on the right pedal or not. After giving Tetchou a smile you began to play the song.
“Wow, she actually plays Twinkle twinkle little star in a different way from me.”
The girl was surprised when she looked and heard how you managed to play a song. When you played the part she had just learned, the kid got ready to clap her hand but you continued to play.
She was stunned when hearing those notes, if you told her that you hadn't played the piano for a long time, this saying would have been a lie because your skill was far better than this.
The people in the shop were attracted by your piano sound, even Tetchou himself looked at you and didn't let his eyes off you. His finger tapped on the table along with your melody. When you finished playing the song, the shop burst into a clapping sound.
That was weird, you hadn't got a big applause before when playing in front of lots of people like this. The two kids stood there yelling out of their lungs lots of compliments only for you.
The kids talked to you for a while then they let you go back to your seat. Soon after that the atmosphere became normal like there wasn't anything happened a moment ago.
“Do you feel it?” You asked as you slowly sat down on your chair.
“Yes, the small piano is absolutely happy now.”
Tetchou said as his lips drew out a smile on his face.
helloo, how are you? hope you're doing good! could you do a scenario with sigma, nikolai, fyodor and jouno where reader haves a mental breakdown in front of them??? you can choose the motive!
anyways, take care! i love requesting here, you're so kind and your writing is perfect 😭😭😭
SIGMA, NIKOLAI, FYODOR AND JOUNO WITH HIS SOMEONE HAS MENTAL BREAKDOWN
WARNING: OOC, mention of suicidal thought, reader is trying to against the mental breakdown, character is going to comfort them, soft!character
TYPE: Scenario
PAIRING: Sigma || Nikolai Gogol || Fyodor Dostoevsky || Saigiku Jouno x fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 0.9+ words
NOTES: Oh, and you too are also precious since you love putting request here. I hope that I would have more and more works for you to enjoy in the future. And your request is finally here.
1. Sigma
Sigma paid his attention to you when he heard you let out a long sigh again, just a few hours had passed and you gave him some signs that you weren’t in a good mood. This did hurt his heart for a bit, because he couldn’t stand your sadness. That was when Sigma approached the couch where you were sitting. Like normal, you just leaned on his shoulder and let out another sigh. Sigma wasn’t feeling good now, his mind came up with lots of questions when you showed off this side of yours.
“Is there anything… okay to you?”
“I’m just… not feeling good, you know.”
You chuckled bitterly, and when your eyes faced him Sigma saw a gleam of darkness was hiding deep in your eyes. So dark, so alone, even so… empty. Then again, you buried your face into your palms and groaned.
“Everythings is just too much for me. And I… am too tired for everything. I think I should-”
I think I should die. You couldn’t say those words out loud even if you wanted to, but when somebody faced their loved one they wouldn’t have any courage to show that person the weakness they had been carrying in their heart. Suddenly, you felt someone’s warmth surrounding your body. When you lifted your head up, Sigma slowly pulled you closer to him, he let your ear close to his heart.
So gentle, so warm, so precious, you thought all of this was too much, Sigma was always there when you needed some help. His arms around you felt more tight, then he whispered.
“Don’t… Don’t say that. It is too much for you, right? Then, will you take a breath in my arms?”
The heartbeat resounded in your ears just like a song, gentle and full of worry. You felt like yourself just like a small child weaving for their parents' love. He just soothed you down by letting you lean on him like this, he was too precious for you now.
2. Nikolai Gogol
You were sitting alone in the empty room. How many times did you lift your head up, looked around then buried it again? You didn’t get it at all, being mental breakdown stole away almost all the happiness in your life. You heard a rustling sound resounding near you, and as you lifted your head one more time, you saw a hand appear from the portal.
It was waving at you like it wanted to say hello. A moment later it pulled out a bunch of flowers and you heard someone was giggling at the door. There stood a young man with white hair, his mismatched beautiful eyes looked at you while still giggling.
He then approached you who were sitting alone in the corner of the room a moment ago. He picked you up with his arms, when you were surprised he put a lot of kisses on your face. You shyly asked.
“W-What’s wrong, Kolya?”
“Huh, nothing. I just saw you were sad a moment ago when I entered the house, so… I thought you might be happy again when I kiss you.”
Nikolai replied without any hesitation. When you were lost in his mismatched eyes, Nikolai’s chuckles pulled you back to reality. And he quickly escaped the room with you in his arms, it seemed like he was going to pull you in another surprise just to cheer you up.
3. Fyodor Dostoevsky
Fyodor had been paying attention to the figure which was sitting on the couch an hour ago, he had no idea what you were doing now. But through the way you acted, he might guess you were having a bad time. He slowly put the tea pot and some cups of tea on the tray, by that way he could easily bring it up to you.
By the time Fyodor put the tray on the table in front of the couch, he finally saw your face. Eyes were full of tears and your hands were trying to wipe it all away but when you saw a pair of violet eyes were looking at you. You hid your face away from him, Fyodor let out a long sigh when he saw this.
A moment later, you felt his cold slender arms wrapped around your body. Fyodor was trying to hug you tightly in his arms.
“Wh-What-”
“Sh, just keep quiet. Rest, my dear. Just rest.”
He said, his other hand gently patted your back like he was comforting a child. You then naturally leaned on his touch, when you closed your eyes, Fyodor was humming a song beside your ears.
4. Saigiku Jouno
“There, do you want something else?”
Jouno said as he put the cup down on the table in front of your eyes. He was always gentle like this, though his eyes weren't able to see your face, but still himself was sharp enough to know what you were needing.
And since he was sharp enough to know about others' feelings through their heartbeat, Jouno always got his way to know that you were alright or not. He already knew that you were too tired and in a bad mood.
