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17 | recovery | I have absolutely no idea what I am doing with my life | try to understand my mind at your own risk.

[a-b-a-e-t-e-r-n-o-deactivated20]

[crossnights-deactivated20180815]

i want to cut open my thighs and just let everything out i’m tired of trying

[letyourselfliveagain]

[olearypoetry]

[wnq-writers]

“It’s something you know almost instantly – how important someone is going to be to you. Whether or not the sun will rise and the moon will set with them.”

— N.M.Sanchez, from Initial Meeting | @wnq-writers

[long-sleeves-and-deep-cuts]

Happiness?.

[bhodacious-deactivated20220401]

if they wanted to, they would’ve.

[scars-and-butterflies]

5 years old: I don't want to sleep! It takes so much time away of the day.

17 years old: I want to sleep. It takes so much time away from being alive.

[mamitears]

i’m clingy as fuck but i can also get distant real quick.

[imthelesbian-archive-deactivate]

am i constantly tired? yes.

but am i staying awake when i should be sleeping? also yes.

[thescumdog]

Is it bad that I constantly think about killing myself just to see if people would be upset?

[mychemical-gee-note]

do you ever just get those moods where you dont feel like doing anything and everything feels pointless and you just wanna lay in bed all day and not move but you cant because you actually have to do things but you just cant find the motivation for anything and you dont know why and even the smallest things feel pointless and you cant even bring yourself to move and everything sucks

[itgetsbetter]

“Communicate. That’s the biggest and best first thing you can ever do. Whether it be with a teacher, sibling, friend, parent or even a counselor. Being able to communicate is the first step to your life getting better. It doesn’t have to be even talking; it can be a letter or email or text…let people know what’s going on in your life, your thoughts and emotions. People can and will help you, you just need to search them out. Oh and one last thing, never EVER let someone bring you down. You’re you, and you is always good enough. Never stray from who you are because you never know who will come along and want and love “you”.”

— - Marc M. (Brampton, ON, Canada)

[demi-flower-prince]

It’s not that I don’t trust people but I’m so easily replaceable I’m scared they will eventually abandon me for someone else. After all, there is nothing extraordinary in me.

[menhe-rafflesia]

[bruhwgatt]

Friend: How are you?

Me: Apart from the fact that I want to kill myself, I am pretty good.

[mitchdahbitch]