[sassysnowperson]

Titles. They’re the worst.

You know what the solution is? Use a Hozier lyric. Too much work? I made a generator that will summon one for you.

It works surprisingly well as a prompt generator, as well.

[archival-hogwash]

PLEASE USE THIS IT IS SO GOOD

snowlady’s done it again :DDDDDD

[scarydeane]

i want to go home but home doesn’t feel like home and no one really feels like home i think i just want to go back to 2016 and start from there

[scarydeane]

making peace with the fact that i never felt secure with you, i was just familiar with you. you were never, ever someone who i could have trusted fully and you proved that to me from the very first time we crossed paths. you cant expect anyone to believe that you’ve changed when you’re still doing the exact same shit you’ve always done: running when things get hard. you distract yourself with people or places for a little bit until reality catches up to you and then it’s on to the next thing, no matter who or where or what is the current thing. i feel sorry for the people you date and claim to love because they don’t realize that they are all temporary! they don’t realize that eventually you get bored and you stop trying and then things get hard and you give up! you complain about your circle being small without realizing you’re the one who keeps it small because you RUN. you cannot be alone. you cannot be solitary. all you can do is run and run and run and hope that someone is going to catch you but no matter how many people try, no matter how many people DO, you will always claw your way out. and then you will ignore the hurt and pain and sadness and grief that you caused, you will make the people who did their best for you the villains, and then the cycle will repeat. over and over again. there is nothing beautiful about this. this isn’t poetic. this isn’t art. this is down right fucking horrible of you to do to people over and over again. it’s all you do. it’s all you’ve ever done. and you will never change unless you actually put effort into doing so instead of passively hoping someone will do it for you. people are going to get tired of it. i sure as shit am. don’t come back. don’t expect me to be there in a couple of years when you realize your mistake AGAIN. don’t expect me to sit here with open arms and forgiveness radiating off of me. don’t expect me to comfort you because of the consequences of your own actions. i’ve spent years healing and fixing the shit you broke and i’ll be god damned if i EVER do that again. i hope you find peace but i hope it is far, far away from me.

[scarydeane]

i expected better from you because i thought you could do better but my mom always told me i had a really good heart and i think for once she was right about something!

[scarydeane]

the world kept turning and for that i’m so thankful

[bnmxfld]

“I can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time.”

— Franz Kafka / The Castle (via bnmxfld)

[bnmxfld]

“But I must admit I miss you terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby.”

— Lemony Snicket / The Beatrice Letters (via bnmxfld)

[perfectquote]

“I know that you think that you’re on your own. But just know that I’m here, and I’ll lead you home if you let me.”

— Streetlight Manifesto

[iwasjustinpain]

"Your heart is beating but not for me."

-Sweater, Kevian Kraemer

[perfectquote]

“Take a shower, wash away the bad thoughts, cleanse your body, put on some relaxing music, get in to bed, breathe.”

— Unknown

[thewoodbetween]

Yoko Akino

[perfectquote]

“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.”

— Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

[perfectquote]

“We’ll survive, you and I.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

[perfectquote]

“At a certain point, I just have to try not too think to much about certain things, or else they’ll break my heart.”

— Jonathan Franzen

[scarydeane]

i just want a break. i want to rest. i want to know that everything is where it’s supposed to be and that things are gonna work out. i just want things to work out. i just want to be good enough

[scarydeane]

it doesn’t seem to fucking matter how hard i try i will never be good enough for my parents and i could be a better friend and my love life is non-existent and i’m so tired of experiencing emotion and constantly spiraling

[scarydeane]

i just don’t understand why things happen the way they do and i wish i was a different person. i wish i was an entirely different person and i wasn’t raised the way i was and i didn’t go through the things i’ve been through because i feel like i’d be a better person