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alexia hunter - 26 convict now i am invincible no i ain't a scared little girl no more

[scarredalexia]

SWEENEY RANT INCOMING

ok so i’m gonna post this here as well because i don’t believe that it won’t be deleted from the ooc group and people deserve to see this if they want to read it:

ok so @everyone here i’m saying a thing as an old member of this rp and a person who has been considering rejoining like constantly for the past 2 months or whatever. if people want to ignore whatever i’m about to say or delete it then fine that’s your choice but tbh it’ll just make me look at this rp in a way that i’ve not seen it in before so ya.

basically WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED IN THE PAST LIKE 3 MONTHS?!?!?! literally when i left everyone seemed to be pretty much fine with eachother and was happy to rp with whoever and all this jazz without any ooc drama, by the sounds of things now people just seem to be trying to cause shit for the sake of causing shit and quite frankly that’s not the rp i joined way back when at the start of summer

tbh not gonna lie i genuinely feel slightly disgusted at the fact that this rp (that once upon a time was so accepting of everything and everyone and had like no real ooc drama whatsoever) has just ended up like this.

[florenncepugh]

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as heard in stalker - 2x06

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                             sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs                                     ʟɪᴋᴇ ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ɢᴇᴛs ᴍᴇ                                 тяαρρє∂ ιи α ωσяℓ∂                            ωнєяє єνєяуσиє нαтєѕ мє                                    ι woυldn'т вe нere                               ιғ ιт waѕn'т ғor yoυ  

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[scarredalexia]

I'll give her my forever forever forever If it meant for a day she could really be okay 'Cause        I miss her Even though she's still here

[scarredalexia]

ivyholloway:

“ Alexia. — Eh, sure. Now, can I please lead you to the clinic? ”

“Fuckin’ try leadin’ me down to the clinic an’ see where it fuckin’ gets you. Ain’t no one fuckin’ takin’ me there or they’ll get a fuckin’ knife through the eye.”

[scarredalexia]

thepiperhollis:

Piper was shocked to say the least as she was pushed back and kicked in the chest, both in quick succession after she had - rather foolishly - launched herself at someone who looked ready to set the world ablaze. She didn’t have time to dodge as a fist too was thrown in her direction, catching her square in the jaw, a cry of pain falling from her lips as she stumbled backwards. “Why did you do that?” She demanded, trying to keep from crying as her jaw started throbbing. Whoever the darker woman was, she was strong.

The sounds of pain that tumbled from the blonde’s feeble lips weren’t enough for the ex-convict. She needed the girl to be screeching from the pain that bolted through her nerves until she was merely a bloody mess on the floor. Alexia needed the girl to suffer for what she’d just done to her. “’cos ain’t no one wantin’ no fuckin’ whore still livin’ an’ contaminatin’ the fuckin’ world. Ain’t no one wantin’ your fuckin’ sort ‘round here an’ the sooner you’re a bloody fuckin’ puddle on the floor the fuckin’ better. Ain’t no one gonna be missin’ nothin’ more than a fuckin’ walkin’ pussy,” Alexia said, the words almost spat out in anger as the mocha-skinned woman reached down into one of her boots and retrieved one of the knives hidden away there before she took another step forwards, her eyes remaining fixated on the blonde in front of her in case she attempted to stage an escape.

[scarredalexia]

ivyholloway:

“ W– woah. Kid. I’m a kid. Please. I can’t do anything to you! ”

“Kids fuckin’ disgust me. They’re deservin’ to be fuckin’ exterminated.”

[scarredalexia]

bringthecain:

Eyes cast towards Alexia, she knew that she was caught. “Christ, are you always this fucking difficult?”

“Yeah.”

[scarredalexia]

tasxxkrasnoff:

“…Woah now. I wasn’t trying to touch you, it was an accident I was just trying to get by.”

“Then accidently go fuckin’ walkin’ into someone else.”

[scarredalexia]

riicore:

“Jesus Fuckin’ Christ woman, I barely grazed you– take a chill pill.”

“Fuckin’ try tellin’ me that again an’ see where it goes an’ gets you.”

[scarredalexia]

alinatully:

“An’ who the fuck’s gone shat on your fuckin’ mum’s grave?”

[scarredalexia]

ivyholloway:

“ FUCK — Lower down your weapon: it’s me. ”

“An’ why the fuck’s that gonna be makin’ me lower the fuckin’ gun? Ain’t no one gonna be givin’ no shits if a whiny fuckin’ brat’s taken out.”