“I had just made you some hot cocoa, it may help you to feel better.”
You slowly picked up the cup on the table and took a sip. The sweetness of the drink went through your throat, the warmth made you feel better than just an hour ago.
“Is it good to help you feel better?”
Jouno asked again, this man he knew it clear like the back of his hand but still he always asked. You smiled at him and replied.
“Much better than now, Sai.”
He also gave you a familiar smile as he put a kiss on your forehead then hugged you tightly and said.
“Yeah, just don't push yourself too much next time. Remember that I still got you, okay?”
Hi Scarletta! Is it alright if I request Pianoman with an s/o who's depressed and has suicidal thoughts and was self harming herself recently because it's just too much?
Please don't write this if you are not comfortable with it
PIANO MAN WITH A DEPRESSED AND HAS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND WAS SELF-HARMING HERSELF
WARNING: OOC, mention of self-harming, suicidal thought await
TYPE: Headcanon
PAIRING: Pianoman x fem!reader
WORDCOUNTS: 0.3+ words
NOTES: Hi Silver 🥺, I was too busy with many things during the holiday and till now I just have some time to write the request for you. Sorry for making you wait, have a good day/night. Still, I hope Bones will have Stormbringer animated since I am waiting for them.
So let’s start at the beginning, Pianoman was sharp enough to see through yourself since he was your lover.
He realized that there was something strange to you, you rarely told him about your school work and your normal life. That was weird because you always told him all about everythings surrounding you, and he loved this moment a lot.
But he might think that you were tired. But still, he watched over you after seeing this weird of you.
Sometimes, he tried to figure it out by himself since you didn’t tell him anything.
And then, finally he knew that his feelings and worries were right when he saw you cut your hand in your two shared bedrooms.
Pianoman was shocked, scared and his mind was telling him that if he just stood there he would lose you forever.
He rushed by your side immediately, grabbed your injured hand and checked on it. When he saw more and more cuts, he nearly bursted into tears.
He was so heartless, he should have asked you straight away, he blamed himself for not taking care of you.
“I-I’m so sorry, I should know it in the first place, I shouldn’t wait until everything's turned into this.”
Worriedly wrapped you with both of his arms if you were awake, he tried to calm himself down so he could comfort you.
You may never have seen Pianoman crying, but he still tried to hide his face while hugging you tightly.
In a situation that you were faint because of the blood you lost, he was panicking. Pianoman would hurriedly pick you up to the hospital or to Doc.
Well, he would do anything to bring you to the hospital right away when he saw you. He also prayed that you would be alright, and everything would turn good.
“Please, just try to be alive. I just want you to be here with me.”
After that, you should tell him your stories and how hard you tried to struggle but in the end you tried to kill yourself.
Don’t worry about anything, Pianoman still patiently listened to you and after you told him everything, he just hugged you with his arms and whispered something just for him to hear.
“I’m glad that you are here, I swear if next time you have to struggle like this. I would save you.”
NOTES: It's hard to write this request, though. But it's worthed it, I gues. I wrote this as the character accepts their s/o decision.
1. Pianoman
He would be shocked when he heard you were pregnant if you two hadn’t got married. But he would be more and more shocked if he knew you were going to get an abortion.
Would advise you not to get an abortion because he knew it wasn’t good for your health and understood that it brought a lot of bad consequences for you.
He even suggested that you and himself would raise the child up and you didn’t have to worry about money or anything to raise a child, because Pianoman didn’t want you to give up this precious life.
But if it was your own decision, he would accept it because he loved you dearly.
“If it was your decision, so I don’t deny it.”
2. Lippmann
He would be shocked. Lippmann didn’t believe that you were pregnant, though he saw you were changing everyday. He thought that you were getting chubby so he couldn’t believe that you were carrying a child.
He too, like Pianoman, would advise you not to get an abortion because he knew getting an abortion would affect your health. You wouldn’t have a chance to be pregnant again and lots of other health problems would be here for you.
Lippmann also said that he would help you to raise the child up and you didn’t have to worry about anything since he was here for you.
But still, when you said that you decided to get an abortion, Lippmann would be the one who signed in the commitment that he was the one who took all the responsibilities as your family.
“I will take all of the responsibilities in helping you.”
3. Albatross
Boy, this man was shocked when he heard you said you were going to get an abortion.
Would ask you over and over about your decision. He was worried, because getting abortion wasn't good for your health.
Knew that you will lose lots of blood when getting abortion, so he was getting ready to take care of you.
Of course, you should know that he had a lot of discussion time with you to make sure that you were ready for the abortion or not.
“If you are worried just take a deep breath, and if you want to talk about something with me I would give you some advice.”
4. Doc
He was a doctor so he knew all of the things about getting abortion.
Would ask you over and over again as if you were sure or not, because he knew the biggest result could affect you a lot.
When he finally made sure that your decision wasn’t changed he would accept it. He couldn’t deny your decision after all, that was his respect for you.
Took care of you while you were getting ready to get an abortion and also after you got one, he would make sure your health had recovered like before.
“Don’t be afraid of being alone this time, I was here to help you with all of the things I have.”
5. Iceman
He was shocked when he heard you wanted to get an abortion.
Iceman was stunned for a moment long enough for him to think again and again what had you just told him. Then he gave you his answer, it would depend on your decision.
Still, he gave you some advice in spite of some of them would help change your mind to keep the child. But if your devotion was so strong, Iceman would let you do it.
A kind man who took care of you very well when you got an abortion, he even asked for some advice from his doctor friend - Doc.
Being with you whenever you signed in the hospital paper, he also ensured that you weren’t stressed by what people said about you.
“If that is your decision so I will support you, don’t mind anybody saying anything about you or yourself, my love.”
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