[isaackrane]

wait and bleed, isaac & alexia

[scarredalexia]

isaackrane:

{ @scarredalexia }

Isaac dragged himself sluggishly down the stairs of the house, an awful sloshing sound coming from his stomach. Although he had constantly chided himself for it, any alcohol that wasn’t clean enough to be sent to the clinic for medicinal use somehow always ended up in his possession. Axel never seemed inclined to call him on it, if he noticed the way that Isaac kept it in the hidden under-compartment of his huge rucksack when handing back anything they had managed to scavenge that day. It was a certain vice, an oblivion that he appreciated in a way he never had before the outbreak.

It was seldom that he ever seemed to walk the halls, he clumped down the steps as he felt so awful that noise hadn’t even registered. There was no way in hell that he’d have been able to squeeze out of the window and find a way down into the alley at the side of the house, not in this state. Isaac dragged a palm over his pale, sweaty face as his feet hit the ground floor.

For once Alexia was actually in the house. She was downstairs as she paced through the hallways, her thoughts constantly lingering on the loss of the one companion who’d always been there for her. She shouldn’t have just let Trix go on alone, she should’ve fought more to make the other woman stay – to make the other woman let her go too. She could feel the anger boiling beneath the surface as she helplessly paced as concern tried to eat away at her. She wanted to be beyond the walls – she wanted to be doing anything that would work towards helping the woman.

The mocha-skinned woman’s fists clenched tightly as thoughts kept bombarding her. What if Trix doesn’t make it back? What if the clickers take her out? What if she ran to get away from you because you’re pathetic? As the thoughts crossed her mind the woman turned to the nearest wall and lashed out against it – fists crashing down against plaster as small cuts trickled blood down her knuckles.

Her attention was drawn away from the wall as she heard a presence staggering their way down the stairs. Evidently her unwanted housemate had decided to make an appearance. The moment his haggard form planted itself on the ground floor the ex-convict was already in front of him, her hand clasped firmly around his neck as she forced him backwards against the wall.

         “The fuck you doin’ here?”

[scarredalexia]

axelmckinnon:

“Are you fucking kidding me?” Axel spat, a scowl replacing the former concern that had been playing in his expression. Suddenly it didn’t even matter that she was aiming at him with a gun, he stepped closer towards her until the muzzle of the weapon practically pressed to his chest, fingers curling around the barrel. “What do you think I’ve been doing, Lex? Sitting on my fucking hands? I didn’t know where you were or what the fuck happened to you! I was doin’ everything I could to figure it out and bring you home safe. I’m sorry if you weren’t the only fucking thing on my mind but don’t say I wasn’t doing anything, don’t say I don’t care.”

“Oh an’ he’s fuckin’ grown claws. Fuckin’ took you long enough. Grow the fuckin’ balls two weeks earlier an’ maybe I wouldn’t have been left there to fuckin’ suffer ‘cos ain’t no one been carin’ shit ‘bout savin’ me,” Lexi retorted, her words dripping with icy malice as her cold dark gaze fell onto the man’s before her. As Axel stepped closer to her – moving to the point that the muzzle of the gun was pressing into his chest – the ex-convicts grip tightened around the weapon and one of her fingers twitched towards the trigger, eager to pull it and be rid of one of the few weaknesses she held close to her in this world. “Well that’s what it’s fuckin’ lookin’ like. Ain’t no one been concerned ‘bout findin’ me – the others gone escaped days ago now. Ain’t no one thought to go askin’ them where we was bein’ kept an’ hunt the fuckers down that way. But hey, ain’t anythin’ surprisin’ is it? Ain’t no one carin’ enough ‘bout no problem ex-convict who ain’t even carin’ ‘bout no fucker in this fuckin’ hell hole of a city. Ain’t no surprise that people was jus’ wantin’ to leave me there an’ forget ‘bout my existence.”

[scarredalexia]

iambattyman:

“I never underestimate women. Not only do they see far more bloodshed than any man I’ve met, but they undergo immense amounts of pain by pushing tiny humans out of their bodies after a nine month incubation period. I’m not stupid, either, I just figured that a greeting after accidental collision and having a gun pointed in my face might be the safest way to announce my presence. You okay now, or am I going to be swimming with the fishies?”

“Ain’t no fuckin’ kid comin’ nowhere near my fuckin’ pussy an’ if they try I’ll be rippin’ their fuckin’ underdeveloped skulls from their fuckin’ necks. I’ll be okay whenever the fuck you ain’t lingerin’ ‘round me as if I’m needin’ fuckin’ protection or somethin’.”

[scarredalexia]

bringthecain:

“It’s drawing blood to test for infection. Come on, do I need to get Trix out here for ya to listen?”

“Don’t go pretendin’ Trix ain’t already gone fucked off. I’m knowin’ her, she ain’t jus’ gonna be sittin’ ‘round on her ass when I’m captive. She’ll be cuttin’ the fuckin’ assholes to pieces an’ ain’t gonna be comin’ back ‘til they’re all fuckin’ blood an’ bones on the floor.”